I haven't slept in days
I was running at 430 am and In that drunken moment I felt so alive. All I've been doing is running, it helps my thoughts go away. My depression has been at it again and I would give anything to have that 4 am feeling 24/7. The rest of my day is filled with clamy hands and shaking legs. It's so hard for me to smile latley. I try so hard to eat and i barley can. Maybe i keep running because I'm too afraid to confront my feelings. I'm too afraid to admit anything. But for some reason I felt happy at 4 am. maybe i just drank too much. Still can't sleep though.













