CYNDART

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march

Pinch, punch, first of the bunch

to end a life that hadn’t begun

Escaped the pit to a darker distraction,

found a weapon, a silence and then found satisfaction

Wished myself life then ratted the race,

ran 10 miles straight, a place, in this chase

Days and days remained the same, 

this shame, this blame, this skin aching pain,

She’s vain? she’d vein, or maybe too plain,

eyes in the mirror never saw her a winner,

but she saw past the rise of a need to be thinner

A cult of vixens that taught strength as no dinner

A sinner? forgive her, she’s just full of fear,

trusted no who applauded when her best parts disappeared

Had every right to say no but never yes, 

excluding the time he unzipped her distress

Saw skin, saw blood, sore guts and sore glory,

saw every secret kept and told each one like a story

A moral? unknown. hidden, stolen, lost

the price of life rises but you’ll afford it at what cost?

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“Why Are You Crying, Child?” - 2016, Oil on canvas

(better pics of this soon)

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Calvin Harris 0.4 felt tip on paper

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will there ever be a point in which we are content with our current selves? or will we live in a permanent state of desire to change our whole lives?

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something about a girl with books in her bag 

and post-its with phone numbers scrawled over

sitting at the bar with a nightcap

and dreaming about tomorrow

something else about self help leaflets

and suicide hotlines

sitting at the bar alone with her nth drink

and dreaming about foolish fantasies

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GCSE Book 1 & 2 highlights

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Those hands were drawn by a mysterious artist which have unfortunately been misinterpreted as Schiele works, it has been circulating tumblr. The same goes for the one you've done on the Klimt page

yep, i know! which is why i said ‘inspired by’

and for the klimt page, i also knew this and wrote about it in a previous post (link)

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The only artist copies you've done on the Egon Schiele pages aren't even works done by Egon Schiele

the hands are the only thing i’ve painted on the Schiele page which are inspired by rather than copies so i don’t really know what you mean !

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Full pages from GCSE book 3

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GCSE Art book 3 highlights

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GCSE Art, book 1 & 2 highlights

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2 shots of espresso every time because one never makes much difference

2 shots of jäger or anything because one never makes much difference

2 shots at work but even when i promised i didn’t do anything different

2 shots at love because i fucked it up the first time but this time it’s different

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life is so awful unless you’re drunk or in love

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klimt and a lack of stability 

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2am

once considered deep in darkness, now a time when my brain is vivid with tint.

thoughts about my ex's

as i repeat the nightly farewell, remembering three x's.

time ticks on, sounding clockwork animation

as i think over about current affairs, about bad habits and how to break them.

feelings felt for past souls don't remain

yet i can't get the taste of you and others out of my brain.

solid feelings are a distant memory.

solid food? a threat to me.

a wave of sense, drowning in perception

symphonic daggers dripping with deception.

unrequited confessions causing false feelings of doubt

left me wondering if with help, i could cope without.

pushing buttons accidentally, both mentally and physically/

familiar voices concerned by who’s with me.

not giving thoughts a final cycle, 

the reasons for leaving: consequently un-decipherable.

[ahnah]

some recent stuff!!

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a klimt study I did for gcse. and i say study because originally it was meant to be a copy but i later found out that this wasn't by klimt but hey ho