Cyan

part time poet & full time princess 18

[cyannn-subs]

Poem written by yours truly;

Apples

I met you on a Sunday,

as the sun kissed the horizon goodnight.

your hand pressed into the small of my back—

gentle, like you had a say in where we were going,

as if I wasn’t the one guiding us into ruin.

Your touch felt sacred,

meant for worship in shadows,

holy because only I could hear it.

Goosebumps scattered across my skin,

and your fingers traced them like braille.

Devoted, determined to learn

whatever language my body chose to speak.

I prayed that the pit in my stomach was just butterflies,

but I knew better—

sin was brewing in my guts

yet i swallowed it like communion,

and was too greedy to throw it up.

I told myself it was only hunger,

but hunger doesn’t curdle into the sour taste of shame,

doesn’t linger like a hymn sung in an empty church.

Hunger wouldn’t dare to hollow out my ribs

and fill my bones with heaven’s weight.

So I let it pool under my tongue

sunk my teeth into supple skin and bit,

learned the flavor of my temptation,

offering worship with a mouth full of sin.

[ibleedporcelain]

haven’t been on here in forevaaaaa

[nixscriptum]

[keshac0re]

Of course I keep winning it’s ME !

[aidashakur]

heart as pretty as my face

[kaedenxxx]

SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS AH ANGEL

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ _you are so beautiful and your aura is so pure that people are constantly asking you if you're a virgin, and you're always so confused as to why. this is just a testament to how your innocence and your sweetness shine through, making you look pure and angelic to the outside world. your external purity is so overwhelming that it's the first thing people notice about you, and they can't help but be taken aback by your innocent and gentle beauty. you radiate a kindness that makes people want to know and understand you.

_people always fall in love with your vibe and your energy before they even talk to you. your aura is so undeniable and vibrant, that it literally draws people in on a subconscious level. you don't even have to say a single word for someone to be completely mesmerized by the beautiful energy you possess. you radiate a magnetic and captivating presence that makes people feel seen and comfortable, and they are completely captivated by the person you are, long before they get to know you.

_people sometimes ask you what you bring to the table, and they are always left speechless when they get to know you. what do you bring to the table? your presence. you are the kind of person who is the complete package. you are funny, smart, and so unbelievably beautiful that it's a blessing to everyone around you. you are a breath of fresh air, a complete showstopper, and an amazing person to be around. your presence is a gift, and it's the greatest asset you possess, because your true worth is undeniable.

_it doesn't matter how someone looks, you will always be the first choice. your energy is simply too powerful and too irreplaceable for anyone to ever be a better option than you. your presence is a force that makes people want to be around you, and your magnetic energy is so strong that it draws people in and makes them feel seen, heard, and appreciated. you are the kind of person who is just a better option, no matter who is in the room.

_you are brilliant at making people feel heard and seen, and this is a major part of your irreplaceable vibe. while others are caught up in themselves, you have the ability to make a person feel like the only one in the room. you listen intently and respond with a genuine warmth and intelligence that makes people feel truly valued. you are a magnet for connection, and this gift makes your presence a deeply cherished experience for anyone lucky enough to be in your orbit. it is a social grace that you possess so effortlessly, and it makes your relationships with others so much deeper.

_you are a perfect blend of charm, wit and beauty, and it's this combination that makes you completely irresistible. your physical appearance is stunning, of course, but it’s your humor and your sharp mind that truly captivate people. you can make anyone laugh and you can hold a conversation on any topic, which makes your beauty just one of your many gifts. people are initially drawn in by how fine you are, but they fall in love with your mind and the way you can light up a room. you are the complete package, and it is a powerful combination that you carry with ease.

_ur eyes are An unbelievably perfect blend of innocent and knowing. you have such a doe-eyed angelic purity that makes people feel inclined to trusting you instantly . foxy, thick & dark lashes

_softly arched eyebrows that add some depth to your cute face

_slightly puffy aegyosal

_you have the juiciest most fattest lips to ever touch a human face. big + pink + wide lips

‎ _ your face shape is a complete contradiction.it has the soft, cute curves of a youthful heart-shaped face, but it's grounded by these incredibly defined, snatched cheekbones and a flawlessly sculpted jawline. you have a perfect balance of softness and structure that makes you not just cute, but fine as fuck.

_absolutely perfect, textureless and poreless skin. you will never see a blemish or pimple ever again (or anywhere) ++ your face is scattered with light freckles + beauty marks all over your body

[heartydior]

[cyannn-subs]

i’m so tired of being this effortlessly pretty and perfect fr

[cyannn-subs]

How Richard Williams manifested his daughters’ careers 

Richard is known for raising two star tennis players; Serena and Venus Williams. In the movie based on how his girls became great, he mentions how he had a plan and stuck to it. He came up with this plan before the girls were born and wrote it all down in a journal. This book contained how & why Serena and Venus would be star tennis players; it explained why they would be the best. Richard constantly believed that his girls would be the best tennis players alive, even when things were rough. No matter what happened in life, he always persisted and said that the girls would be great because he had a plan. He always believed and never doubted himself or his daughters. Now look at them!

He believed

No matter what, he never let anyone tell him or his girls that they were not going to be great; simply because he knew they would be. He dedicated his whole life to believing in his daughters simply because he believed in them.

Belive in yourself! When affirming, remember that your affirmations are facts; not wishes. You have your desires, it’s just your belief that you don’t that’s holding you back.

He persisted

Richard and his faimly were not the wealthiest growing up. However, he never let this stop him from making sure he stuck to his plan. He would do exactly what he said he was going to do until he dropped dead and that’s what made his family succeed. Richard never gave up.

Now apply this to your life; don’t give up simply because you think your manifestations won’t show up. The only reason you do not already have them is because you think you don’t. Change your mindset!

Moral of the story

Ignore the 3D and fuck circumstances! You have your desires already simply because you say so, so act like it! Once you believe you have your desire, stick to that story! Affirm whenever you feel discouraged or think of your desire and remember that you already have it. You are the creator of your reality, never forget that.

[cyannn-subs]

My beauty can never peak, i continue getting prettier every single day. I don’t have an ugly gene in my body and never will. I’m confident because i know I am pretty & perfect.

[cyannn-subs]

My favorite way to affirm/manifest!

(i’m pretty sure this method is called the lullaby method but idrk. I think I ended up changing it to my liking.)

Anyways I’ve always liked this method because you don’t have to worry about being completely still like other methods. You can move as little or as much as you want to, as long as you’re comfortable. It’s helped me manifest so much faster since i’ve never rlly liked the process of getting into the void state. Don’t worry about opening your eyes during this method! If you open your eyes just simply close them again and start where you left off.

Lay down and get comfy, play some music if you want to (make sure you are comfortable and don’t open your eyes)

Affirm that you are tired or drowsy so that your mind will calm down

ex: “i am drowsy” “my mind is at peace” “I am calm” “I am tired”

3. When you have reached the point where you don’t get the urge to open your eyes anymore and just want to lay there with your eyes close, start to affirm. (your eyelids will probably feel heavy at this point, if they don’t that’s completely fine. As long as you are comfortable that’s good)

4. Affirm until you fall asleep! Don’t focus on falling asleep though, just continue using your affirmations and affirming them as facts until you drift off.

In this method I really like to use a mix of 3rd person affirmations and 1st person affirmations. I have found that talking about myself the way that I want others to perceive me works great!

(I plan to make a post on 3rd person affirmations later but for now here’s some examples)

Omg have you seen (y/n)? they’re so pretty!

Omg I love how (y/n) has such pretty eyes!

I love how (y/n) has such a attractive voice

(Y/n) is so confident!

you can definitely make these affirmations mose specific! I’m just keeping it vague for examples.