autistic and sad

A collection of my hyperfixations and special interests -> featured tags Queer, Asexual, she/they, 18

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So we all know the episode in season 7 where the main thing that happens is everyone has sex, right. Kennedy and Willow, Anya and Xander, Faith and Robin, they all sleep together before what could be their final day on earth. Spike and Buffy, between all the fucking, lie together in each others arms and they sleep. Or, Buffy sleeps and Spike watches her. And that’s the best night of his life. In an episode where everyone goes “fuck it, we could die, let’s have one moment of blissful pleasure without thinking about anything else,” Spike and Buffy say “you’re right. Let’s do that,” and they do.

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So… does anyone know what the deal was with The Cheese Man

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It bothers me that during the six months (was it that long, I don’t remember) that Buffy was dead no other slayer was called upon. Sorry, she died for a minute in season one and we got another line of slayers from that but six months and nobody?? What kind of sick non-consistent joke is this

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I read the scenes of Lestat getting turned today and you know what… I get why he’s fucked up. And I can see how it’ll only get worse from there. That was brutal

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So glad Shelby is posting videos of The Flight SMP otherwise I would have no idea as to what is happening. I still have no idea what is happening with everyone else but at least I can see the pretty dragons

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I really feel for anyone who discovers The Vampire Lestat as an artist and accidentally gets swept up in the hell that is IWTV

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Love when Daniel and Louis start conspiring against Armand like when your girlfriend and ex start talking and you know they’re going to dig up some shit

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Having to steer clear of tumblr for a while until TVL is out in the UK because apparently blocking the spoiler tags isn’t stopping me from getting spoilers

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No-one but Sam Reid is as pretty princess as Sam Reid is and therefore no-one but Sam Reid could ever attempt to babygirl like Lestat does

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Can't trust a thing the vampires say but I can trust that Daniel Molloy will somehow twist those lies into a freaky conspiracy that turns out to be true

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Imagine going to your best friends concert and the entire time he acts as your fictional boyfriend singing songs written about your fictional alter-ego and he’s making eye contact with you and it’s quite intimate and your surrounded by screaming fans of both your best friend, your fictional boyfriend, and your fictional alter-ego and they all know which songs are written about you and you’re standing there in the crowd as yourself but by being there you are also feeling like your fictional alter-ego because he’s looking at you and mouthing I love you in character, I mean that must have been fucking weird

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“You are courting great danger with Lestat, Daniel.”

Daniel. Daniel. DANIEL. Daniel. D.A.N.I.E.L. Daniel. Daniel. D a n i e l. Daniel. DANIEL.

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You know what, I’m not even mad. I didn’t want to go to that stupid concert anyway. Not like I would’ve put my blood, sweat, and tears into getting tickets if I lived in America. Not like I would’ve stopped at nothing to get my yearnful hands on those precious, precious tickets. It literally doesn’t mean anything to me. Why are we talking about it. I told you, I don’t care. So what, Sam Reid preforming as Lestat. Big deal. I’m. Fine.

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Funny how the cast of IWTV are some of the sweetest, cutest, and most sincere actors I’ve seen in a while and they’re over here playing Mr-I-Fucked-My-Mother and Mrs-Homocidal-Maniac, and that could be any and all of them

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“Is it the gremlin…

…or the good nurse tonight?”

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If the music released from TVL has fucked me up this much already, how am I going to cope when the show actually comes out

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No death is more satisfying than Santiago’s. No stalling, no fighting, just some good old-fashioned goading and a clean slice