So, I've been offline for a couple reasons. Back on February me and my whole family got C*vid-19. Everyone were getting better. Suddenly, my dad got bad and went to the hospital on the beginning of March. A few days later, my dad passed away. Since then, I've been living the worst season of my life. My dad meant (actually still means) the world to me. It's been hard waking up everyday knowing he won't be here physically. I've got depression and anxiety. I'm trying to deal with this sadness from the moment when I wake until the moment I fall asleep. I remember all the awards we had watched Taylor win together, all Taylor songs we heard on our way to school or university. I will miss my dad forever.
"Marjorie" is a song that's helping me through everything. Taylor is such a special person who hugs me through her songs even being thousands of miles away from me. I love you @taylorswift
