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Vampire Sehun x Reader
Genre: angst & fluff (vampire x past lives x royalty au)
Summary: you always lived your life by being kind and doing what your heart tells you to do, living in a quiet secluded town your life quickly changes when you run into a mysterious man in the shop down the alley, and one things for sure after meeting, he won’t ever let you go again.
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I read this really nice short JeongHun au on twt and I like it so much 👉👈 but the author deleted it right away as they felt uncomfortable :'(((( I just wish I could re-read it :(( But yeah I understand the author
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pairing: Oh Sehun x Reader
genre: Need for Speed AU, Racer AU, Gang AU, car shop au, Romance, Angst rating: 18+ warnings: 18+, alcohol & drinking, smoking, mature language, smut, (maybe not so) slow burn, street racing. (Please read carefully the warning tags in the masterlist and those at the beginning of each new chapter to avoid any unpleasant misunderstandings.) word count: N/A
summary: He’s determined, stubborn and loyal, perhaps too immature at times, but when Oh Sehun is behind the wheel, he’s a street racer and a damn good one at that. The rush of adrenaline from when he’s racing is something that he cannot describe with words, the overwhelming sensation from crossing the finish line and everyone is cheering for your victory. Expensive cars, money, girls and the glory for being one of the best illegal street racers in Seoul… He had it all, but was it enough?
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I dunno who needs to hear this but sending people hate for supporting idols who supposedly did bad things in their past is also bullying so maybe don’t?
Not only that, people make mistakes in school. I’m not excusing bad behavior, but often the mistakes we make as kids help us learn, grow and become better people and it isn’t always fair to judge someone NOW for actions of their PAST (within reason). I myself was a bully in elementary school and worked VERY hard to be a better person, to the point where people who have met me later in life can’t imagine me being that type of person. I made ammends with those I hurt, worked on myself and am proud of who I am today.
I’m not saying blindly defend idols and I’m not excusing anyone’s actions, but be open to the idea that people can change and feel genuine remorse. Sometimes these stories are also false and happen because of rumours, mistranslations and misunderstandings. Not to mention the degree of bullying and rumours idols endure and how that probably shapes and affects their own views and actions as adults. I don’t think it’s fair for someone’s career to be ruined over things from their past - they don’t negate the hardwork and dedication (again within reason).
Just be kind, let people have their own opinions and allow people to be better than they were before. 💕
I agree with this 😭 And it also pains me to see how the public carelessly threw men things about the idols when basically, all these issues are just "he said, she said" type of thing. I mean the companies haven't said anything yet and everyone is quick to jump into conclusions. Even putting words inyo other's mouth. Some even said that if you're beong neutral about the topic, then you are being indifferent. But no, it is not indifference. Being neutral just means that we are not jumping into conclusions and we are just waiting for an official statement. And that is better than taking sides right away. Why? If all the issues turns out to be true, then it's a good thing that the victims won't have to suffer in the fark anymore. But what if it isn't true huh? Then you will cause damage to the idols involved. Not only one person but the whole group that they are in! You all hated him for being a bully? Then do you think you are not being one by carelessly saying mean things when all we had are a couple of claims? You criticized idols who were allegedly a bully but some of you are being one right now. Do not become someone you hate, remember that.
I hope you all know that it would be better if we just wait for official statements. Also, being neutral does not mean that we don't care about the victim or that we are defemding the idol involved. Being neutral just means that we are waiting and bracing ourselves for the truth.
prompt: ok so can i request a mafia!johnny thing with him cornering you and starts threatening you bc you saw something you shouldn’t have, and you just go, “are you flirting?”
part one part two part three part four
hi!! ok so i wanted to write a mafia au with someone for so long thank u for requesting ily
trigger warnings: death, religion, guns, violence, threats.
(y/n) = ya name, (y/l/n) = ya last name.
You were walking home after closing at work. It was around eleven at night, but you’d never run into any trouble. Most of the time, you had a little can of pepper spray that your parents had given you right before you moved, but you forgot it at home. Oh well, as before mentioned, you’d never run into any trouble. You lived in a pretty big city, but nobody was really out at night. Of course, you always heard rumors, but, like pretty much any rumor, you ignored it.
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prompt: ok so can i request a mafia!johnny thing with him cornering you and starts threatening you bc you saw something you shouldn’t have, and you just go, “are you flirting?”
part one part two part three part four
hi!! ok so i wanted to write a mafia au with someone for so long thank u for requesting ily
trigger warnings: death, religion, guns, violence, threats.
(y/n) = ya name, (y/l/n) = ya last name.
You were walking home after closing at work. It was around eleven at night, but you’d never run into any trouble. Most of the time, you had a little can of pepper spray that your parents had given you right before you moved, but you forgot it at home. Oh well, as before mentioned, you’d never run into any trouble. You lived in a pretty big city, but nobody was really out at night. Of course, you always heard rumors, but, like pretty much any rumor, you ignored it.
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Lacuna - Prologue
- Characters: Johnny Suh x reader, members of nct - Category: single parent au, fluff, angst - Word count: 2.1k - Warnings: none - Navigation: prologue | part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | epilogue - Author’s notes: I am so excited to share what’s been sitting in my drafts since last year sksksjdjjd I hope you enjoy this <3 - Special thanks to: @/chicagoletters for the insurmountable love and support. this one’s for you. ily.
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𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 ✢ 𝙟.𝙨 [ 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙧 ]
in part of the halloween collab hosted by @neo-cult-ure
pairing ➞ fashion designer!johnny x model!reader
genre ➞ yandere!au, model!au, fashion designer!au, angst, thriller (?)
warnings ➞ yandere actions, blood, mentions of violence, graphic descriptions, mentions of alcohol, smoking, language, possible character death(s), bullying, suggestive themes
word count ➞ estimated 5-10k ( might go over ) / tba
inspo ➞ reveal by the boyz
taglist ➞ do send me an ask or pm if you’d like to be added
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you were his muse, his inspiration, his source of creativity… his one and only.
“you are mine.”
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lips that touch liquor
moonshiner!johnny x mob boss daughter!reader
word count: 20.3k
after ditching his dream of becoming a lawyer to sell illegal liquor, johnny ends up neck deep in the life of crime. he suddenly feels like he’s drowning when he falls in love with his biggest competitors daughter, only to learn that she’s arranged to be wed to someone else
warnings: smut, violence, mentions of blood
song rec - if there’s nothing left by niki
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IT'S F#@(/?;! HERE!!! I'm so excited to read this brb!!!!!
Limitless - Chapter Six
F/M Pairing: Y/N x Johnny (side pairing: Y/N x Jaehyun)
Word Count: 4K
Warnings: mentions of violence, and language
Genre: Hogwarts AU! Fantasy AU!
Summary: “The first years, please note… that the Dark Forest is strictly forbidden to all students” - Albus Dumbledore (Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone)
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“Time will not slow down when something unpleasant lies ahead” - Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
In a complete turn of events, when I entered the Great Hall this time, I surprised everyone in the room when I walked in the direction of the Slytherin table to sit down next to Johnny Seo.
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hate me
◇ “Scream. Run. Cry - say you hate me-”
◇ Johnny x reader
◇ vampire!au / 1920s!au
◇ requested by anon; in honor of sm finally letting my baby johnny out of the dungeon can i get a johnny vampire au?
◇ asddfhjsj I have no idea if you wanted a bulletpoint au or a scenario so I went with the safe decision and just did a scenario :( if anyone wants bulletpoint aus just remember to tell me that!
◇ fourteen minutes past my bedtime absolute Disgrace
•••
You had only been with him for a few months, and already you couldn’t imagine life without him.
Picture this: a shy girl — you —, arms hugging herself as she walks in the freezing cold with a group of giggling witches towards a club those same witches have persuaded her to go to. You had only known them for a few weeks and you were already being pushed out of your comfort zone, but your mother encouraged you to go out and have fun, so…
It’s hidden under a liquor shop and you’ve never heard of it but your new friends swear that it’s the bee’s knees, and the best supernatural place to be — which doesn’t mean much to you, because you’re human, and if anything it increases your nerves tenfold — so once they’ve dressed you up in clothes and makeup that you’d never bothered to try on before, they’re so eager to get there that they walk in the freezing cold — at 10PM.
They seem to ignore you as one whispers a password into a little slot in the metal door in front of you. The entrance is located at the bottom of an outdoor stairwell, and with your lack of coat you were shivering impatiently in seconds, tapping your foot as you wait for the man behind the metal door to unlock it and let you in.
You barely registered Wendy squealing excitedly, voice increasing in volume as music began to introduce itself to your ears. “Welcome to Hell!”
You were instantly taken aback by the sheer fanciness of the venue that you step into; it gave off a warm glow with red and gold furniture and soft light from the lamps placed around the room. Booths of red suede and dark wood tables were placed here and there, and although there was one main floor, there was another raised area where more tables were situated.
A stage lays on the lower area, pushed against the furthest wall and was currently inhabited by a beautiful woman who’s voice ws almost as sweet and smooth as honey. It was almost otherworldly — actually, it was —, and if it weren’t for your friends pulling you along to a nearby booth, you would’ve ran to join the people dancing in front of it, even though it was completely uncharacteristic of you to do so.
“Pretty nice, huh?” Irene smiled, watching your fascination fondly. You nod, a smile on your face as your friends began to decide on what drinks they wanted. “We come here all the time. It’s pretty… secretive, so make sure you don’t let it loose, ‘kay?”
“Of course,” you breathed. You’d be stupid if you passed out the info on this hidden gem — nobody needed to know about the active supernatural community in Chicago, or all hell would break loose.
You couldn’t stop taking in everything around you; from the golden bar loaded with expensive bottles behind it, to the dancing people, to the amazing, sultry music — and then, your eyes drifted over to the corner of the room, up on the raised platform. There sat a group of men, all handsome and most with a cigar in their mouth and a woman under their arms. They were surrounded by cigar smoke and alcohol and they looked extremely dangerous but for some reason, you couldn’t look away — especially when you realise that you had stopped on the figure of a tall, brunette man who was already gazing back at you.
“_____,” Joy whispered urgently, following your eyes to the group of men and her own widening when she realised what you were watching. Her hand encased your wrist and at her desperate tugs you found the strength to break your eye contact. “_____, don’t look at them. It’s better if you just ignore their presence completely.”
“Why?” You frowned, voice quiet, as if they could hear you — but you weren’t taking that chance, not in this place. “W-who are they?”
“They’re called NCT,” Wendy interrupted quietly, eyes flickering behind you. “Vampires. Very powerful, very dangerous, best to be avoided — okay?”
Although you were no stranger to the world of the supernatural, you weren’t good at matching faces to names and honestly, if you had to guess what that group of good-looking men were, you would have thought that they were Fae — entrancing, ethereal, hypnotic, garnering everyone’s attention with little to no effort.
You felt guilty at the rush of exhilaration coursing through your veins, because you could most definitely feel eyes burning into your back and your mind was still focused on that mysterious brunette, but you exhaled, a smile pulling at your features. “Okay.”
There was almost a collective sigh of relief, and although the question of what those men had done to get people to fear them so much plagued your mind, you were quickly thrown into conversation when Yeri suggested that you and her go and get the drinks at the bar — the two youngest, she had said. And you couldn’t argue with that.
You were much too aware that he was still watching you as you and Yeri slip out of the booth and make the short journey to the bar, where two man with wands were whizzing up drinks at the speed of light.
“Um, one Mediterranean Depth, two Faery Rings, two Scarlet Hearts and…” Yeri trailed off, her eyes drifting to you uncertainly, and you immediately felt sick at the attention placed on you. You had no idea what half of the things she listed were — hell, you barely had any knowledge on mortal alcohol!
“U-uh,” you gulped, looking at Yeri desperately, “I’ll have—”
“She’ll have a Mortal Lifespan, Zelo,” a voice rumbled from behind you. You didn’t even have to turn to know who it was, and you’re shocked by the clammy feeling of your hands and the loud thumping of your heart. Yeri’s eyes were wide and she wasn’t discrete with her fearful staring, and everyone could see how she grasped your wrist and tugged you towards her.
He stepped beside you, though, and the ability to see him up close had you breathless. His hair was fluffy and longer than most of the men present, who wore their hair short and slicked back. Tan skin, a strong jawline, tall and thin, dressed in dress pants and a button up and his eyes, his eyes, they looked like pools of swirling dark brown, infinite and filled with flickers of golden amber and you couldn’t stop yourself from staring—
“Fitting, isn’t it?” He rose an eyebrow, eyes not even stuttering towards Yeri. His attention was focused solely on you. “Not many mortals come to Hell.”
You had no idea what to say. Your throat felt like it was closing up at the idea of speaking to Tall, Dark and Handsome, but he only seemed to think your behaviour was cute — your cheeks were burning when you heard a chuckle escape him.
“How is it?” He asked carefully when ‘Zelo’ passed you a short glass of dark purple iridescent liquid. You took a hesitant sip, ignoring Yeri’s desperate eyes as you let the strange flavour drift over your tongue and burn down your throat.
“It’s nice,” you answered, a shy smile appearing on your face. Your eyes flickered between his own and the glass in your hand. “Tastes like… blueberries.”
“Somethin’ told me you’d like it,” he grinned, before he stuck out a hand. “I’m Johnny, doll.”
Yeri was practically shooting daggers into your back, but as if you were compelled, you let your hand slip into his, smile growing as he pressed a kiss to the back of your hand. “_____.”
“_____, the others are waiting for us,” Yeri interrupted, but she wasn’t looking at you, only at Johnny. It was the most serious you had seen the usually bubbly girl. “We should go…”
“Well, surely, your friends wouldn’t mind if I stole this lovely lady for a dance?” Johnny inquired charmingly, his eyes floating from Yeri to you. “That is, if you want to, _____.”
Wendy’s words from earlier were suddenly very prevalent in your mind, and you felt as if you were caught between a rock and a hard place. You wanted to dance with him, so very badly — but your friends were adamant that you stayed away from him.
And maybe they would absolutely loath you after this — maybe they would call you an idiot, a stupid, brainless girl… But he was smiling so hopefully at you and you couldn’t bring yourself to turn him down. You didn’t think you wanted to, anyway.
“I… I’d very much like that.” Yeri was gaping by that point.
But you both payed her no mind, and your drink was placed back on the bar as he intertwined your fingers and led you to a spot in front of the stage, amongst other couples and groups. A slower, jazzier song had begun to play, and the singing had managed to get even more smooth, more seductive, more romantic.
“So,” Johnny murmured when you got into a nice rhythm. His hands were low on your waist and yours were placed on his shoulders, and strangely, you didn’t mind the close proximity of your faces. If anything, it made you want to close the distance… “I meant what I said earlier, you know. Not many mortals come to Hell.”
“Well I’ll have you know, Mr. Johnny,” you began quietly, playfulness seeping into your tone of voice, “I’m not like most mortals.”
“You sure aren’t.”
And he spun and dipped you, and you hoped vampires didn’t have terribly good hearing, because the amount your heart rate sped up was embarrassing.
•••
Months had passed since the faithful night in which you were introduced to Johnny Seo — and you were thankful to say that you didn’t regret your decision to dance with him one bit.
Your loss of friendship with the Red Velvet Coven of Witches had been disappointing at first — they wouldn’t meet your eyes, and when they did you were on the receiving end of nasty glares — but you quickly realised that your friendship hadn’t been very strong, anyway, and you were better off not being friends with people as immature as they were.
Besides, you had made new friends. Not only had Johnny’s brothers welcome you with open arms, their friends and beaus were more than happy to make you feel at home. It was strange to think that the people you were closest to were mere strangers to you only a few months ago.
Things with Johnny were going swell. Even thinking about him had you positively glowing, but you were proud to admit that. It wasn’t hard to like him, in all honesty. With his charisma and humour and sweet personality and his protectiveness — you had really scored a goal this time. And, for once, you thought he liked you back.
You danced, you talked about things you had never talked about when the night blurred into early morning… He more often than not referred to you as his beau, his girl, his sweetheart — and even though you never confirmed anything, you thought it was safe to say that the feelings were mutual.
Which brings you to this moment. In Hell, with Nina’s smooth voice drifting over the pair of you like a warm blanket. The golden light cast upon your skin reminded him of the sun, and he knew that to him, you were just as important.
He held you in his arms like you were priceless, like he had to protect you. You didn’t know what had changed in him that night, but he seemed different — more open with his affections, for one. You had forehead kisses many a time that night, your fingers interlinked, his thumb rubbing circles against your cheek fondly; you were not one to complain, though.
“Did the Red Velvet ever explain much to you about vampires?” The peaceful silence between you broke the second the words exited his mouth, but you found them much more relaxing than the silent stillness.
“Not much,” you shrugged, lifting your head from his chest to meet his eyes. “Why? Is there something you want me to know, Seo?”
Johnny chuckled warmly, but he didn’t answer you, at least not immediately. He spun you gently, admiring the swish of your dress with every step you took, and then he pulled you as close as possible. “I just feel — as your personal vampire archive — that I should be educating you, baby.”
You giggled at his words, but rolled your eyes anyway: “Tell me something I don’t know, then.”
“Well,” he exhaled, biting his lip and throwing his eyes the the ceiling, as if he was thinking hard, “Maybe the most important thing to know — we drink blood—”
“How stupid do you think I am?” You snorted lightly, pushing his shoulder when he laughed at your reaction. “Come on — tell me something new, something interesting.”
“Okay,” he finally agreed, his playful smile melting down to a more sombre and serious expression. “So, vampires — they mate for life.”
“You gonna elaborate?” You tease.
“I’m getting to it — be patient, would you?” He clears his throat. “A vampire’s mate is picked from the moment they’re born or created. It’s like… the universe knows who will compliment them as a person, and a vampire knows exactly who their mate is just from being in the same room. You can smell them, you know — and like I said, vampires mate for life. Being away from your mate for too long can make you sick, it can make you hallucinate… You can only get rid of them if you reject your mate.”
“So you have a mate out there somewhere, huh?” You echoed, trying to not let the disheartening stone of sadness in your stomach show in your facial expression or voice.
“Somethin’ like that.”
He watched you carefully, scoping your reaction and registering every flicker of your eyes to the floor, every uncertain bite of your lips.
“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about,” Johnny continued slowly, and your head lowers. You expected the worst: he found his mate, and now you couldn’t be together. He’d go off and be happy with someone the bloody universe had picked for him…
“You… You’re mine, doll.”
You remember that moment perfectly; your head snapped up, your eyes were wide, and you stared at Johnny for a good 5 minutes before you found the strength within yourself to speak — and when you did… “Y-You — and me?”
“Not too disappointed, I hope?” He raised an eyebrow as your expression changed in seconds from shocked to confused to happy, eyes glassy and lips pulled tight in the most genuine smile you had ever managed to pull off.
“The exact opposite!” You cried, arms abandoning their places on his shoulders and winding around his neck. He gladly accepted your embrace, burying his head in the crook of your neck, and all he could think in that moment was how complete he felt.
•••
“Heard you and Johnny were official,” the voice that is directed at you startles you, and if it were not for your strong grip on your bookshelf, you surely would’ve toppled over.
You peer down from the ladder you were propped up on, and to your utmost surprise you see Yeri. You haven’t spoken in months, and the confusion must show on your face. She rolls her eyes, crossing her arms and looking away from you.
“Just wanted to make sure you were still alive.”
You figure that with a conversation starter like that, you’d want to have your attention fully invested, so in secinds you’ve climbed down the ladder and are facing Yeri with narrow eyes and furrowed brows.
“You haven’t spoken to me in months,” you begin uncertainly, “Why now?”
“Look, ____,” Yeri sighed, “You’re new to this, okay? You’re human, too. You don’t know how dangerous they are. You’re going to get yourself hurt—”
“I appreciate your advice, but I suggest you leave,” you interrupt coldly. How stupid were you? Of course she would only speak to you when it concerned Johnny. “Johnny is on his way to meet me, and I doubt you’d like to see him face to face again.”
You climb up your ladder once again, and even though you’re browsing through the books, you can tell that the concern on Yeri’s face is genuine and it makes you more curious than scared. What grudge did the Red Velvet Coven of Witches have against NCT?
Yeri leaves after a few seconds of shaking her head at your stubborn nature, but you stay in your position, waiting for your mate to arrive. But day transitions to night, and Johnny Seo is nowhere to be found.
The library closes at 7 and you must look like an idiot, insisting that you’re waiting for someone and that he’d be there any minute. In the end, you’re forced outside and into the cold, but still, you persevere, sitting on the cold library steps. It’s chilly outside and you forgot a coat, but you can’t leave until he arrives and you get an explanation…
Shock rises through your body when a coat is dropped onto your shoulders, but the hope blossoming in your chest is flattened like a garden weed when you peer up and see Yeri looking down at you pitifully.
“We gotta get you home, _____.”
“He never skips out,” you croak, hugging the coat closer to yourself. But suddenly the realisation is more noticeable than ever and you feel your eyes prick with tears. “W-why would he skip out on me?”
She says nothing, and only offers you a warm hand up.
•••
The symptoms come in slowly, almost unnoticeable. With every day that Johnny remains missing from your life, your condition worsens; at first, you begin to get headaches. Then, random pangs of pain throughout your body. Your eyesight goes fuzzy for random intervals of time, after, and dizziness follows.
You know that you’re not the only person experiencing the symptoms. Johnny must be feeling something — so why wasn’t he coming back to you? Had something happened? Or maybe — maybe he just regretted you…
Your ribs begin to ache. Every morning and night you throw up what little food you managed to digest during the last 24 hours, and you constantly feel nauseous. You began to see him everywhere — you began to hear his voice, and you could almost feel his thumb against your cheek, rubbing circles into your skin fondly as he normally did.
You’ve called out sick from work for the past 2 weeks, and you were sure your unemployment was imminent — and it was hard nowadays to find a job. And when you think it can’t get worse, it does — oh, it does.
Another scream is ripped from your throat as a sharp pain strikes your stomach like a lightning bolt. Your body is sweaty and tired, your head is pounding and tears are running nonstop down your face. The pain is unreal, but you’re glad that you’re not alone.
“It hurts, it hurts,” you gasp between breaths, clutching your stomach desperately. Yeri is brushing damp hair away from your face frantically, eyebrows furrowed and eyes glassy as you writhe in pain.
Since that day at the library, she had managed to worm herself back into your life, offering emotional support — and, when the pain began sneaking up on you — physical support, too.
You were completely in her debt for the friendship and care and support she had provided for you in your time of need. You could barely walk without collapsing but she was always quick to pick you up despite warning you to stay away from the man who caused this — she told you that you’d get hurt.
You never knew why she decided to stick around despite your blatant disobedience to her extremely important instructions, but you wouldn’t trade her for anything.
At first, she didn’t realise that your sickness was occuring because of the mate bond — but the second that she took out her spellbooks and researched your symptoms, she knew. Sympathy had filled her features, because she knew what pain was to come if Johnny didn’t come back to you. She had pet your hair fondly, voice thick with tears as she whispered, “Oh, sweetie.”
Needless to say, you had bonded with her in between the intervals of spine-breaking pain and tortuous breathlessness.
She had proposed that instead of you breaking your back trying to find Johnny, her coven sisters would search around the places he frequented at — because Johnny would surely smell you coming, and he’d be gone like the wind.
You pretended that the thought of seeing him, despite the pain he’d caused, didn’t make your heart skip a beat.
A choked whimper fills the air, your back arches off of your mattress and you have to restrain yourself from digging your fingernails into your ribcage in an attempt to stop the pain crackling through your lungs like a dozen sharp knives.
“Please,” you sob, “S-stop the pain… Please, Yeri—”
“Wendy is trying to find him, _____,” Yeri nods frantically, taking your hands in hers, “It’s okay, alright? Your body is just reacting to not being near him for so long — you’re gonna be fine, do you hear me?”
Her words do nothing to soothe the anxiety that wells up inside you as you feel the beginning of another wave of powerful pain — but this one is much more intense and scream-inducing than the other ones, and your body has grown weak and frail from hours of trying to not succumb to the excruciating sensations—
The last thing you hear is a panicked gasp as your eyes roll to the back of your head and your vision blackens.
•••
The first feeling you’re aware of is the strange numbness of pain — as if everything you had been feeling had been doused in antibiotics and ointments that were only taking effect now.
The second feeling is warmth. There’s a heaviness over the majority of your body that you identify as your duvet, and a general warmth that you figure must be the sun shining through your window, but the more prominent source comes from something beside you — something breathing, something holding you close.
It’s that realisation that has your eyes fluttering opening, trying to adjust to the light in record time just to make sure that the person beside you is the person you’ve been longing for. And sure enough, when you stir and peer through your lashes at the man beside you, you’re faced with the familiar coffee eyes of Johnny Seo.
“Baby,” he smiles gently, adjusting you so that you faced him properly despite your expression of tired confusion. “How’re you feeling?”
“How… how am I feeling?” You croak, clearing out your throat with a cough. He nods expectantly, eyes almost urging you to speak, and the sheer concern in his eyes makes you laugh humorlessly. “I… I feel horrible.”
“The pain should be going down by now—”
“You left me,” you start, voice shaking with anger, “After explaining to me how severe the consequences of leaving your mate could be — you left me? You knew what I was going through but Yeri had to get her sisters to hunt you down—!”
“You don’t understand, doll—”
“Yeah, damn right I don’t,” you scoff, pulling yourself from his embrace and slipping from the sanctuary of your bed. You pull the dressing gown from your wardrobe, muttering to yourself furiously as you tie it around your waist — “And don’t call me doll, either.”
“Come on,” Johnny pleads, watching as you begin to fish for a hair tie on the messy surface of your vanity, “Don’t be like this, sweetcheeks—”
“Unless you have a perfectly good reason for why you left me out of the blue, Johnny Seo,” you narrow your eyes, “I’m going to continue being like this.” You turn your back to him and begin to focus on tying your hair up.
“I went to the library that day, you know.”
“Well, did I see you? No.”
“I heard you and Yeri, alright?” Johnny snaps.
You slow your actions, turning towards him slightly. “What does that have to do with anything?”
“It got me thinking,” he mutters, and you raise an eyebrow in confusion. He only exhales softly, climbing out of your bed and circling around it until he stands in front you. “I don’t want to hurt you, _____.”
“Hurt me?” You echo in disbelief, folding your arms. “You’re not going to hurt me, Johnny. I know that. I’m not scared of you or what you can do—”
“You should be.” His jaw is clenched, and in the next second, before your very eyes, you’re pushed away from your vanity and are pressed against the opposite wall — and despite his actions, he’s extremely careful with pushing you against the wall too hard.
He’s breathing heavily, and with a start you realise that two shiny, gleaming white fangs are pressed into his bottom lip. Despite the fact that he’s so close, fangs inches from your jugular, you don’t feel nervous.
“Scream. Run. Cry — say you hate me—”
“I’m not going to do that!” You exclaim. In fact, you don’t think you could ever do that. Even thinking of the words forming on the tip of your tongue left a sour taste in your mouth. “You want me to hate you but I won’t — I never have and I never will!”
Silence reigns over the room for the next moment, before he pushes himself away from you with a grunt, running his hands through his messy locks.
“I don’t know where this doubt is coming from,” you frown, easing closer towards him, “But you have nothing to worry about…”
You place your hands hesitantly on his triceps, and taking his silence as approval, you encase him in a hug, letting his chin rest softly on the top of your head.
“I trust you,” you whisper, pulling back to meet his overcast eyes. “Can’t you trust me and listen to what I’m saying?”
He holds your gaze for more than a while, his eyebrows are knitted together and he looks like he’s thinking much too hard about your statement, until he sighs and takes your hands in his.
“If you want to leave me, tell me now,” he begins quietly. Your heart sinks at the pure seriousness in his voice. It’s a tone you’re not too familiar with. “I’ll reject you, you can live a normal, full, human life.”
“You told me just a few weeks ago vampires mate for life,” you shake your head, your right hand pressing against the back of his neck to draw him closer to you. “I’m not going anywhere, Johnny.”
You swear you hear him sniffle a bit but he’s pressing his lips to yours before you can point it out, and the warmth that wells in your stomach is welcomed after the pain you had been living in for the passed day.
confessional - johnny seo
pairing - johnny seo x female!reader
genre - angst, fantasy, romance; 20s!au, gang!au, vampire!au
warning - non-explicit sexual content, mentions of alcohol, mentions of past sexual assault, mentions of past abuse, mentions of blood drinking, also extreme cheesiness
part of my nct halloween fic fest (of the sick and the bizarre). the prompts I used were: A church/The roaring twenties/ “You don’t understand. I’m a monster.”
Don’t forget that you can still participate in the fic fest all the way through October!
words - 3.361
summary - Your father always did say that you have a bit of the devil in you, but you’ve learned now that that’s not always a bad thing.
Or; in which Johnny teaches you what it is that makes a monster.
note - this is geniuinely just johnny as a 1920′s vampire sugar daddy gang boss who just wants to marry his girl and i can’t even explain it. i’m sorry, i guess?
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mixed ☾
vampire! johnny au x vampire!reader au x vampire!jaehyun au
summary: being a rare half-turned and half-true born vampire with dangerous men at the tip of your fingers proves to be difficult
word count: 2.2k+
genre: action?? what is a genre even
warning: blood
It wasn’t even late at night yet, but here you were. Tall men cornered you in a dark alleyway after a small chase away from the city. “You’ve got nowhere to run, lady!”. One of them says, and he takes something out of his pocket. Seeing the silver glint, you groan. “Okay. Let’s not be hasty". They laugh as your back hits a wall.
“Give us everything you have, and we won’t hurt you". Exhaling, you take out your wallet and phone, placing it on the ground before raising your hands up. “Will you let me go now? I don’t want any-”. He quickly presses the knife into you, watching the light disappear from your eyes. “Can’t sweetie. You’ve seen our faces so letting you run isn’t an option”. You sink to the floor as he pulls it out.
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once again
pairing: jaehyun x oc/reader genre(s): romance, slight angst, college!au, exes-to-lovers!au words: 25.2k words summary: after breaking your ex-boyfriend’s heart and then seeing him again at a frat party hosted by your best friend, you thought that this was the universe giving you a chance to make things right between the two of you. but sometimes, the second time never works out better than the first time even when you have learned from your mistakes.
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[a/n]: literally started writing this back in late-april/early-may, and i finally completed it. i’ve tried my best editing it but if you spot any mistakes – welp lol. lowkey rushed the ending because i just wanted to complete this so bad. anyway, enjoy lovelies! ♥
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By your side | m a s t e r l i s t
Genre: angsty, drama, some fluffiness
Warning: i don’t think there is…?
Pairing: Johnny x OC (Song Yeoreum) x Jaehyun
Synopsis. For the introvert Song Yeoreum, having an extrovert boyfriend like Johnny Seo was something she never imagined before. Fortunately it turned out pretty good, and the relationship between Yeoreum and Johnny lasted for 4 years. Unfortunately, it reached a point when Johnny started to think everything felt different, that Yeoreum probably has changed.
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Part two
Part three
Part four
Part five
Intermezzo: 01 - 02
Part six
Intermezzo
Part seven
Part eight
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