chicca

i like wine, writing and bad choices she - her / ita, 21!

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Sooo… remember that Sincaraz fanfiction that turned out to be over 180k words long? Well, the first chapter is finally online!! (I know, I know, it’s way too long for just a first chapter, please forgive me 😭)!

After almost a month, I finally finished and translated my fanfiction, and I’m so happy (and a little emotional) to present to you “Phantom Thread.” ✨

Writing it has been such a beautiful journey, and now it’s time to share it with you all. I really, really hope you’ll enjoy it — it means the world to me. 💛

Here’s the link:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE!! 🩷🏳️‍🌈

life kind of swallowed me up again but I’m stronger than it and here I am again, AAAA I’ve missed everything so much

and most of all, I’ve missed writing sooooo

tomorrow, to celebrate this and Pride Month, a 58k Sincaraz fanfiction is coming BELIEVE ME it’s ALL fluff, a bit of humor, very domestic, basically nothing happens except a LOT of soft, healthy, sweet love (which is exactly what we all deserve!!)

see you tomorrow on AO3!!!

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Carlos not attending Wimbledon is my (and janniks) last straw istg FUCK

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sorry, I need to vent because my IG fyp is full of tennis pages reposting Carlos’ photos and GOD I hate the average tennis fan who has to comment dumb shit under every post, with homophobic remarks and random insults while somehow bringing up Sinner too (what does that poor man even have to do with this right now??), without understanding or informing themselves about anything at all. I SWEAR I hate them, I just want to stay on Tumblr and AO3 forever

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Not to be parasocial or anything, but I genuinely think we should give Jannik Sinner some kind of award because to me he’s the strongest man in the world. Because I, after seeing Carlos covered in clay in person, sweaty, with those huge eyes that are some undefinable color, looking at him with that exhausted expression after hours of battle on a tennis court, those full lips all swollen, his face flushed from the effort… I would’ve told the entire world to fuck off and made out with him right there in front of everyone.

And especially if I had seen all of that recreated in a fucking Vanity Fair shoot, I would’ve finished my match, taken the first flight to Murcia, and gone to get him immediately.

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Someone please check on Jannik after this photo, and more importantly check on me because I’m about to pass out.

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“Even if we fight for the same thing, there is no need to hate each other because we want the same thing.

When you compete at this level, having a very close friendship is complicated. But you can. And I'm in favour of it happening"

CARLOS PLEASE MAN IM CRYING

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i really hope you guys won’t mind the fact that very soon you’re going to find a ~50k words Sincaraz fanfiction on my AO3 profile where literally nothing happens except a lot of fluffy, domestic, soft, sweet scenes, all connected by the simple fact that they’re hopelessly in love, living together, and acting like lovesick idiots 24/7… and then there’s a wedding at the end.

It’s probably going to be tooth-rottingly sweet and dangerously low on plot, but I genuinely hope you’ll like it!! Posting it this week 😭

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good morning friends! you’ll never guess this, but I wrote a completely domestic, all-fluff Sincaraz fanfiction full of tooth-rotting sweet scenes, great sex, and some very fun little kinks (do you guys like skirts?? apparently Jannik does!!), plus confessions, marriage proposals, plans for a life together, dinners and trips together because I was craving some genuinely healthy love without (too much) angst. i mean… a tiny argument and a little jealousy were necessary though, right?

AND I’m so nervous about posting it!!!

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literally Carlos to Jannik now that they’re apart:

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CARLOS FUCK YOU IM GONNA CRY MY BABY IS NOT PARTICIPATING IN RG AND ROME FUCK IM DROPPING TENNIS

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anyway, every rivalry is a form of love

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MY FAV GAYS TOGETHER AGAIN CAN WE HAVE A LANDOSCAR X SINCARAZ DATE???

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the vibes they were giving yesterday were basically like:

jannik: ugh, it sucks that Carlos isn’t feeling well, I only want to play against him, he’s the only one I actually have fun with, no I don’t care even if he beats me, that’s fine, he deserves it and anyway I’m the only one allowed to say stuff like that, you all know that I am his rival and he is my true one, you all know it, get it into your heads. also, other rivalries lasted like 15 years, maybe ours a bit less because tbh I think I might be falling in love and I’d kinda like to marry him…..

and Carlos instead: 🧡😭✨🥹🥰 janniiii 🧡🤪🪄💌 you look so good in that outfit!!

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BENFLAVIO GOING LIKE SINCARAZ AND THEYLL HAVE THEIR FINAL IN MONACO OMG WERE GOING TO WITNESS A LOVE STORY STARTING OMG

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weeeeell idk about you, but it’s spring, tomorrow is Sunday, and I’ve just come out of a rough period,,,so that means tomorrow you’re getting a Sincaraz fanfiction that’s ALL fluff: domestic husbands, a little dog, calm and peaceful life… and (only because I have a small kink for it and can’t help but add at least a bit of light angst) a touch of jealousy and some good, healthy sex!!!

forgive me in advance, im not the best at writing soft, fluffy things but after 45k words of angst, we definitely deserved the sweet counterpart!!

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OMG FELLAS BENFLAVIO ARE BACK???????? WHAT HAPPENED OMG YES MY GAYS