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Here we go again

I cut for the first time in months and now I feel sick. Memories from my past are returning and my stomach aches and I just want to cry.

I'm so ready to take all of those pills and not wake up

I try to tell myself you can't hurt me anymore, but I'm still scared you can

I feel skinny today. It's been a couple days of not eating as much. Feeling a bit better .

I purged so much last night my face is swelled

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I don't know who the fuck you were raised by but people like you that have the odasity to just willingly ruin people's things for no good God damn reason except "I was mad" are pathetic. What's the point? It's so fucking messed up. I hate this God an fucking world. And honestly I just want to fucking leave this world and this is one of the multiple reasons why.

The 5 minutes of joy I get from eating is not worth the days worth of anxiety, the 30 minutes of getting sick...and possibly the hours of self harm

To myself.

BEING A FAT FUCK WON'T GET YOU ANYWHERE

You want to be skinny?

STOP. FUCKING. EATING. SO. MUCH.