Coo

[coomoraruu]

[coomoraruu]

[valentina-poem]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[valentina-poem]

[coomoraruu]

-note to myself

[bnmxfld]

“People change and forget to tell each other.”

— Lillian Helman (via qvotable)

[coomoraruu]

Wanna know the truth?

I've fucked up. Everything went wrong and no one was there for me. I really tried through

As never, I fucked up at school. It was the worst semester I've ever had. I couldn't learn or pay attention to classes, I was too busy thinking how to end myself at the end of the day. I fucked up at that too. I just made things worse

I was feeling bad all the time, I've been passing out a lot. At the store, in the kitchen, in the way to bathroom, even at school but what does it matter? Started throwing up all the time but I guess it was my fault. You know, my body just did it's work, I guess 10-20 medicines were too much at once. Well, what u say about that? That's what you wanted to know? Do u really want to know all the times I started crying and hurting myself and wanting to die? I would told you, but what could you do? Yeah, nothing.

the last months were a nightmare to me. Literally. You know what it is like to wake up in tears because of a dream of reality you had? Just let me alone. I just wanted to let everyone have "a happy Christmas" without having to arrange a funeral. I let you be happy. Now why won't you let me live my last days in peace?

[coomoraruu]

[siickangel]

i’m in so much pain and i rly don’t want to exist anymore

[the-sad-boy]

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

Until you can’t breathe, until you can’t move, until it ends you…

[sad-eyes-badguys]

[c-isnenegro]

[coomoraruu]

hope you know, I love you so much

[coomoraruu]