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i will orbit around you. independent mulit-muse. penned by emily. 18+.

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BASIC INFO: mutli-fandom multi-muse feat. canon characters from a variety of fandoms.

FANDOMS: until dawn, life is strange, community, team starkid, musical theater, glee, high school musical, harry potter (unaffiliated with j*r.)

MUN INFO: emily, 29, est.

ADDITIONAL INFO: this blog is 18+ only, please read all rules carefully.

CONTACT: tumblr ims are always open, dis.cord is given out selectively upon request.

OTHER LINKS: google doc | muse verses | contact

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Kaylee Bryant actually means hot in my language 🔥❤️

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MUSIC MEME

rules: share five songs that represent your muse! repost, don’t reblog!

track 001. short skirt / long jacket, cake

i want a girl who gets up early, i want a girl who stays up late. i want a girl with uninterrupted prosperity, who uses a machete, to cut through red tape. with fingernails that shine like justice, and a voice that is dark like tinted glass.

track 002. bad guy ( cover ), citizen queen

bruises on both my knees for you, don’t say thank you or please i do what i want when i’m wanting to. my soul? so cynical

track 003. unprodigal daughter, alanis morrisette

unprodigal daughter, and i’m heading for the west. disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough. unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last! i’d invite you, but i’m busy being unoppressed.

track 004. loser, beck

kill the headlights and put it in neutral, stock car flamin’ with a loser and the cruise control. baby’s in reno with the vitamin d, got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat. someone came in sayin’ i’m insane to complain about a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt. don’t believe everything that you breathe, you get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve.

track 005. once in a lifetime, the talking heads

and you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack. and you may find yourself in another part of the world. and you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile. and you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife, and you may ask yourself, “well… how did i get here?”

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favourite video game characters ↳ Chloe Price

“I’m Price… Chloe Price! Bang!”

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FILL THIS WITH WHAT YOU MOST ASSOCIATE WITH YOUR MUSE IN EACH OF THESE (SOME SLIGHTLY UNUSUAL) CATEGORIES!

spice  :     anise seeds. weather  :     the first day of spring, warm weather and bright skies. primary  colour  :     yellow. colour  of  the  sky  :     sunrise, dusky pink and orange skies. animal  crossing  character  :     blaire. magical  power  :     sonic scream. shoe  :     kitten heels. houseplant  :     a single rose in a vase. blade  weapon  :     butter knife. school  subject  :     english. social  media  :     twitter or youtube. makeup  product  :     lip gloss. candy  :     dark chocolate. tangible  fear  :     snakes. ice  cube  shape  :     rounded cubes. method  of  long - distance  travel  :     airplane. art  style  :     impressionist. historical  period  :     the 1980′s. mythological  creature  :     siren. piece  of  stationary  :     gel pens. three  emoji  combination  :       ⭐🎶🎤 celestial  body  :     the sun. rom com  archetype  :     single girl seeks most popular guy.

tagged  by  :     stole it! tagging  :     steal it!

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Anna What Is Your Face Even ♥

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A redraw of my old In the Heights fanart to celebrate the film release date getting closer! I am so ready to cry about Abuela Claudia all over again.... :,,,)

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Anonymous asked: Ron Weasley in Goblet Of Fire

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Community Appreciation Week: Day 2: Funniest moment/s

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EMMA PERKINS RE: ROMANTIC HISTORY.

okay listen. listen here. listen to me.

emma perkins is very very bad at dating. this is a confirmed fact. she didn’t really date in junior high, and maybe had her first “serious” relationship in high school. i use that term loosely though because it really wasn’t much of anything that wasn’t making out under the bleachers and seeing movies together on the weekends. it was just something fun and something new and something that made emma her own person outside of jane’s little sister and the weird stoner girl.

when she moves to guatemala, she becomes more confident in who she can be. she spends 10 years working on herself, on who she wants, and on what she wants. she has some hook ups here and there (with men and women alike because emma perkins is a bisexual icon), but things don’t get serious until she meets CARLOS when she’s 26. they meet on a bus trip, traveling from one hostel to another, and emma’s surprised at how quickly they hit it off. he seems like her type of person – interesting, moderately nice, and a humanitarian.

they date for 3 years. emma’s very reluctant to make the big relationship steps (in fact, she never does say ‘i love you’), but it’s nice to be with someone instead of being alone. maybe that’s why she stays with him for so long (and maybe because her sister is fucking married to tom houston and she can’t keep trailing behind like this).

then he proposes, and emma can’t handle it. she doesn’t want to be married, she’s never had an interest in letting someone tie her down, and she simply panics. maybe she’s a tad bit afraid to commit, or maybe she knows that carlos isn’t someone she’s meant to be with. either way, she lets him down harshly.

the timing of jane’s death with her ending a relationship that’s taken up most of her adult life is almost laughable, and emma takes the chance to leave guatemala (and leave carlos), returning to hatchetfield to try and pick up the pieces of what she’s left behind.

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paul matthews ♥ emma perkins → tv tropes.

violently protective girlfriend / always save the girl / necktie leash one true love / huge guy, tiny girl / happily married / hooked up afterwards battle couple / red string of fate / opposites attract

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EMMA PERKINS RE: PAUL MATTHEWS.

buckle the fuck up.

emma meets paul 5 months after moving back to hatchetfield. she gets a job at beanie’s almost immediately, and she fucking hates brewing shitty coffee, but it’s a job. paul is a semi-regular, she meets him for the first time after she chews someone out for being an asshole over the pastry selection for the afternoon. she thinks she might’ve scared him (or worse, she’s prepared to fight again), but paul is lowkey and just wants some black coffee to go. easy enough.

he shows up more regularly after that. she remembers him because she remembers his order, and he’s a little awkward when he tries to make small talk, but she doesn’t mind. in fact, it’s refreshing, because nearly everyone else in hatchetfield is just as annoying as she remembers.

it takes her longer than she wants to admit to recognize he’s trying to flirt with her. she doesn’t really play into it at first because she just left some dude in another country who wanted to marry her, she’s not ready for anything remotely related to an adult relationship. but paul is nice, and paul is sweet, and he tips her an absurd amount every time he comes in, so she starts to humor him. he’s cute, so it’s not the worst thing in the world.

it’s only when she starts to look forward to seeing him everyday that she realizes she’s fucked. nora doesn’t really catch on, but zoey sure does. and surprisingly, she doesn’t make fun of her for it, either. she helps her play it cool (emma touts herself as a badass, but when it comes to flirting with men, she’s fucking useless), and emma finally works up the courage to write her number on the side of paul’s coffee cup. (she thinks its a really bad idea and tells zoey she’s watched too many romcoms, but zoey really insists that it’s the best thing to do. the text she gets later that evening is enough proof that she did something right.)

they start talking pretty regularly, with emma texting him while she’s at school to pass the time. he’ll text her during his work breaks, too, sometimes asking if she’s there so he can stop by. eventually, they’re just talking all the time, and emma’s actually comfortable enough to say yes immediately when paul asks her out to dinner for the first time. (he’s not what anyone would pin as her type – maybe that’s why emma finds him so fascinating to begin with.)

they go on one date. then two. then three. then they’re hanging out every weekend, on lunch breaks to share some time together, and spending the night at each other’s apartments. she doesn’t call paul her boyfriend for 5 months (despite him asking), but the level of comfort in which she feels when she’s around him is sort of unmatched to anything else. (she has no family left in hatchetfield, and paul’s the first person that’s made her feel like coming home wasn’t a mistake.)

when she does, though, she means that shit. and she surprises herself even more when they reach a year together, and emma says i love you for the first time. not just to paul, but for the first time in her life. it’s very scary and she’s very nervous but there’s something ABOUT paul matthews that makes her more open and trusting than she was even 5 years ago, and she lets herself feel that content and happiness because it’s about damn time.

she moves in with him (and patricia), and they start to build their own life together. emma’s still going to school, still planning on starting her own pot farm, and paul’s still working for ccrp. they go on vacations and they take stupid trips to ikea and they struggle with putting a fucking bookcase together, but it’s never really painstaking. emma never pictured herself as someone who would enjoy domesticity, but she does. because she’s still herself. she’s just grown up.

they get engaged. they nearly stumble into it, honestly, because emma’s sort of content with just becoming life partners without having a big ceremony or anything like that. but they’re joking around, and she pokes fun at paul, and paul insists she should marry him. and when she agrees, it’s not as life changing as she expected it to be, because it just feels GOOD.

it’s not a huge wedding, it’s pretty lowkey and emma does not plan a damn thing because she cannot be bothered. she does, however, wear jane’s dress (as gifted to her by tom), and she gets shit faced at her reception, and she sort of lets herself be happy because emma at age 27 would kick her ass if she could see her now, but current emma would do just the same.

she always equated commitment with giving up, with surrendering your sense of self, but when she first starts dating paul, she never really feels like she’s not emma perkins. she’s still feisty and driven and she wants more than anything to find her own success in whatever she chooses to do. it’s just nice to do that alongside someone who believes in her, and someone who wants the very same thing for themselves.

in conclusion: they’re soulmates your honor.

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Tanya. Freemont.

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Make me Choose: Paulkins or Jazzalil?

“Paul! You made it!

We made it!”

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EMMA PERKINS RE: INTIMACY.

i’ve been watching tgwdlm a lot and whenever emma is with paul, even though she doesn’t know him very well, she’s always HOLDING ONTO him. usually it’s her hands at his forearms, but sometimes they hold hands, sometimes she holds his face. either way, she’s kind of always touching him.

she gesticulates by nature – we see that with how often she claps and points when she talks – but when it comes to paul, she also touches him. a whack to the knee, or a nudge with her elbow. it really makes me think that emma is really only like that with people she really, really trusts and cares about.

when she was alive, she probably did the same thing with jane. kind of always like a grab at her wrist as they’re walking down the street like jane oh my god did you see that.

on the other end, if you touch her and she does not want to you, she will make it known. she will physically put distance between herself and someone if they can’t take the hint (as if her words aren’t enough).

if emma holds your hand, she trusts you, and she likes you, and she wants to keep you around. that’s a big fucking deal.

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐒𝐀𝐘 ??

“I’M HURTING AND HELP IS BEYOND ME.”

there’s something going on with you mentally. you haven’t told anyone because you don’t want to drag them down with you. it kills you on the daily and you feel like you’re falling apart, however, nobody’s noticed. you feel like you should be thankful for that, but it just hurts more. you feel selfish and weak for wanting help, yet something deep and knotted beneath your diaphragm is screaming to let go of the pain and let someone else handle it for awhile.