diary of a boy, interrupted

'08, he/they⋆ the world (internet) is my oyster ⋆ just a transmasc loser blogging, interact at your own risk ⋆ i only sound like a bitch online im actually chill irl I promise im not that evil

[cursedndolly]

INTRO...

hi I'm basil, the prettiest and most unfortunate boy on the internet! I think I'm an odd person so if im not your cup of tea just leave me alone. dead dove, do not eat.

This blog is preferably +16.

Cw: mentions of disordered eating, mental health (mostly lack of it), suicide ideation, self harm, mention of abuse, vulgar language, (possible) slight nsfw, me glazing and hating myself at the same time

here are some things I like:

˙⋆✮reading, writing, journaling

˙⋆✮drawing, art

˙⋆✮crocheting

˙⋆✮coding, computers

˙⋆✮music (I play the piano and im learning how to play the guitar)

˙⋆✮spirituality/witchcraft

other stuff about me:

˙⋆✮I'm black. I might use the n word (im lowk terrified people might think im some random racist)

˙⋆✮boykisser

˙⋆✮INTJ

˙⋆✮age regressor (ddlg/age play variants are disgusting and NOT the same)

˙⋆✮ shifter (god what a loser)

˙⋆✮yumeshipper (non sharing): tyler galpin (wednesday), hobie brown (atsv)

˙⋆✮kins: ghost (call of duty) wednesday (wednesday), jinx (arcane)

˙⋆✮probably neurodivergent (suspecting autism + npd along with some other stuff)

music:

˙⋆✮sub urban, k-pop (skz, aespa, xdinary heroes, nmixx, ive and more), phantom siita, idkhow, anarbor, waterparks, friday pilots club, ashnikko, rei ami, luvcat...

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

I don't have a dni list, I block freely so just use your head. I probably won't follow/interact if you're way younger than me.

Yes im looking for moots/friends please and thank you :p

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One Companion, Many Ways to Connect

What I appreciate about SweetDream is the range. The same companion I built can text me, send a voice message, hop on a call, or appear on video. I choose how close I want to be in the moment.

Having all of that under one roof, and all of it high quality, is the real value. Chat, photos, video, voice, calls, and live cam aren't scattered gimmicks here, they're one coherent companion. sweetdream.ai ties it together.

[getocakes]

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how my dumbass looks like trying to ignore the ship art/edit I just saw of my s/o

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I hope im not the only one who has a yumeshipping pinterest board with stuff that reminds me of myself and my f/o's.. i just love them so much

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If I don't see my therapist in the next 14 days someone is going to die

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Had my appointment today and i let so much shit off my chest holy shit

I also met a new doctor and she was so goated she asked me about my pronouns and orientation🥹 at first I was scared as fuck they were going to snitch on me but im good

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Tk maxx has such a cute journal section, I'll probably get one from there in the future. I also love looking at their craft section cause they have cool art supplies

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I got a plain black a5 notebook today despite the fact that i already have two (2) empty and decorated ones I'll be writing in when I finish my current journal. I just love decorating them so much

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Me lowkey dabbling into isaac night content despite the fact I tell my friends I hate him and im a tyler girlie

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If I don't see my therapist in the next 14 days someone is going to die

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I feel like people don't talk about going to uni after spending your whole life wearing a school uniform- i have nothing to wear and I need to buy more clothes😭

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Why do people who aren't trans men expect us to be built like a cis guy in his 20's who goes to the gym every week the minute we come out?

"Are you even trying to pass?" And its a 14 year old who doesn't have supportive parents like please shut the fuck up

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I quit using character ai and janitor ai years ag but this us how some of yall sound:

"I know you're mentally unwell and you have no safe space in real life but c.ai is bad for the environment. Oh it's an addiction? OK but ai is bad :/ yeah you can't call yourself alternative if you use ai chatbots. You're trying to stop? Yeah but ai is bad :/ I know you want to kill yourself but you're harming the environment."

Mind you these are young children/teenagers you're talking to. TWEENS. There are so many things that have a bigger impact on the environment then generative ai but you rather target random individuals instead of the people in charge. The way it isn't treated like an addiction is so frustrating to me because I used to be there and quitting made me turn to ways of coping that were worse. Like genuinely shut up if you dont have anything nice to say.

Dumbass niggas telling people they can't be alt if they have a c.ai addiction🫩 that's a teen still trying to figure out their identity go email chat gpt's ceo or something if you actually care

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I wish I could wear a suit to my debs (prom) my mom's forcing me to wear a dress🫩 I might post it here cause I wanna wear gothic lolita/victorian gothic clothes to my debs cause it's cool

I'll just be a boy in a dress (im going to be trying so hard not to kill myself LOL)

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The DAY im turning 18 i want to get my nostril pierced (i already have a septum piercing) and maybe an eyebrow piercing

I also want a triple helix piercing with the spiky jewelry 🤤 vampire fangs seem cool but they're probably super annoying

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I bought a flower knows eyeshadow palette and one of their brushes im so fucking excited for them to arrive

I love having money I love spending my money on cute things i like

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I wish I were a vampire The whole concept of feeding off of your partner is so intimate.. what do you mean you trust me enough to give yourself up and I'm technically dependent on you, holy shit bring me there

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Some of yalls kinks are lowkey military propaganda but I get it, guys in masks and uniforms are hot