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I've made hundreds of mistakes And peace with dying in my sleep

[beomgyu01]

To: SOOBIN

[crackwhorebunny]

you’re cold , like the blood that runs through your veins

[crackwhorebunny]

[lahaineinsideus]

[crackwhorebunny]

drowning in fairouz title fight and lana del rey

[crackwhorebunny]

for a second i actually convinced myself i was more than a worthless screw up piece of shit

[crackwhorebunny]

i don’t even care what anybody thinks anymore i just miss my dad

[crackwhorebunny]

[crackwhorebunny]

do you ever get scared that this is just who you are like maybe you spend your whole life trying to become softer or kinder or easier to love and underneath all of that youre still the same person you were at your worst i keep thinking theres supposed to be some moment where everything clicks and suddenly being alive feels natural to everyone else the way it never has for me and the stupid thing is people think im fine i can joke around i can make people laugh i can sit at a table and sound normal for an hour but then everybody leaves and its just me again and i dont know how to explain how loud that gets i think i keep asking people to save me in little ways to text first to stay longer to notice somethings wrong without me having to say it out loud and when they dont i act like i never cared in the first place because somehow that hurts less but no one is gonna check now anyway so im saying this here fuck me actually

[lanatic2008]

♡ '

[crackwhorebunny]

[lahaineinsideus]

jesus never saved me but losing everything did

[crackwhorebunny]