[crybabycyn]

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@babyslittlehappyplace

@winchestersbaby067

@danneel-ackles-love

[crybabycyn]

I had one of the most infuriating appointments I’ve had in a long time & funnily enough I’ve had 2 appointments like this in my very long time being chronically ill & both times were by neurologists

I will never forget when I was in the hospital the neurologist was being rude & the PT guy told me that while neurologists are very smart theyre usually the worst people in medicine & just bad people in general & he was so right

I saw a new neurosurgeon & he told me that since he didn’t know about any of my diagnosis they couldn’t be real lol just disregarded all the testing I’ve had done that shows I was diagnosed & all the other specialists that I’m seeing that are treating me so I explained to him what my diagnosis was & the treatment plan I was on & then he said I knew way to much about my own medical history so it was obvious my problems were psychological & not medical why the fuck wouldn’t I know about my own diagnosis & treatment??? also I was a fuckin nurse

& then he went on a tangent for 10 minutes about my picc line & how I didn’t need it & it was a placebo effect so I needed it out asap to get better I wasn’t there for my picc line it’s being managed by other specialists who are familiar with my case & cleared it he doesn’t even know the mechanisms of my diagnosis to know why or how the picc line helps me it just bothered him that I had it

he said if I were to ignore my symptoms id get better please tell me how do you ignore passing out lol

I went for neck issues & he didn’t review any of my records regarding that he just said I was young so it should be fine & said that I was a very good teacher since I taught him a lot about my medical history & I should go to school for it

got this lamictal working over time because had it been 2 weeks ago I would have crashed tf out

this is the exact reason I don’t want to disclose my mental health diagnosis to my doctors because I have a hard enough time getting them to believe me as it is you add BP2 to that & it’d be even worse

[crybabycyn]

what did I say about that toxic latino love!!!

sincere has been straight dogging out melanie episode after episode now that everyone else is gone he’s talking about marriage & kids after 1 month of knowing each other!!!! & she saw everything in 4k she knows what he did & she’s so happy to be where she’s at 😩

I’m hoping she comes to her senses when she leaves that villa & they’re out in the real world

[jolenegifs]

MEGAN THEE STALLION via IG

[sawed-on-shotgun]

the human body when you use it and exist in it

[yung-starbucks-deactivated20210]

But ur pussy too fat to be depressed 🥺

[newtypezaku]

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[faustique]

the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable at times ngl

[i-ate-the-sun13]

but what if i'm lying about everything ever

[lemon-labia]

summer is lowkey relapse season cuz like something traumatic always happens

[ceruleanheaven]

very cruel to put this much love inside the body of such an unloveable creature

[alergictomostsandwiches]

my stupid fucking head just loves to ache

[ho3hologram]

Entering a flow state while giving head

[koiagain]

every picture i see of myself past 8 years old is like Wow i was so miserable back then . And its like girl i tjink you’re just miserable and age is not a factor

[koiagain]

i feel like i never grew out of my Awkward Phase like damn this is just my life now

[sailermoon]

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved