Just a young kinky bull.

I'm just a hard working guy on a journey to bulk up, and embrace his kinky side.  

[cowboycalf]

Instagram

For anyone still here who wants to see more pics and see a bit of my life...follow me on Instagram cowboycalf

[cowboycalf]

I'm a little lost right now. Not that I ever posted much NSFW material myself, but Tumblr always felt like the kind of safe space to express the person I can't yet be in the real world...and I'm just so unsure of what to do anymore.

I pray the answer may present itself in the near future, cause I don't know how much longer I can keep feeling fractured.

[cowboycalf]

Howdy Tumblr friends! Hope y'all are having a great day! Relaxing in a lil bubble bath after a long day and rough workout here.

[cowboycalf]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

My work costume and home costume this year!

From Cowboy to Minotaur

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I haven't posted anything in a long time, so I figured it was time for an update. This is a recent pic of me after a workout. I'm getting back on track in becoming the bull I wanna be!

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[asktheangels]

Lately I’ve been getting most of my pep talks from Mister Rogers.

[mintypineapple]

Great. Now I’m disappointing Mr. Rogers.

[maculategiraffe]

Mr. Rogers is not disappointed in you.  He’s proud of you for listening and thinking about what he said, and he hopes it plants a seed where sometimes maybe you notice yourself making an unhealthy choice and recognize it, because that’s the first step towards growth towards your best and healthiest self, which is a journey and a process, not an ideal state of which you are falling short.

Mr. Rogers loves you for just your being you.

[itsacon10]

I know I’ve reblogged this before, but I don’t care

[cowboycalf]

Just relaxing in the tub. Been a long week of being sick, so now I take a little time for me! Also I love my new haircut!

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I got a soft and warm new blankie! Anyone wanna be this Calf's cuddle buddy?

[cowboycalf]

Soaking in the tub. Learning the lesson that self care isn't selfish.

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Me in my full gear. The look makes me feel much more confident than I am. One step on a new sort of coming out. Wanna make a special Sir proud! 🤠🐂

[cowboycalf]

Just a little update, for the past 3 months I've felt depression hanging over me like a dark cloud. Happiness has seems to just be so far off. My motivation is also quite shot. I don't really know what I need to do, or what is going to make me feel better. I'm finding waking up every day to be difficult, and I don't want to revert into the dark places of my past. I just want to move forward and leave all the bullshit behind, but it seems too much to ask.

[cowboycalf]

Body update after roughly a month of working out. I need to go more often, but I'm feeling a lot better about myself!

[cowboycalf]

A week into my gym membership, 4 workouts done. I may not be able to see results yet, but I can certainly feel them, and I couldn't be more proud of myself!

[cowboycalf]

I'm really hitting my workouts hard!

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My look of the day! Hop all y'all have a great day!

[cowboycalf]

Look for the day complete to the kicks. It's a Jordans kind of saturday