Peace and War

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[rppanda]

Send me 💉 and my Muse will show and explain their scars!

[roleplaymemesforyou]

Affection meme

Send one for a gentle gesture. When possible, send “reverse” to invert the roles.

👫- To hold my muse’s hand

💕- To give them a kiss on the cheek

💋- To give them a kiss on the lips.

❦- To hug them.

🍓- To share a sweet together. 

🌙- To put a blanket on them as they sleep. 

✿- To give them a gift. ( Feel free to specify ) 

🍴- To invite them over for dinner.

☆- To give them a massage. 

⇨ - To see a movie together

[cupsofbuttercups]

eats all of the chocolates and refills the box with dog residue

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

Send a symbol for the following:

™ - for my muse to become jealous of the attention your muse is giving someone else ✔ - for my muse to respond to praise from yours ✗ - for my muse to respond to being scolded or punished by yours ♠ - for my muse to forcibly restrain yours ♢ - for my muse to introduce yours to a family member ♖ - for my muse to submit to or obey your muse’s orders Ұ - for my muse to comfort yours after witnessing an emotional meltdown ✺ - for my muse to help yours get through a frightening situation ✤ - for my muse to wake yours from a nightmare ✞ - for my muse to talk about somebody’s death ✉ - for my muse to write a letter/send an email to yours ✂ - for my muse to rescue yours from danger ¿ - for my muse to ask yours a personal or uncomfortable question ♥ - for my muse to express physical affection to yours ღ - for my muse to express verbal affection for yours ♬ - for my muse to hum or sing to calm yours down

Add ‘reverse’ to switch our muses’ positions. e.g. send ‘✤ reverse’ for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare, or ‘¿ reverse’ plus a question to ask it of my muse.

[owntracks-deactivated20150324]

domestic/family starter prompts.

[nxcecream-archive]

“Just a little while longer.”

“Can you come tuck me in?”

“Come on, I’ll tuck you in.”

“Did you sleep okay last night?”

“C’mon, read me something! Just like old times.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“Can we stay in tonight?”

“Will you stay with me?”

“Shh, it’s okay.”

“Go to sleep, go to sleep.”

“Hold my hand.”

“C’mere, it’s alright.”

“You’re fine.”

“You’re apart of the family.”

“Hug?”

“Gimme a kiss!”

“Can I snuggle with you?”

“Your breakfast is getting cold!”

“Tickle, tickle, tickle!”

“I got you something!”

“No, go back to sleep.”

“What are you smiling about?”

“He’s such a downer.”

“Here, I’ll zip you up.”

“Do you want me to read to you?”

“I know a lullaby. Think that’ll help you sleep?”

“Turn around!”

“Your tie is crooked.”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

“Can we get a dog?”

“I love you.”

“Time for your bath.”

“You first.”

“Lemme wash your hair.”

“Stop squirming!”

“My turn!”

“Mind if I move a bit closer?”

“Can I stay the night?”

“Don’t you dare go outside without a coat.”

“They forgot to flush!”

“Come here!”

“Mom/Dad! They’re being mean!”

“Think we can play a board game later?”

“Don’t be so mean to them, you understand me?”

“Watch your tone!”

“Here. I’ll do it for you. Give me the tie.”

“Don’t slam the door!”

“Eat your greens.”

“Stop playing with your food.”

“Your room looks like a cyclone ran through it.”

“Happy Birthday!”

“They sings like a goddamn crow.”

“Don’t sass me, young lady/man.”

“I don’t like kissing them.”

“I was gone for ten fucking minutes!”

“Read to me.”

“What is going on?”

“You’re crazy, but I like that.”

“Hey, watch out for them, okay?”

“I got the last slice of pizza. I’m gonna have to throw it up for you to get it.”

“We’re out of milk again!”

“Who wants a hearty breakfast?”

“Back in my day….”

“She’s/he’s my annoying younger sibling.”

“We don’t need another kid.”

[bookswithlisa-deactivated202407]

So. Tell me, little wolf. Would you like to punish those who have wronged you?

Marie Lu, The Young Elites (via shewolfwrites)

[cupsofbuttercups]

"--yanno, i talked about you in therapy today," it was a quiet afternoon. He'd made them tea, "--nothin' bad, of course. my doc was actually surprised to hear i was a father, heh -" he bites down the temptation to ramble, but he thought he'd keep it short and sweet, "--you do a lot for me, y'know that?" a pause, "--it helps."

The peaceful day was a rare one for Chara. Their sweater, tights, and boots were forgotten inside in favor of enjoying the warm sun on their skin. Even with the old scars across their arms and recent cuts across their legs in plain sight for anyone to see, self-consciousness wasn’t seeping in. 

At this moment, Chara could believe that everything was right with the world.

“I literally cannot believe you didn’t say anything bad about me after someone wrote ‘smelly trash dad’ on your skull yesterday. I know you think I did it.”

Not that Frisk could have done it.

“And I woke you up last night just to bother you.”                                                                                     He wasn’t asleep and they knew it.

“Come on, Sans, be honest. You had to have something bad to say about me.”

They leaned the entirety of their weight against him.

“If not, then I’m not doing my job. Watch your back; I could strike at any time…”

                                                                                      “…dad.”

[cupsofbuttercups]

U will never be number one chara

“I was the first fallen human, dumbass. I am number one.”

[cupsofbuttercups]

A haunting refrain echos through the halls.

[cupsofbuttercups]

[Sorry I haven't been so active! I have been getting long hours at work and with all the stuff that's going on at my store, I am dead to the world by the time I get home. Love you guys ♡]

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Peer into my muse's memories

❤️- A happy memory that makes them smile

💙- A sad memory that makes them cry

💛- A memory that makes them feel angry

💚- A memory that makes them feel guilty

💜- A memory about one of their loved ones, happy or sad

💔- A memory that leaves them feeling lonely

❣- A memory that leaves them laughing

💕- A memory about their significant other

💞- A memory about their children

💓- A memory about their friends

💗- A memory about a good deed they did

💖- A memory that made them feel special

💝- A memory that made them feel loved

💘- A memory that gets their heart pounding

💟- Wildcard!!!

[cupsofbuttercups]

well then, since blue is back, here’s a reminder: there are people who i will not interact with, and i will not interact with anyone who associates themselves with them.

like why the fuck would you want to associate yourself with someone who has called trans people “fascinating” while not agreeing with our “lifestyle choice” and who has a history of stalking and harassing people lmao

[i-see-light-blog]

Character Development Questions: Hard Mode

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

Does your character remember names or faces easier?

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?

What does your character like in other people?

What does your character dislike in other people?

How quick is your character to trust someone else?

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?

How does your character behave around children?

How does your character normally deal with confrontation?

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?

How does your character behave around people they like?

How does your character behave around people they dislike?

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?

How does your character treat people in service jobs?

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

[cupsofbuttercups]

Headcanon 29

Only humans with a soul consisting purely of one trait can pass through the barrier.

[cupsofbuttercups]

judgehund:

              And he hears them. He hears them, and he hears them well──── He feels the sensation of tears trickling over the dome of his skull, listening to them slowly start to break apart and hold to him as if he was the only thing keeping them from falling down all over again. It was a sense of weakness he didn’t think he’d ever get to see in them ─ once upon a time, he would have given anything to see them feel so weak, but when he listened to them, something didn’t add up.

             Chara.. didn’t want to hurt anyone?    There was something about the statement that almost left Sans too, shaking.

  It pulled at his heart strings and almost made it pop ─ It left a confusion that he was too afraid to find means to answer. Regardless, as they go on - he realises that they were worth more than his confusion. They were worth support. They were worth kinder thoughts.

        And he would give them that no matter what.

    So his arms fasten to their sides ─ holding them tightly. He didn’t hold them so tight that they would suffocate or snap, but not so loose that they would fear he wanted to let them go. He knew how it is ──── There would always be the paranoia that deep down, they would give anything to flee from you. Sans wouldn’t show them that. He refused to.

       He wanted to say many things… so many it ached within him. But perhaps the first,             “────'yer.. not alone.”

  And he really did understand how even when people said that, it never changed the fear of abandonment, or the sinking feeling of loneliness that still pursued. People would surround you, and you still cried ─ people would hold you, and you were still dying, crying out for anyone to come and save you.

     He understood,    But he just wanted.. to tell them anyway.

  “───you’ve got family - a good one,” a pause, “─you’ve got me.”

                   I won’t let you die from loneliness like I did.

“─and i will protect you from anythin’ you ask me to.”

This kind of weakness was not allowed.

Letting their walls crack, letting anyone so much as peek in, was never allowed. To make such a mistake only brought punishment. Another set of bruises and lashes. Another set of days digging through garbage for food scraps. Another week locked up indoors with hardly the mere presence of another living being. Anything to make it sink in: no one could love someone as weak as them.

Yet, as Sans spoke, as he held them like they were something--someone--worth protecting, Chara quietly fell apart in his arms.

They pressed their face against his skull and shook their head, smearing tears and snot across their face and his scalp in the process.

Maybe they could believe him. Maybe they could let themself believe him, if only for right now. At the very least, they can believe he means it. If only for right now.

“I’ve got the best family in the world.”

Their grip on him tightened further with unspoken words.

                                                              --You’re part of that family.

After a moment, they puledl back, just enough to cup his face and direct his eyes towards their own. They want him to understand. They need him to understand. With all of their determination, they keep their voice steady.

“I know I’m fucked up, but as long as you don’t leave me, I won’t leave you.”

Chara let go in favor of holding out their pinky.

                                  “--I promise.”

[cupsofbuttercups]

“New year, same terrible me.”

[cupsofbuttercups]

“Back in my day, when you threw yourself into a hole on a mountain, there were no flowers at the bottom to cushion your fall. No, you had to lie there in unbearable agony with numerous broken bones and hope someone heard your calls for help.”