Cosmo

20s | sfw but mature themes | selfshipper | obnoxiously like my old posts and ur blocked

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Animation meme wip 😌

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I need to follow more selfshippers. Come to me… talk to me my inbox IS open tell me about ur yumeship orz

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UA au, friends to co-workers to .. whatever the hell they have going on

Grahh I wanna yap about this au but I can't get my thoughts together. The growth both of them experienced from 1st year, to the war, to 3rd year and the attempt on Nicky's life, to their co-worker era is insanely vast and I love thinking about it. Their development romantically is also something I think about often. Going through tough shit together and navigating trauma as carefully as possible while still healing and finding comfort in each other again and again as time passes AAHH.

Since it's pride month I guess i'll yap about Nicky's issue. So, their agab is female and they were expected to grow up and marry a man. Well the older they got they realized they weren't a woman BUT liked women (all around 13 yrs old) It was liberating they felt amazing in their newfound identity and moved forward as a trans masc who liked women only. They dated one of their friends named Vanessa, who was already rude and toxic as a friend but got worse when dating but because of who Nicky is and their life experience they didn't see that At All and were made to believe they were the problem.

Skip forward to their break up before Nicky went to high school, Vanessa wasn't able to attend a hero school because of her quirk breaking her body down- so in this AU, Nicky going to UA pissed her off greatly. The break up was messy and left Nicky never wanting to date anyone again. Around this time Nicky decided to shapeshift into a male! Their identity stayed the same but being more masculine felt easier and more comfortable.

SO, the entirety of high school Nicky was only focused on working and their friendships. Not giving much thought to romance, despite a lot of girls approaching them after the war. Around that time, after the war, Nicky shifted back to their agab. They decided leaning to far male was not for them and would like to rediscover androgyny. THOUGH, being a shapeshifter they could low dose testosterone via controlling their own hormones. They did so until around starting 3rd year.

8 years after graduation, returning to Japan Nicky had discovered they can find men attractive (non binary people as well!! they're pan) but still wasn't sure about dating. After working for not even a month at UA with Izuku Nicky started crushing, hard.

And that's the nblm teacher yaoi au- i mean. Queer history of UA au Nicky

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spamming for pride month, ready urself

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Updated reference sheets for some of my mha ocs / insert ^^

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Updated reference sheets for some of my mha ocs / insert ^^

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Happy 10 years to being on tumblr (in February) wooow.. it was better in the past lol

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That one part of the war...

At this point Nicky's over used their quirk to the point of death and managed to stay alive. They woke up in a haze, confused and lost but saw Katsuki was down and knew they needed to help. It's not like they could've done anything- if Mirio and Izuku never did their thing...

After they saw Izuku arrive Nicky passed out again. They didn't rejoin the fight until after Izuku's arms were brought back.

Once the war was won Nicky went into a 3 day coma and was told when they woke up they could not use their quirk for a month. Well, they could but it'd kill them.

Katsuki has no idea Nicky stood in front of his corpse that day, it works well with their friendship lore... they've got a weird dynamic. I won't go into it here though :P

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Messy visual for when they met and another page early on when Izuku began to realize how small Nicky's hands are and how cute they can be

bonus sketch of Izuku holding he and Nicky's first born

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New bonus sketch, both of them with both of their babies (nkdk are 30+ years old)

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Two gold bikini Ochakos in one post?? wow! How lucky!!

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More UA au

Short recap for those who don't want to scroll a little to figure out what's going on, this is an alternate universe with my yumeship. One where Nicky accepts the offer to go to any hero school of their choosing. Obviously, as an All Might fan, they chose UA.

They come in a bit late during first year, around the time Stain is taken in to custody. Super awkward timing but they get along with Ochako, Iida, and Izuku pretty quickly.

Long af story short, during the summer in third year Izuku and Nicky spend a lot of time hanging out together, a (one sided) puppy crush forms but just before going back to school Nicky's ex Vanessa comes to Japan and attempts to murder them- I'm still sketching this out in the au so I don't have visuals atm :p BUT during their 6 months in the hospital Izuku visits extremely often and helps them graduate, after which Nicky is ordered to return home from their parents.

8 years later they return to Japan to teach english at UA, making Izuku and Nicky coworkers. Their personality seemed to changed a lot but that doesn't mean Izuku's feelings did.

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More finished yume drawings

Below is the sister universe, UA au. In the original universe Nicky is offered to go to high school at any prestigious school of their choosing and declines but in the UA au universe... as you can tell they choose to go to UA. Nicky and Izuku meet as teenagers rather than adults, this au isn't focused on romance but follows their friendship and the blossoming of a romance later down the road (aka, i don't yume pre time skip izuku, but he gets a crush on nicky during 3rd year and that's where it stops until they're grown adults)

Nicky move's back home after graduation but come back 8 years later to work as an English teacher at UA.

I also have one million sketches of this au but it'll be a separate post 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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Go, my yumeship

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opened my ask box for the first time in a minute. Feel free to chat, ask me stuff, or share some good news ^^

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(right to left like manga)

That one part of the war...

At this point Nicky's over used their quirk to the point of death and managed to stay alive. They woke up in a haze, confused and lost but saw Katsuki was down and knew they needed to help. It's not like they could've done anything- if Mirio and Izuku never did their thing...

After they saw Izuku arrive Nicky passed out again. They didn't rejoin the fight until after Izuku's arms were brought back.

Once the war was won Nicky went into a 3 day coma and was told when they woke up they could not use their quirk for a month. Well, they could but it'd kill them.

Katsuki has no idea Nicky stood in front of his corpse that day, it works well with their friendship lore... they've got a weird dynamic. I won't go into it here though :P

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People have got to start reading Bios again, lots of em are getting blocked for something easy to avoid