creamique

I'm just an ordinary college girl trying to find a safe place to write her feelings.

[lostsoulsworlds]

I don’t want to die. I just simply don’t want to exist. But sometimes I think that’s worse because I’m stuck here, being miserable, but I’m too much of a coward to do anything about it.

h.w. (via lostsoulsworlds)

[remanence-of-love]

‘Work with Softness’ by juansen dizon

[xxnoonexy-deactivated20210909]

[wishofchristmas]

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[blossxmly]

What if we hadn’t met? Do you think we would’ve been better off? I’d probably be peacefully sleeping instead of constantly thinking about you. I wouldn’t be thinking about your smile and how I desperately wished I could see it one last time. I wouldn’t be reminiscing how good we were once upon a time. And I certainly wouldn’t be missing you. I’d be happy because I wouldn’t be burdened with the thoughts of you holding someone else in your arms, someone who isn’t me. If I hadn’t met you, I would possibly still have had thought I was good enough, that I deserved happiness and I would find someone who’d give it to me. And you, well you wouldn’t be so bitter towards me for starters.  Maybe, you would’ve found someone who treated you the way you deserved to be treated from the start and you would’ve never wasted a year of your life on something so pointless. You would’ve always been happy. Imagine. What if the day you saw something in me in that room, I wasn’t there for something to be seen? And the day you decided to message me, I didn’t reply for us to talk for countless of hours? And after all those days of you telling me you loved me, I never ever said it back? Wouldn’t we have saved each other from all this pain?  What if we had never met?

But we did. (via blossxmly)

[dailyinspirationquotes]

[error404bye]

my first mistake was giving you everything my last was being surprised when it wasn’t enough

To the person I once called “home” (via wulfmama)

[iwontwrite]

“Here’s the thing,” she started, her arms wrapped around her knees that were pulled to her chest, “I don’t think the saddest thing is that he doesn’t love me or even care for me.” “Then what is it?” She took a deep breath, the exhale shaky. “Its that I would sacrifice my happiness for his in a heartbeat because-” she swallowed hard, “because all I want is for him to be happy and if that’s without me… so be it.”

c.t.//excerpt from a book I won’t write (via iwontwrite)

[touch-es]

[walkbyfaithxx]

[cynthiatingo]

He’ll never know how strongly a girl had once loved him.

cynthia go // Unknown Love (via cynthiatingo)

[bergdorfsworld]

[latinxchingona]

A lot of boys and girls think their lives will have meaning if they find a partner who wants nothing else in life but them. That’s not healthy. That’s falling in love with the idea of a person, not the actual person.

Joseph Gordon-Levitt, on his character in “500 Days of Summer” (via greyson-hawaii)

[a-r-j]

Your filling my lungs with your bittersweet love Is that really all I am worth? My soft little heart is falling apart And somehow I think this is only the start-

A.R.J (via a-r-j)

[written-in-pen]

To look at you is to admire art.

E. Grin (via written-in-pen)

[g-ayyee]

Date someone who will

wake up at 4am just to listen to you talk about a bad dream you just had

tease you for little things just to apologize six million times when you act upset

be nervous to kiss you for the first time because they don’t want to fuck up 

touch your butt 

offer to buy you a book that you absolutely love, and insist when you tell them no

watch your favorite movies with you even if they don’t like them

let you give them too much information and just listen to you talk for hours 

stay up until you fall asleep just because they want to talk to you

share your love for dogs

talk about animals with you for hours 

make you laugh even if it’s 2:30am and you’re laying in bed crying because you sat there and over thought

reassure you that they care and will always be there for you

tell you that they think you’re cute when you get angry at a video game 

laugh with you 

claim to not know what you’re talking about just so they can watch as you struggle to explain it just to tell you they already know and just think you’re adorable 

Most importantly, date someone who makes you happy. 

[karlaxmena]