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A gonna be rapper ( 19 )

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Got a head full of dreams

wanna let em out

but i'm caught up im my streams

Damn. can't let them out.....

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Whats my worth?

Every day's a quest and

I'll get off (tough)

of this mayhem

Treasure's thirst

Maybe i'll bite some dust

for a day then get right up

Coz you see

the key to chest

are my words

that I speak

when i get hurt

They talk me up

when my eyes get blured

Somedays i feel

outta reach

with my goals

Like "A" to "Z"

but my words do preach

to keep control

Front rows seats to when i bleed

but

No one shows when i need

maybe coz

i keepthe curtains closed

Foes team friends

or

friends team foes

Dont know shit or what the problem is

Is it me

or is it just the world...

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Its funny when youre woke

but they tell where to go

they dont trust you

no one does

First things first

Must are the words

G-o-l-d and

money of course

U dont have it?

then u aint got no worth

Then u fell sad. curse

and question up your birth

Still ill kid ?

well welcome to the world..

They wanna see you grow old

with the G's in go bold

with the word old

On the other hand

u see, society got all load up

on you vote up yeah big ups

for your down road

this practise so vogue

for now they ask

He yo sun that right?

He ought gotta shine bright

Like mine did

Yeah that right

Get your eye sight, check right

Coz he got his hand tight

by the manager

Works his ass off

Day Night

Nine five, slave for who

This life, yeah i refuse to choose

u know what? blows my fuse?

Fuck world and its people too

But what bout the ones, who loved u to

their death yeah what bout em

who gave birth 2 u

coz they seem confused,

when u tell em, 2 believe in u

i know love is hard to find

and then when u find it

its gonna make u blind

and they love me

till the ends of time

Coz if they didnt

then why would they act so blind..

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My LOGIC is not a HOMICIDE

Its like I cannot decide

Shall I side with my insecurities and stay inside

OR

Shalll I fight them straight to stay outside

Off they reach but they always find me and breach

inside to become a voice

of a victim , no one JOYns

him as he feels he has entered to a point

Where he cannot join

the pieces together , SAD

he looks for an other angle

But his LIFE is a puzzle of threads that remain tangled

He tries to TAKE - DOWN this voice

with a muzzle , he recoils

to the ground soil

Reaches out but gets wind - back like a kid's toy

He is in a box

like his thoughts

LIFE is tough , rough....

Ruff !!! the dog barks , OVER

He snaps

Rubs his eyes

No he did not...

" CRYst What a dream it was "

Walks off as he smiles......

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Got a call from a friend of mine

told me he's cold as ICE

He's sold his soul to em pills

" I'm DYING

I'm ill and will never meet you

or just might AFTER...

LIFE fell to hell to a point

Where I couldn't see past beyond em joints

Smoke in my head

Cocaine and smack

Made a GOOD excuse for

a GOOD BAD ACT

Now its at the end

I'll remember you

as a friend

who did lend his hand... "

NAH , MAN

I aint lettin em pills

take ya away

ya ought ta stay

nd make ya way

up the fuckin hill

coz there's STILL A RAY OF HOPE

and STILL A RAY OF JOY

You can't say bye

I'm there with ya

ya fuckin ought to try

NOT for you

r for your friends

only for those

who loved you

as PER - (deir) - ENTS

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"PEOPLE SAY THAT I'M FUNNY"

I laugh and think sometime

in my mind

Am I a JOKER ?

close to jokes

or CLOSER to CRIME...

but my face braces it

and I look just fine.....

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I just made a rap bout my life

All the tension that was inside

embibed by my art

I started to write ,

out my heart , was made felt alike

a joker in a poker game

For a moment ,

I felt like a Kamikaze pilot in a plane

Ending it all were the only thoughts in my brain

Deserts with the rain

were as real to me to get a name with the fame

Not hungry for the fame

But its a world where

fame is needed to sustain

a family with a poor boy

with his feet on the street soil

and eyes hurt with tha recoil

from the murder of his dreams

he screamed , and lost his voice

But he never lost his hope

mosta his clothes

say that he is broke

he did loose his voice

All he never did loose was his hope...

Cuz life could be like

just another day in the hood

where people would

rob you of your dreams

and tryna take everything they possibly could

coz they never had

the vision that you have

that makes them sad and also kinda mad

And even then

they would try to kill you in a driveby

coz in the hood

life's never good for a poor boy

walkin with his head down

arms around

but his hopes high

cuz he knows

the darkest nights

make the perfect sights

for a bright future

and once he makes it to the spotlights

the same people and his relatives too

relate to him who

some years back thought he had an attack

and was dead to them

Cuz he did somethin he wasn't allowed to do

He allowed his dreams to take control and made them true

the fact that nobody wasn't even listening to him

Never did really bothered cause within

he heard " EM " and "PAC"

talk him through their art

" FOLLOW ME if you are lost in a place " and " Things always get better after the dark - est

nights " and then

he kept his head high in the heights

and aiming straight at the lights

he started to write .....

It's true

I was a joker in a poker game ,

tables turned

now joker is the game

and

aces in the poker game

NO MORE HURT THE JOKER IN HIS GAME......

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(DO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK OF THIS RAP)

You matter a lot to me Society....

They made me feel like

My life is a "LIE "

I cry, probably should take a pill and die

Might I , "SWALLOW MY SOUL

TO FOLLOW MY GOAL"

or

BORROW MY SOUL FROM SATAN

FILL MY BOWL OF HATE AND,

close all the gates

which I create,

for the ones with whom I can't relate

I JUST ATE EVERY FUCKING WORD THEY SERVED ME ON MY PLATE OF HATE

I don't know if it was a bait

or was a new topic for them to DEBATE !!!

What they don't like or what they hate about me

but I know I"ll never fall down to a state

AS LOW AS THEM

I"LL KILL THEM SLOW WITH MY PEN

and I'm in a race

whose rules they did create

THEMSELVES, I'D BE PACKING UP MY SHELLS

WELCOME THEM TO MY HELL

I'M A FUCKING SATAN ,

THE FUCKING CLIENTELE!!!

I' LL LIFT THEM UP

LIKE I FUCKING LIFT MY BARS

I'LL HIT THEM UP

ALL WITH MY BARS

SCARS ON THEIR FACE.....

Wait CROSSBITE,

Get your manners all right

Manners make a perfect man

Get that thing in your Brain All Right?

NO FUCK U SOCIETY

YOU CANNOT CONTROL ME

AND YEAH YOU DON'T FUCKING OWN ME

AND DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME

RANDOM FACT : GLORE ME