Interstellar_dust

Loser is very much an emotion °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

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Intro to this blog

I like movies and I gatekeep the best ones in real life

Solitaire is supreme

Universe City makes me listen

and I’m a little obsessed with everything really

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Have a Lux Lisbon summer and live, the rest will come later

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take me back to when I first watched this pls

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yes, chris, fuck it

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i actually just need a drink

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why is there so much pressure to know what you want to do for the rest of your life?

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✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩ maybe life’s really just a game and no one’s ever stopped playing. everyone’s afraid that if you stop functioning or doing something even for a moment it’s game over

we are all stuck in the cycle of pressure

but then how do you win??? what stops the pressure?? ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

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My phone is on two percent

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All the people are metal. The world is so quiet at night.

This is beautiful art

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Can you tell I’m almost not real?

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I never realized that people who like each other now stand extremely close to each other when when they talk. It’s like they’ll merge souls if on of them falls forward because of how close they are

Idk I honestly can’t tell if I want to experience that

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Long rant because this needs to get off my chest and literally no one is gonna see this so it doesn’t matter

i’m running for student council president this year but i have no idea if i’m actually going to get it. i feel so inadequate and last year i got a head prefect position which was all i had wanted. But now I’m terrified that i won’t get this position and that’s literally all i have?

Who i am at school is quite literally me. i have nothing else going for me other than being a good student in life. i have no talents other than academic ones and my grades define everything for me. i’m horrible when it comes to failure and i have no idea what i want to do in life. this sounds insane but I genuinely have nothing else going for me so not getting student council president might actually kill me (figuratively, not very sportsmanship-ly to kms because i lost)

the only other way i could describe how that loss would feel is when Frances found out she didn’t get into her Uni in Radio Silence. ik the book has a good ending but i’m also not Frances. I literally have nothing

PS: this isn’t a cry for help or asking for advice, i’m just rambling on the internet

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Waiting is the most insanely mentally torturous event. It might be causing a lot of side effects that I don’t even know about. Waiting is the most painful process known to man but I’m also terrified that the result is going to be horrible? Wth is even life anymore

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Final verdict? Cold turkey

I failed

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