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Axl (organicbirthdaycake) call out.

EDIT: Updated with new username because you can’t betray someone and then run like a coward. APOLOGIZE. 

I just wanna preface this by saying I DON’T WANT TO BE INVOLVED IN THIS, but seeing as people I respect keep getting dragged in, I have no choice. I wrote this like 9 months ago (ENOUGH TIME FOR ME TO HAVE GROWN AND SPAWNED A FUCKING HUMAN BABY) and it still applies. How ridiculous is that??? I give you 9 months to quit your bullshit and you are still on the same damn horse?? Are you kidding me?????? I don’t even feel bad about this.

I’m writing this post because I’m sick of watching my friend be dragged and slandered and bullied by this entire fandom just because someone decided to talk shit about her and play the victim. I’m tired of seeing my friend get hurt and watch her mental health deteriorate and watch her become more and more paranoid just because someone is vengeful and wants all the attention of an entire fandom. And if someone’s going to drag someone else through the mud, then dammit, they deserve to have someone stand up to them and call them out.

So, without further ado, this is a call-out post on Tumblr user @organicbirthdaycake (also @useyourillusioni I lost track at what all the different blogs are for).

She can also be found at @justanoooohcblog (OC blog), @birdyinserts (her self-insert blog) or @caniscanemfuckwit (her Bully/Canis Canem Edit blog, I believe this one has now been deleted since this initial document was written 9 months ago). Other URLs she owns include:

Diobrandotheinvader, Caesarthelonelyyouth, Divineatum, divineosiris, thebirthofasuperbeing, twointheshapeoflesbians, theemperorandthehangedman, iggythefoolandgebsndoul, teamplasmabosscolress, Oldclockworks, outlandishinterruption, sheerheartattackhasnoweakness, dishonorablefight, jockbossfight, killerqueenbiteszadusto, isthatajjbareference, smilesarenotformiles, smilesarentformiles, Giornoexperience, gyrobreaker, fleetwoodtusk, battlecourse1, lerysmemorialinstitute, selfshipsnroses, and transjoot.

ALRIGHT! Now that we have that out of the way, let’s get to why this post has to be written and why I had to waste my time documenting all of the utter bullshit that has transpired.

selfshipsnroses, or “Axl” as she prefers to be called (which I will be using from here on out), has a terribly nasty habit of witch-hunting people she doesn’t like.

And when I say witch-hunting, I mean witch-hunting.

It all started with a break up. As it goes with most of these things, it did not end well. But rather than shittalk about her ex to her friends in private and move on with her life, Axl decided to be a busy bee and document everything her ex “did” to her on her public tumblr page AND include her ex’s URL.

And even after airing out all of her dirty laundry in public, she decided to make sure EVERYONE knew all of her and her ex’s business by constantly reblogging a link to her page about her ex.

Exhibit A:

As you can see, in her tags she writes “#lms (like my status, slang) if you do read it bc i actually want people to know what she did and im seeing her more in bully stuff”. If you’ll note, this tag shows that she was not interested in “just informing” people about someone who was abusive, she was bent on people blocking her and never interacting with her. Essentially, she wanted to completely isolate her ex.

At this point, you’re probably wondering what was the most terrible thing this ex did? After all, she’s being labeled an “abuser”. Surely she did something to deserve the label and be isolated from an entire community. Maybe she hit Axl? Assaulted her?

No.

It was an online relationship between two minors. For starters, there’s no reason why anyone should be picking sides of an argument between two minors. It was completely online. And yes, emotional/mental abuse can still occur online, but keep in mind that it was as simple as logging off. Blocking. But maybe she didn’t come up with those options, which is certainly possible. So let’s talk about the abuse that was detailed on the (since deleted) and so infamous “ex” page

Her ex was accused of using a “slur”. What was this “slur”? It was “weeb”. And she apologized for it. Now, I’m no expert, but I’m certainly aware that ‘weeb’ is not a slur, or at least it is considered a slur in the same way that jokingly calling your friend a “dork” is considered an insult. “B*aner” is a slur. “N*gger” is a slur. “F*g” is a slur. Please do not try to come and tell me that “weeb” can be considered equally as offensive as any of these words. It’s interesting that a self-proclaimed white person (she states this in Exhibit E) considers “weeb” to be a slur. She’s clearly digging real hard here to seen as a victim.

She accused her ex of “gaslighting” (manipulating someone into questioning their own sanity), yet provided no evidence for this. A curious occurrence, seeing as Axl was so prepared to detail everything her ex did to her. Strange that she did not provide a sliver of evidence for this.

She claimed her ex threatened suicide and tried to force her into online therapy. Again, these were alleged without a snippet of evidence. While it’s possible this may have occurred and is worth being wary of your ex for, it’s not worth dragging dozens of strangers in a fandom who have nothing to do with the situation into it.

Which brings me to my next point. It wasn’t enough for Axl to air out her dirty laundry and advertise it on her own blog, countlessly reblogging herself to make sure as many people sat down to watch her own personal drama unfold. She actually went ahead and messaged people, too.

Exhibit B:

It’s important to note that she calls her ex an “emotional abuser” and “toxic” in this message. More on that, later.

Anyway, as you can see, she was literally policing her ex and taking note of who she was reblogging from so that she could message them. Either that, or she was monitoring other people’s post’s notes and seeing if her ex reblogged from them. Either way, she was monitoring to see if her ex popped up anywhere and then taking action. Important note: while she was doing this, she had ALREADY BEEN BLOCKED BY HER EX.

This is just another example of Axl dragging in people who have nothing to do with her personal issues into the mess. But anyway, let’s move forward. Remember that she uses the phrases “emotional abuser” and “toxic” in this message, which brings us to the next piece of evidence.

Exhibit C:

In this post, Axl claims that such labels such as “stalker” and “abuser” should not be thrown around with no evidence. This is in response to the reply to her message in Exhibit B, where the receiver of the message told her that her policing blogs to see who her ex reblogged from was ‘stalker behavior’. Clearly, Axl didn’t like that, but rather than face an issue head on she decided to write a, in her own words, “#vague” post about it.

She didn’t like being called a “stalker” without any evidence. And yet, she calls her ex an “abuser” without any evidence other than her own allegations without a single shred of evidence. Yet she’s, in her own words, “all for calling people out when they do something wrong but some people just throw around stuff that serious like its nothing”.

Some points about this:

She was not called out. Her behavior was called out in a private setting in a direct message, which she references in her tags with “#yeah kinda relevant to smth (something, shortened) that happened yeterday (yesterday, misspelled) fbjdfh”. In fact, why don’t we take a look at the reply?

Exhibit C.1.: 

Note that in this reply, the replier does not call her a ‘stalker’ or ‘abuser’ as Axl claimed in Exhibit C. The replier states, quote, “I do not want to communicate with nor encourage stalkers and stalking behavior.”. The replier does not call Axl a stalker.

The second point; it is interesting that Axl is against using phrases such as “stalker”, when in Exhibit B, Axl had no issue with calling her ex an “emotional abuser” despite not having a shred of evidence on her page. Clearly, she’s only not okay with throwing around quote “serious accusations” only when they point out that she’s in the wrong, but to her it is perfectly fine when she is the one tossing them around in order to paint herself as a victim of serious abuse.

But let’s move on from talking about how much Axl is a hypocrite and only sees herself as a victim and no one else. Let’s talk about Axl as a potential abuser.

Exhibit D:

This is an interesting post on Axl’s self insert blog, @birdyinserts. Once again she happily tosses out the quote “serious accusation” of “abusive exes”, and then continues on with an interesting fantasy of her “f/os (fictional others, a significant other that someone pretends/imagines to be dating usually from a fictional work such as a video game, book or movie, slang)” flinging her exes into the sun.

This is clearly a very violent, very concerning fantasy that is correlational with abusive language. I’m sure if Axl’s ex had made a post saying something like this, Axl would’ve added it to her ex about page immediately. But this is Axl posting, so logically she is fine with it and sees absolutely nothing wrong with it at all.

But that’s not the only component nor example of Axl depicting potentially abusive behavior after a break-up. In fact, Axl tracking her ex’s URL and posting it for everyone to see is again correlational with abuse.

Exhibit E:

Unlike Axl, I respect privacy and don’t want people to be isolated for pure allegations with no evidence, so I blocked out the URLs she posted.

It’s important to note the word “((current))” after the final URL Axl posted. This is a URL her ex moved to, and within less than 2 hours, Axl had updated this page with the new URL. This proves many things.

Axl was definitely keeping track of her ex and her blog. Maybe she was tracking it herself. Maybe she had someone else tracking it for her. Maybe she has/had a second account with which she followed her ex in order to keep track. One way or another, Axl was keeping track of her ex. Remember, as I stated earlier, Axl’s ex had blocked her already.

This is important later, but Axl updating the page in less than 2 hours shows she was/is very invested in her ex and her activity. The quick update suggests Axl herself had been keeping tabs on her ex.

Now, Axl is quick to claim she wants NOTHING TO DO with her ex. In Exhibit E, she writes “don’t follow me if you support/follow my emotionally abusive ex girlfriend”. Her reblogging her post about her “ex page” in Exhibit A suggests she wants people to know that she wants nothing to do with her ex. This brings me to my next piece of evidence.

Exhibit F:

In this post, Axl moans about how despite her attempts at unfollowing and blocking people, she still sees her ex. She even adds “i feel sick” in her tags. Yet, we see in Exhibits B & E that Axl not only knows her ex’s new URLs within less than 3 hours, she also knows exactly who her ex reblogs from and who follows her ex. In short, Axl knows everything about her ex’s activity on tumblr. I’ve said it before, her ex blocked her. But Axl is still up to date with everything her ex does.

Axl claims her ex “pops up somehow”, yet she knows her ex’s new URL. She knows who she reblogs from. She knows everything her ex is doing, but god forbid her ex “pop up somehow”. This is where her web of lies and portraits of herself in the light of a victim begins to really fall apart.

If Axl doesn’t want to see her ex pop up, why does she know her ex’s URL? Why does she reblog a link to a page dedicated to her ex? Why did she write an entire page dedicated to her ex? Why does she know who her ex reblogs from? Why does she know all about her ex’s tumblr activity?

Because Axl does want to know about her ex. Axl wants to keep tabs on her ex. Axl wants to make sure that everyone knows that she’s a “victim” and her ex is in the wrong.

One day, Axl was asked what the slur her ex used (it was written on her ex page that her ex “used a slur”) and Axl told the anon to come off anon and she’d tell them in private. In response, she received this ask.

Exhibit G:

This anon points out that keeping a secret what the slur was after Axl kept a detailed page of her ex on her public tumblr was pointless. Reluctantly, Axl agrees to add the evidence. The slur turned out to be ‘weeb’. In Exhibit A, I already point out how ‘weeb’ is as much of a slur as ‘scrub’ is.

Now, Axl was in hot water on the day she received this ask. The asks pointing out her inappropriate behavior continued, and within an hour she’d deleted all the posts pointing out that she was doing something wrong.

Exhibit H:

This ask points out that what Axl is doing is cyberbullying. She does not admit to it in her reply, an interesting note. In her reply, she also goes on to add that she is also a minor.

Because in Axl’s world, being a minor excuses all of her shitty behavior for coming for someone who is too mature and kind to retaliate.

I believe enough evidence has been compiled that I can accurately throw these “serious accusations” Axl’s way. Axl is obsessed with her ex. Axl is desperate to be a victim. Axl is a stalker. And, honestly? Axl shows some serious signs of being an abuser.

And now for the update, 9 goddamn months later.

She’s decided to, out of the blue, call out Millizines. And I apologize to Millizines for having to use her name in this, but this kid has already released all info she has on her, so there’s not even any point now in protecting names. She’s reblogged her own “call-out” for Millizines five times today. Here’s a link to it since I know all too well Axl is likely to delete it as soon as someone calls her out.

So let’s step right in, shall we?

The first thing I’d like to talk about is that Axl has thrown all these accusation Milliz’s way (same as she did to her ex) without a shred of evidence. And the best way I can prove that is her totally false claim that people cannot be diagnosed with personality disorders if they are under the age of 18.

Exhibit I: (that’s right folks, we’re up to exhibit I)

I don’t need my psych degree and training to tell you this is false, I can tell you it with a simple screenshot from the National Institute of Health’s website.

Exhibit I.1:

And that link is here, for anyone wanting to read up further: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3811088/

I think this is pretty important to note. Axl has thrown a claim out without any evidence. She’s going off the top of her head. A quick Google search leads you to the NIH’s website and shows you this. She didn’t even bother to Google a pretty important claim and instead threw it out because she thought it’d damage Milliz’s reputation.

With that out of the way, I can further delve into this shitfest.

If you read up my original post (this continuation is a mere update), I talked about how Axl was obsessed with her ex. That seems to have faded now and transferred onto Milliz. Today, Axl posted her “call out” on Milliz and then proceeded to spam the post… 5 times today. Here’s just one of those 5 reblogs.

Exhibit J:

Note, “please spread this if you can”. Again, she’s starting another witch hunt on someone she has a problem with and spamming it as much as she can to get as many people on her side as possible. Instead of moving forward with her life, again, Axl is dragging someone through the mud and handing out free front row tickets to watch the drama unfold, that she keeps starting.

This isn’t the attitude of someone wanting to warn people because she and Milliz never had a fight. This is the attitude of someone who wants attention and an audience. That’s evident in this next post.

Exhibit K:

Here, she goes off about people visiting her blog. She calls out people for visiting her and throws around how many visitors she’s had today (37, if you were wondering). Then, interestingly enough, she calls out someone from Sweden. Coincidentally, the person she has gone after today is from Sweden. I’m no expert, but this certainly smells to me like she’s taunting Millizines.

Speaking of Sweden, another important factor is at play here. Axl accuses Millizines of sexualizing a “minor”... but the age of consent in Sweden is 15 (where Axl knows Millizines lives).

Exhibit L:

Axl here states Milliz is 17 and headcanons Earnest as being 17, too. In Sweden, Millizines and Earnest would be well above the age of consent. They are no longer minors. While it can be pointed out that Earnest is an American fictional character, I still wouldn’t argue this is pedophilia (what Axl is desperate to suggest but too cowardly to outright say) seeing as it’s normal for adolescents to have sexual fantasies about other adolescents. Going as far as to try to suggest this is “pedophilia” is an incredibly far reach if we can even classify it as a “reach” and not “utter bullshit” (which I think is more fitting, personally).

All that said, we still have to consider culture here. Not everything on the planet revolves around the United States and its laws, Trump--I mean Axl. Sweden has a completely different culture to the United States, and judging a Swedish native for their practices that they have in the comfort of their own country is, quite frankly, bordering the territory of ‘racist’. I mean, what’s Axl’s next move after the call out posts? Building a wall? Making America great again?

And the interesting here in all of this--Axl condoned this kind of talk up until she decided to call out Milliz.

Exhibit M:

Exhibit N:

Exhibit O:

Now, all of this is about Milliz and Earnest, two “minors” as Axl J. Trump states in her call-out post. Yet she doesn’t even address this in her call out post. Why? Because it’s damning. Because it points out she is what she really is--a hypocrite. I’m sure that once she sees this she’ll pull some excuse out to wipe it clean, but that’s all it really is. An excuse.

Moving away from politics, I’d also like to point out a major character flaw of Axl’s that she has failed to recognize. She is an awful friend. I mean, truly, terrible.

Most people have an issue with their friend? They discuss it. They talk to them about it and work through it. They don’t just go and gaslight them and pull the rug from under them like Axl did to Milliz.

Exhibit P:

Axl went and posted her and Milliz’s private conversations just to criticize her in front of everyone and then reblogged it five times and counting to make sure as many strangers and friends alike would have their opinions of Milliz tarnished. What kind of friend does that?

Exhibit Q:

Here she outs Milliz for talking about an OC she didn’t like. Milliz is open about her mental health on her about page, she states clearly that she doesn’t like seeing other OCs or people paired with Earnest. I don’t see how complaining about an OC you don’t like to a friend in private is so damning. I’d argue that posting a private conversation with the intention to harm someone else’s reputation is a lot worse. Milliz isn’t sending hate to the OC’s creator. She’s not posting public posts insulting the OC. She’s venting to a friend. That’s not a crime, and it doesn’t make her a bad person.

That said, I’d also like to point out another of Axl’s hypocrisy: her telling Milliz that she needs to get professional help in her call-out post, and then claiming that Milliz will never change.

Exhibit R:

Exhibit S:

As I stated way back when I was talking about Axl and her going after her ex, she claims her ex “forced her into online therapy”. I don’t know if Axl has since changed her mind or if she’s using someone going into therapy as some sort of insult, but it definitely doesn’t seem right to me. And then the added kick where she knocks down Milliz hopes of bettering herself? This doesn’t seem to me like someone concerned with helping others from getting hurt. This seems to me like someone who is vengeful and angry going after an old friend.