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Important Notice!

Hey look, I’m not dead! I’ve actually been the opposite of dead, enjoying myself to the max and having all sorts of fun. Not even school has managed to get me down like it usually does this time of year. So now that it’s been covered that my extended absence wasn’t a mental health break kind of thing, time to get to the “important notice” part of all this.

As of a few months ago, I moved to a different blog under a different name. I still post art whenever I like it enough to post it, but things are different. My new tumblr is officially fan art only, as I am trying to back away from doing so much original stuff, as most people are here for fan art. If you do happen to here for original art stuff, (bless your soul <3) I direct you to my DeviantART page! I have been on DA for two years and built my following off of original art there, so that is where I’ve decided it’ll be posted from now on.

Now for those who are here for fan art, this will work a little differently. You can receive the url of my new blog by direct messaging me! Granted it isn’t too hard to find it out from browsing my other social media pages, but still I’m not going to mention it here. I will turn on email notifications so any DMs will be brought to my attention, and this will be available until May 20th, 2018. On that date I will officially deactivate this blog, and move entirely to my new one.

I plan to redraw much of my old fan art from this blog on my new one, and have actually already re-drawn one of them! As VLD is my current fandom, expect to see stuff from that, and possibly other fandoms if I can manage to actually get into anything else enough to draw it. I envy those who can be multifandom, as I am either a “like something a lot and immerse myself in the fandom” person with one thing, and a “like something but can’t be bothered with the fandom” person for everything else.

Anyways, thank you for reading and I hope you’re all having an awesome Earth Day!

#evening reblog

Important Notice!

Hey look, I’m not dead! I’ve actually been the opposite of dead, enjoying myself to the max and having all sorts of fun. Not even school has managed to get me down like it usually does this time of year. So now that it’s been covered that my extended absence wasn’t a mental health break kind of thing, time to get to the “important notice” part of all this.

As of a few months ago, I moved to a different blog under a different name. I still post art whenever I like it enough to post it, but things are different. My new tumblr is officially fan art only, as I am trying to back away from doing so much original stuff, as most people are here for fan art. If you do happen to here for original art stuff, (bless your soul <3) I direct you to my DeviantART page! I have been on DA for two years and built my following off of original art there, so that is where I’ve decided it’ll be posted from now on.

Now for those who are here for fan art, this will work a little differently. You can receive the url of my new blog by direct messaging me! Granted it isn’t too hard to find it out from browsing my other social media pages, but still I’m not going to mention it here. I will turn on email notifications so any DMs will be brought to my attention, and this will be available until May 20th, 2018. On that date I will officially deactivate this blog, and move entirely to my new one.

I plan to redraw much of my old fan art from this blog on my new one, and have actually already re-drawn one of them! As VLD is my current fandom, expect to see stuff from that, and possibly other fandoms if I can manage to actually get into anything else enough to draw it. I envy those who can be multifandom, as I am either a “like something a lot and immerse myself in the fandom” person with one thing, and a “like something but can’t be bothered with the fandom” person for everything else.

Anyways, thank you for reading and I hope you’re all having an awesome Earth Day!

#important #important notice #moving #new account #announcement #not art #will reblog this a few times

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Needed that

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When a fanfic was emotional but amazing

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#myart #originalart

#originalart #myart

#myart #originalart

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mutuals do this

Tell your ocs I love them.

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PSA

If you ever wanna draw my OCs or ships, just go for it. I love it. It would make my day. I would smile for hours💞

That is all

Thank you

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daily life of a digital artist:

is that a not coloured spot or a stain on my monitor

I didn’t save for at least 2 hours god is real

my playlist ended 1,5 h ago I’ve been drawing in silence this whole time

‘ “asdf11.png” already exists. Do you want to overwrite? ‘

I resized this very part of a picture but now it looks too small so let’s ctrl+z ohMYGOD IT’S SO B I G

this idea seemed cooler yesterday at 3 am

I want to pee but right now I’m doing so well and if I go I will leavE THE ZONE

opacity 67% or 68% I can’t decide

well this pic looks nice //*flips it horizontally*// I regret having eyes

where the fuck is my pen

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worst artist problem

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Things more important than family

I nearly drowned when I was 3. My mom had to jump into the pool fully clothed to rescue me. 44 years later, she still complains that I made her ruin her Mickey Mouse watch.

My mom broke my arm when I was 6. She tells a funny story about it. She doesn’t tell the part about when she came to me immediately afterward and complained impatiently, “Stop crying! It doesn’t hurt that bad.”

When I was in my 30′s, a doctor committed malpractice in his treatment of me, resulting in me permanently having less than 50% kidney function. Every single time I mentioned the kidney disease to my mother—panicking about what this would mean for the rest of my life, explicitly asking her for comfort and reassurance—she told me that it was my own fault for trusting the doctor instead of researching everything on my own.

Some people will tell you that nothing is more important than family.

I’m here to tell you that love is more important than family. Loving yourself is more important than family. Finding other people who offer you unconditional love is more important than family.

If your family causes you pain, then there are a hell of a lot of things more important than family.

YOU are more important than family. Always remember that. Always.

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This is for all the people who hear “but they’re your faaammmmillyy! You have to love them :)” No you don’t. Family does not always have to come first, especially if they’re harmful to you

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When I was about 11 my mother heard from a friend that I’d had more than two brownies at a friend’s house. So she waited until I was washing dishes in our kitchen and then proceeded to scream at me and call me ‘a greedy greedy pig’ at the top of her voice. I think she also used the words 'oink oink’ and 'fat and ugly’ but honestly I try not to remember the rest of that evening if I can help it.

When I was a teenager she pinned me against the wall, clutched my face with one hand, and forced me to look straight into her eyes as she glared at me and shrieked “LOOK AT ME WHEN I’M TALKING TO YOU!” at the top of her voice as a way to get my attention. If I was what she considered 'sassy’ to her or any other adult I would get a slap across the face (sometimes more than one) and then she would tell me that she must be a horrible mother because she would 'be known by the fruits of her labors’ and clearly she’d messed up somewhre (because I wasn’t measuring up to whatever crazy standards she had in place.) She made it sound like anything I did that wasn’t 'done right the first time’ was because I had either 1) not listened to her 2) rushed through it or 3) I was stupid and couldn’t pick up on basic 'science’. (Christ, woman, take a chill pill.)

And she wonders why I never go to her for comfort. *rolls eyes*

My father never called her on it, and she never called him on him being a narcissistic jackass who hit his kids if they didn’t do what he ordered them to fast enough. As far as I can tell now he just sticks to emotional manipulation and the last time I spoke to him he and she both told me that I’m stuck in 'my own version of reality’ and that’s why I won’t talk to them outside of a therapist’s office.

Love is not an obligation you owe to anyone. Love is a choice. Love is a gift. And it cannot exist without trust. Once trust is lost, love is lost, and there’s no checklist for getting it back.

If your family is harmful to you, or if certain people in it are harmful to you, it is okay to take steps to ensure your safety. Your safety includes your mental, physical, and emotional health. YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR PARENTS’ EGO.

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I think all content creators can relate to this.

In my opinion, I don’t think followers really understand how much your requests/likes/reblogs/etc. and random asks mean to me. It’s just so refreshing and nice to know that people enjoy what I’m doing and support me.

People that go the extra mile and send an ask or message letting me know they liked my stuff honestly makes my day. I love reading tags and stuff…it’s honestly so cute….

And people who ask about how I’m doing or send me random questions or cute asks….I just want you guys to know it honestly makes my day. I just love all the interaction and such. It makes running a blog so much more enjoyable.

And Fanart/Fanwork? Honestly that’s one of the greatest things to receive. To everyone that draws or writes, please don’t feel too insecure to send it end! No one is going to criticize you over quality. It’s so sweet that you even thought about making something…I will always appreciate it no matter what, and I’m sure all other content creators feel the same.

So, in conclusion, don’t be afraid to talk to your favorite blogs and show them some love, guys! We always appreciate it! ☺️