Don’t let me go…【part2】
I won’t let you go！
Well… hi all！
Firstly, I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy out there！🙏
And secondly, as you guys know, i’ve been quiet for a while. I had to deal with some of my real life problems… albeit unintentionally… And it was a period that seriously hurt me emotionally. So if you remember, when I was at the beginning of everything, I posted an art about it, also mentioned that I will share the rest of that art depending on the situation. And according to this result, it would end as a good or bad ending…
So today, this problem finally came to a conclusion！
What do you see when you look at these pieces? It feels like a bit of a bad ending, right!? But it’s not！Yes, the result is really the good ending one！！！I’m just happy to be back with good news after such a long wait！And guys, half of these results are thanks to you, i know！'Cause you all sent so many positive comments and wishes that things turned out well (y'know I have some superstitions like good wishes)！So I can’t thank each and every one of you enough！
I really thought for a moment that I had reached the end of the road… And I don’t know if I can use the right words about my feelings during this period… That’s why i’m not even going to start that “feelings” part. Just… I guess I’m a little old-fashioned. I mean I can’t get used to the changes easily. Ofcourse one day I’ll say that I’m done！(I can’t draw these two boys until i die). But I can only accept this if it is a situation under my control. And since I don’t feel like saying I’m done yet, this just damaged my emotional state indescribably. Many days when I was quiet and inactive, I kept telling myself “be patient, be strong, be patient, be strong” and I didn’t tell anyone how hard it was for me because didn’t want to bother any of you with my *constant* emotional breakdowns. So, special thanks to the few people who didn’t turn down my request for help to avoid a panic attack (they know themselves)！
Honestly, this problem is about a topic I’m uncomfortable talking about. That’s why I won’t talk too much about it. (But even so, I was going to tell you all what this is about, if this had ended with a bad ending. Because if i had to leave i think you guys have the right to know why…) So for now, it’s just enough to know that this is about a serious legal issue. I may be just a simple fanartist that you all see here but there are some serious issues going on in my real life and can’t have fun with. And it was an issue that would hinder my entire artist career, not just about my fanarts. That’s why I asked all of you for help (normally i hate asking for help but…) And the bad ending one is still in my documents, but i will never share this. Because I’m still afraid of something and maybe this will cause things to go bad in the future, idk… But mmh for those who are still wondering, I can explain a little, i guess. So it was the same beginning but a different ending, something like Sasuke leaving without looking back, and he couldn’t even hear Naruto’s voice and what he was saying behind his back… like an unstoppable farewell…… So I still feel lucky that I didn’t have to post this one！
But, after this period that I lived for almost two months, I cannot say that everything is over now… unfortunately. ‘Cause from now on it seems like another period awaits me. A period when I will be much busier and not even have time to talk much… But i’m not complaining, because I can still stay around. So i haven’t planned it yet but i will try to prepare a monthly schedule for myself. And nothing is finalized but for now it looks like I can only spend two weeks a month on fanarts/commissions. Sorry in advance for being less active from now on！
But HEY i’m still happy！！！
I’m happy to be able to continue what I love to do, happy to be able to stay here with you all and happy that I don’t have to leave my accounts. So, endless thanks to everyone who spoke up or stayed silent but never stopped supporting me！I never asked you to do, but y'all just don’t know how much strength you give me with your words and support！
Hope the future brings more fun and happiness to all of us！Let’s have fun doing the things we love！And don’t also forget to take care of yourself！！
(Uhm… Ok I won’t be writing such long articles for a long time, don’t worry, I won’t have time for that ^^;！So just, thank you if you’ve read this far) ！
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