How long has it been? As an adult you realize what truly matters, to me that has been my family. I quit my job at the flower shop after Mother's Day; I was ~9 months pregnant. (I worked there four years! I miss it at times). I had Silas in early June. Silas has been such a good baby, I have been so lucky. I've fallen in love three times in my life, Joel, Jamerson and Silas Byrd. I want a larger family one day, but for now this is what feels right to me. (Obviously I want a girl - I am only 25, I will probably have at least two more children). So much has changed in the last few years. Seven years ago I was just a teenager in college (another regret) and had just started seriously dating Joel, I had lots of friends and a complete different look on life. I am a completely different person than I was at that time. I don't know, just wanted to make a small update for my future self. I am just happy.
