V. YuleLogger

| She/her | AroAce Bi🏳️‍🌈| ENFP III-, 6w7 9w8 4w5 sx/sp, ELFV, RLUAI, True Neutral🌞| Ravenclaw🪶|Artist🎨 | Purely Aesthetic🌌 | Imaginary World🌈 | Christmas🎄/Dystopian👾/Cyerpunk⚡/Other Aesthetics…📦| Welcome to Cyberland, North Pole❄ | P.S i made this acc 2 years ago, it's cringe, please dont look....

[cyberland-northpole]

I leave everything behind so I can catch up to you, but no matter who I try to become, no matter what I threw away just to be the perfect one...

I will never be the one you glance at in your sweetest moments neither will be the one you look forward to talk to in your bitter times.

There are so many questions screaming in my mind with the urge to back away and say goodbye...

Now, I'm just a hollow shell waiting for the redemption. A body that once holds something more than just a cold shadow of a tearful soul.

[sustancy]

[cyberland-northpole]

Aren’t we all?

[cyberland-northpole]

Somehow my mind still can't stop thinking about you.

Even in my dreams, you never care for me. I saw you, just standing there talking to somebody else.

Why do I even look to you? Longing for someone who will never love me?

Why weren't my soul be filled with somebody else by now...

[cyberland-northpole]

Falling out of love is the most painful thing imaginable.

It’s inevitable that one day I will woke up to the thoughts that are filled with someone else, other than you.

Even when you never love me and it’s a bittersweet aching in my chest, but I hope it won’t change a thing.

[etherea1ity]

by lana gramlich

[cyberland-northpole]

Longing for a place you’ve never been…

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[cyberland-northpole]

Comfort in melancholia

[cyberland-northpole]

Sorry, can't save me now.

Sorry, I don't know how.

Sorry, there's no way out.

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Sorry...

[cyberland-northpole]

Everytime we met, I die a little bit inside,

Still I don’t know why my heart fell for you every single moment I saw you.

That lips of yours is alluring,

Pulling me closer into the endless aches of my soul.

I know I will never embrace you around my arms,

So let me wash all of these thoughts away.

[cyberland-northpole]

At least in my little made up world, we are here together…living the moment, where nothing else matters.

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[cyberland-northpole]

The drink to drown sorrows with ecstasy,

Just this once…

[cyberland-northpole]

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like,

To love someone and they love you back.

Embracing each other’s presence,

Sharing a heartfelt moment.

I want to know what it feels like,

To just hug someone from behind.

Will that heal the cracks in my soul?

Will it take me to a place I visioned sometime ago?

[cyberland-northpole]

It’s one of those 2am rainy night.

Nobody is here,

Just me,

The owner of this colourful lonely cafe…

Gifs Cr. Denny Busyet

[cyberland-northpole]

Wanna drink together and contemplating on life with soft jazz playing in the background?

But will things proceed is another question…

[cyberland-northpole]

Blind me with those lights and filled me with ecstasy,

So I could just escape this painful memories.

What should I do when temporary feels like eternity?

Watching your nightmare turns into reality.

Cr photo from Flickr. TJMDesign

[cyberland-northpole]

Longing for you…

[cyberland-northpole]

[cyberland-northpole]

Waiting foolishly