I wonder what it feels like to be in a state of mind where everything is actually okay. Where you actually look forward to be alive. Not the pressure of bills causing so much stress to your brain and most importantly your body.
Some people live in a peaceful environment and I am happy for them. I want to be just like them just so I can finally be happy.
They get to go on adventures whether local or foreign.
They get to be more knowledgeable about other cities and countries.
They are able to attend concerts from their favorite artists.
They are able to go out to eat wherever they want and get whatever they want.
They are able to drive in a decent car.
They are able to buy useless items that bring them joy.
They are able to actually be happy.
They are happy. Not. In. A. State. Of. Survival.
Some of us are born learning to survive and that’s so tiring. We are tired Spiritually, Mentally, Physically, Emotionally. Just everything.
When can I get a little bit of good karma and just get stable…














