A Bitch Named Tina

•I do not promote nor condone the use of drugs• Recovery is the goal, relapse is temporary. Satan says brush your teeth -Don’t go looking to get yourself hurt-

[crystallinemethod]

Repetitive Bullshit

Once again I am out of dope. I keep telling myself that this is where it ends.

I had 3+ years clean. I don’t think I ever fully processed that or really took into consideration how important that was.

I’ve cycled back into my old habits and risked everything I have in the process.

But oh man, I want that rush. I want that routine. I want to be high.

[crystallinemethod]

“after using up that last little bit of the dopebag, I am reminded in the worst way of all that I am and everything I love”

— -@crystallinemethod

[crystallinemethod]

I literally only get high once a week and yet this bitch still says I look like a crackhead.

I can never win.

[crystallinemethod]

Drugs

There’s nothing else in this world that can immediately calm me down

There’s nothing else in existence that can excite me more

There’s nothing else in the universe I would rather be doing

There’s only drugs

[crystallinemethod]

Updateeeee

I have started selling nsfw pics and videos!!!

If you’re interested (you should be) go follow @/slvrsagee on Twitter !!!!

I’ll also be open to selling on here.

Full body, close ups, filters or no filters, pics and videos!!!

Also willing to discuss 💉 videos if that’s what gets you off 😉

Slide into my dms riiiight... NOW!

[crystallinemethod]

The Mind Of A Tweaker

“I’m high as fuck” “I could get higher” “When was the last time I slept” “What was that noise” “Oh my god they know I’m high” “Don’t make eye contact” “Shut the fuck up, stop talking” (keeps talking) “Stop doing this” (Does more) “What am I doing with my life?” “I can do EVERYTHING right now” (Stays in uncomfortable position for 6 hours)

[crystallinemethod]

Updateeeee

I have started selling nsfw pics and videos!!!

If you’re interested (you should be) go follow @/slvrsagee on Twitter !!!!

I’ll also be open to selling on here.

Full body, close ups, filters or no filters, pics and videos!!!

Also willing to discuss 💉 videos if that’s what gets you off 😉

Slide into my dms riiiight... NOW!

[crystallinemethod]

Another post where I nearly get caught and rant about it

Holy. Fucking. Shit

I can’t believe what just happened, happened.

It’s ironic too bc I always worry and freak myself out thinking my gf is coming home when I’m fixing my shot. Like, what if she does? What would I do? Well guess what just happened?!

I normally shoot in the bathroom bc it’s convenient and lighting is good. This time I decided to do it in the living room, idk why. I finish and start cleaning the rig.. and my girlfriend is at the fucking front door and I hear keys and the lock unbolt faster than I’ve ever heard it before.

I shit you fucking not I hid everything as fast as humanly possible. Literally shoved an open rig in the couch cushion. I covered with a blanket and hoped and silently pleaded to not get caught. My skin gets really red at the site (no matter how clean the shot) and at the tie off area so it would have been obvious. Luckily the rush was mild so I played it off with little struggle. But still...

That was way too close for comfort. I played myself in the worst way I could. She did ask if I wanted her to bring me food but I said no. Of course out of alllll other times, she didn’t let me know she’d still be coming home. Anyways..

Not sure how long I’ll be using this account btw. I’m bored of it among other things. I’ll elaborate on that maybe tomorrow idk. Thanks for reading if you did. 🙃🔫

[crystallinemethod]

PS-FUCKIN-A

All tweakers of tumblr absolutely need to pay attention right now!

If you’re at all like me, then you know that the comedown from crystal is the worst thing in the world. Body hurts, can’t breath, tired beyond imagination, want to eat but terrified of the stomach pain, skin crawling, eyes burn, dizzy, and the rapidly growing irritation at everything that moves.

WELL DO I GOT A FUCKING THING TO SHOW YOU.

This was a huge “eureka!” moment for me. I found this at my local dollar store stocked to the ceiling. It’s filled with potassium, phosphorus, magnesium, calcium and vitamin c. It kinda tastes like windex (ive never tasted windex) with lemon. But take it in an x-small cup in halves either while you’re tweaking or after and I promise it makes comedown days actually livable. Also take some zinc and b-12 and maybe an epsom salt bath and you’ll be peachy fucking keen.

[crystallinemethod]

is it allowed by satan to practice black magic with meth?

I don’t know. Next time I see them I’ll ask.

What kind of rituals are trying to include crystal in though? Out of curiosity.

[crystallinemethod]

I absolutely, do not understand why non-drug blogs follow me even to this day. I don’t post personal photos/videos anymore and literally do not reblog anything a non-drug blog would enjoy. Soooooo? WHY 🤬

[crystallinemethod]

Oh lucky me!

Just did a big ass shot and the god damn cable technician shows up.

I shit you not, the doorbell rang right as I finished the shot. Had to hide my gear, my daily clutter, and myself in less than 10 seconds.

RUSHING WHILE RUSHING;

NOT RECOMMENDED -10/10

[crystallinemethod]

I drink red bull everyday and shoot meth. When I tell you my kidneys are FUCKED

[crystallinemethod]

Gotta be normal

Alright, I gotta take a break. Maybe for the rest of the month? Not sure yet.

I’ve packed all my gear away. Hid it real real good even I’m gonna have a tough time digging it back up. I’ve never done this when I still had a bag left... so I’m feelin kinda weird. Here goes nothin!

[foxyfiendin]

tweaker problem

what people think I do when I’m high on meth: rob people , pick at my skin , put tin foil over my windows , masturbate for 12 hours straight

what I really do: color while listening to Pink Floyd

[itsyiffmas]

When you try to look sober around everyone but your pupils are two different sizes

[infamousjunkie-blog]

Junkie Logic:

If you feel like shit from doing too many drugs do more to cover it up