kill me before I kill myself

Nettie, Hungarian, with bipolar depression, anxiety attacks, 7 failed suicide attempts, an addiction to self harm in any way, and a fucked up life. I do not glorify anything on my blog. If you need help, feel free to message me anytime x

[nostalgiaishere]

[disruptivedisgusting]

i dont think anyone really understands the levels of passively suicidal that i actually am bc like it doesnt matter where i am or what im doing id still rather be dead and its so exhausting

[rhsin]

“You’ve invested so much energy into trying to save a relationship that is destined to drown and maybe it’s time to reinvest that energy into saving yourself.”

— r.h. Sin 

[bpd-hellfire]

i’m bored with myself as a person maybe i should do some drugs or crash a car or stop eating again or pick up a nice smoking habit just to keep me busy

[screampoem]

[syntacked]

[timbllr]

from weheartit

[pisces-amor]

[serious]

[reactivpsychopath-deactivated20]

The right person will never get tired of you

[toastbutteregg]

“I wonder if you ever talked about me to someone.”

— Unknown (via lazypacific)  (via coluring)

[shahmah]

[naturaekos]

“If it’s still in your mind, it is still in your heart.”

— Paulo Coelho (via goodreadss)

[naturaekos]

“❝ I’m not really sure why. But… do you stop loving someone just because they betray you? I don’t think so. That’s what makes the betrayal hurt so much - pain, frustration, anger… and I still loved her. I still do.”

— Brandon Sanderson (via amortizing)

[unchildhood]

[badlydrawneverything]

[screenshotsofdespair]