ima be so real, i probably look like such a loner right now, and i donāt meant this in a self deprecating way. honestly, yah i could be viewed as a loner. iām by myself very often. i donāt really talk to people often (kinda mostly by choice, i could try to if i wanted to)
but, being for real again, iām kinda fine with that. like honestly, im chillin in my own company. like yes, i may be on my phone most of the time and doomscrolling the majority of it, but no, i donāt really feel bad about it. yes, doomscrolling 24/7 may not be the healthiest thing to do, but honestly itās better than bed rotting and spiraling with negative thoughts. for me, i like my alone time. i kinda need it lately. and iām not looking at things that make me feel worse (this, i used to do), iām looking at posts that inspire me. iām watching stuff about my current favorite show. iām doing what makes me happy. and thatās chill to me.
iām allowed to wanna chill by myself often. iām allowed to wanna be on my phone. iām allowed to giggle and laugh at the funny posts i see. iām also allowed to ignore the things online that i donāt like or agree with or that make me feel bad. iām allowed to consume what i wanna consume. i donāt have to feel bad about it. and itās not a negative thing, at least not to me.
yes, it is possible that i can be perceived as a loner, but i know what i am. thats what matters to me. and what i am is chill. i am content. i am a-okay with myself. iām able to enjoy my own presence. that doesnāt mean iām a loner.
if you ever feel like a loner, but you know you enjoy your own presence, donāt let the negative thoughts of it consume you. remind yourself that you are going to be your own best friend throughout your entire life. nobody else in the world will be with you as long as you are and have been with yourself. make sure youāre someone you like hanging out with, it makes life a little more comfortable. <33