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I am so miserable with this living situation.

I ended my 11 year relationship on January 5 this year but we are still living together till Halloween when the lease is up, I honestly can’t wait to be gone & not see her everyday.

I never thought I would ever feel this way or get to this point but unfortunately here we are.

I tried my hardest to make things work & to be patient & kind but in the end she got too comfortable & took advantage of my kindness & makes me feel like a walking ATM. Relationships are meant for both parties to share the load of bills & everything but when it’s all put on one person, well that person gets burnt out & starts resenting the other one cause they are willingly letting us struggle instead of helping out.

She was my person and now she’s not & I’ve come to terms with that, I feel almost nothing towards her now.

I am probably going to be single the rest of my life & I am so content with that, I will solo travel & do everything I want to do.

I will never have to consider anyone else’s emotions/feelings or thoughts ever again & I’m so excited for that aspect. I will live selfishly and live my life again.