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Made a new Tumblr.

Still has the same URL though. d0p3h00d-3l1za.tumblr.com

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Forever alone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ oh well.

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Feeling: Unwanted.

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I made this last night when it was family night. I love my son, Elliot. c:

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2 out of 3 are my main boys. Boss is missing, lol. BUT, I love all of my boys with ALL of my heart.

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Going to sleep w| my baby.

Done put Boss and Elliot to sleep, now he's gotta put me to sleep. :D

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I love my boyfriend.

He means the fucking world to me, which is why I needed to deactivate. When he gets rid of the drama filled people in his life then I'll reactivate, because I'm tired of bitches coming into shit. Like, really..

1. Choose whether you like boys or girls.

2. Choose who you really like.

3. Stop coming into someone's perfect relationship.

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Why did you lie to me, right in my face?

I knew I had reasons to be worried, but I never thought that you'd actually lie to me. People told me not to trust you, but I still did. I told myself not to let you two get too close, but I couldn't stop it. Whenever I asked you if you had feelings for her, I had a gut feeling you were lying when you said no. Now, look. I'm stuck with my tears, my sadness and with another heart break because you turned out to be exactly what I thought you weren't. I'm stuck by myself, with all this love that I had for you.. all this care, all this that's built up into my heart and I can't believe it all belongs to a liar, a player. Once again, I was fooled by the smiles and the laughs. I was fooled by the good things and didn't take my time to reconsider that I forgave too much for the bad things. But, it's okay.. because it's my fault that I trusted. It's my fault that I loved. It's my fault that I couldn't see it, but now I do.

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I can tell you don't need/want me anymore.

So, I'll just let 3 be happy.

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Deactivated my shit.

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Puff puff pass, help me light it up. Can't tell me nothin', 'cause I don't give a fuuuuck.

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No, I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend to show off..

But that doesn't mean I need one either. Sometimes, when you've been hurt so much.. you finally realize that you need to stop looking and let them just come to me. So, I'm fine with being friends with guys, I'm fine with not kissing anyone, making love to anyone or cuddling with anyone because at least I know I can call myself independent. So, while you're sitting there trying to move on.. remember that, you're giving yourself the chance to get hurt. Me? I'm happy if you're happy, and I'm happy that I don't need a man/woman to make me happy.

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I'm sexy and I know it.