resilience;;

『 now that I'm... caving in... I found that I'm bent and broken. 』 multimuse sideblog | low activity multiship | multiverse | AU muses as picked on by ritsuka !!! read rules & muses before interacting !!! main muses: Ishida Yamato & Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez

[danryoku-sei]

;; like stars in the night… we shine with a brilliance~

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this is a {{VERY LOW ACTIVITY}} multimuse sideblog, featuring mostly dark plots and nsfw with basis. I tend to be descriptive about my writing, so sorry if anything triggers/offends you. if you don’t like it-- don’t follow. I'm also very slow...I write when the mood strikes.

The name’s Ritsuka, (he/him) pronouns. I’ve run several blogs in the past, mostly Digimon hence that huge roster. My mun FC is Bakugou of BNHA—though I don't care about the fandom and shit, I just like the character.

Main muses: Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez of Bleach & Ishida Yamato of Digimon

音楽は私にとってすべてです。 明るい魂に花を愛してください。

This blog is a sideblog unfortunately, so I follow from @opscurus –- don’t be alarmed when that blog follows you. My friend Zero let me make a sideblog so I didn’t have to make a completely new blog because we share a computer, and a lot more if I care to tell you.

[[ muses || AUs || bonds || playlists || memes ]]

[ohisms]

✱ ˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐁EYOND 𝐒ALVATION ... ( PART ONE. a collection of dialogue prompts originating from supermassive's 2020 game LITTLE HOPE. adjust phrasing / gendered terms as necessary, mature themes present. )

how long have you been sober?

i heard the first 90 days are the toughest.

i know it doesn't add up, but i get something from holding onto this.

we're going the wrong way!

oh please, [ NAME ], could you not patronize me?

hey, can you keep it down please?

you know i hate it when you don't take the things i say seriously.

come on sweetheart, i just had a rough day today.

you're drunk, what a surprise!

that's not it, it never is!

you've been saying that for years!

everything looks okay after ten beers.

i could use a little help.

that's a real low blow.

don't you know how tough this is for me?

at least one of us is having a good time.

reminds me of some creepy cult.

this is a valuable, rare, and sought-after collection.

i'd like to have a bath in peace.

the devil himself would struggle with you.

this place is crazy enough without your two cents.

what's all the noise about?

[ NAME ], help! what should i do?!

stop, it's too late!

i'm sure there's nothing to worry about.

there was nothing you could do.

what's happened has happened.

do you trust your head, or your heart?

my advice, for what it's worth, is... to thine own self be true.

i'm not supposed to interfere.

what do you want me to do, [ NAME ]?!

calm down, genius, i already tried making a call.

hey, [ NAME ], how are you doing?

i don't remember being in any crash.

you're probably in mild shock.

i'm fine, thanks for asking.

think of it as a character building exercise.

teamwork at its finest.

i've got no signal either, must be a dead spot.

– and we've already concluded this conversation.

no need for a vote, decision's been made.

we really don't have time to be arguing.

try to be civil, it costs nothing.

try sticking up for yourself sometime.

i'm not wasting another breath on you.

the last thing we need is you causing trouble.

you wanna come along and wait with me?

i still think the smart move is to stick together.

how'd we end up back here?

there's a rational explanation for what's happening.

i'm doing my best to understand this, just like you.

we're trapped in a nightmare.

we have to get outta here right fucking now.

this isn't helping us find help!

there's nowhere else we can go except into that damn town.

i'm not sure this is such a great idea.

we're really going to get into this now?

i need to know 100% that i can rely on you.

we standing here all night or are we going inside?

life moves on, but we don't all go with it.

there's a phone, but it's been dead for years.

anything you can do would be greatly appreciated.

i saw someone in the woods.

nobody would be out here at this ungodly hour.

okay, very good, i'm freaked. who's there?

[ NAME ]? where are you? this isn't funny!

what is your name, sir?

what treachery is this now, [ NAME ]?

[ NAME ], come back here!

how can you not have seen that?!

"stressed", my ass!

you got a better idea?

i'm just gonna say it ... this is exactly what goes down in horror movies.

what the hell do we do now?

i'll deal with this, you stay right here.

who are you? what are you doing here?

what the hell are you? what do you want?!

a black tongue full of riddles, i'll have none of it.

fix your gaze elsewhere!

i am very far from okay ... i'm terrified and confused.

you're blowing this out of proportion, [ NAME ].

fuck that, i'm going another way.

don't you watch horror movies? you never, ever split up.

those movies are dumb.

can we just take a breath and think about what our next move is?

it's not safe for you to be hanging out here on your own.

thanks for coming after me.

the hell are you doing with a gun?

what we don't need is to get someone killed.

make sure the damn thing stays in your pants.

that "terrifying creature" was, in, fact, a cat.

there must be a radio or a working phone inside.

gimme that, i'll smash the window.

if you're feeling under pressure, let someone else do it.

even if you make it, there's no way i'm following.

i might've made a bad call here.

woah, you can't be doing that!

tell me that didn't just happen.

get away or they'll find me!

let's not hang around here, it's time to go.

seriously? you're going in there?

i don't like the idea of being out here on my own.

i'll be as fast as i can, okay?

[ NAME ], the door won't open.

woah, hey, take it easy.

can you stop reacting to every setback like a child?

we'll find a way out of here. we have to.

i appreciate you checking in with me.

who would want land in this godforsaken town?

tell me that didn't just happen.

who would say such a thing?

you look freaked, what's up?

you saw something else, right?

we're really screwed up, here.

can you tell me what you're upset about?

what's going on with you?

i'm going to help you out here if i can, but i need to know your name.

you cannot talk of our secret.

we have an understanding, do we not?

what more proof is needed that the devil walks among us?

the devil is here in this very room.

what the hell was that shit? was that for real?

like i say, i have no good explanation.

when you first told me, i thought you were messing with me.

let's try to force the handle.

still think splitting up was the right move?

personally, i think we're in deep shit here.

maybe the answer lies down the one path we haven't taken yet.

this is fucking crazy, we have no clue what we're getting ourselves into.

[ NAME ], you need to see this.

we were never meant to make it out of here.

i can't see for shit.

you keep saying you're in charge, so... you first.

we can't stay here.

you ever have any family here?

it's already been a hell of a night, but i'm sure we'll pull through.

you don't know that it's safe.

let us pray in silence.

i've done no wrong!

i do not deserve death, i beg you!

who are you ? and how come you look just like [ NAME ]?

the devil is in the wind, seeking to help his own.

[ NAME ], let us conclude our business here swiftly.

[ LOCATION ] is already lost, shrouded in evil!

the devil takes many forms, you know that better than any!

while [ NAME ] still draws breath, [ LOCATION ] is beyond salvation.

i don't know how to tell you what i just saw.

give me a moment, will you? i've just gone through something pretty rough.

what the hell is that?!

don't leave me behind!

i'm coming back for you, [ NAME ]! hold on!

reach out and grab my hand!

that was really quite close.

not that there's anything particularly wrong with death.

that gun might prove to be a lifesaver. or the precise opposite.

this must be very confusing for you right now.

i dare say we'll find out, hmm?

what in the name of holy fuck was that?

it was like something from a nightmare, did you see how it looked?

whatever that thing was, it's gone now.

thank god we're okay.

you are going to tell me right now what happened.

let's ... stay away from that.

i'm all for putting as much distance between us and that hideous thing as possible.

can't a guy get some peace around here?

i don't think there is another way.

[ LOCATION ] isn't a place i want to revisit.

i'm taking this to protect you.

why can't you leave me alone?

it could be leading us into danger, even a trap!

stay close ... who knows what's up ahead.

what did they do to deserve that?

it's just you and me now.

[teamrocketmemes]

EPIC: The Musical - The Ithaca Saga

This is a sentence starter from EPIC: The Musical’s: The Ithaca Saga. 

THE CHALLENGE

“I'm supposed to choose a suitor to wear the crown.”

“I unthread all the work I've done.”

“Cause I'd rather lie.”

“Though I never thought I would resort to this.”

“But I don't know how much longer I'll last.”

“Oh, could it be some kind of sign.”

“Is it finally time for the challenge I arranged?”

“Just know I'll be here buying you time.”

“Time to be the man of the house.”

“And rule with me as his queen.”

“Once you know that your aim is true.”

“Cause I'd rather die than grow old without the best of you.”

HOLD THEM DOWN

“Whoever can string the old king's bow.”

“Where is the man who can string this bow?”

“None of us can string this, we don't have the power.”

“Can't you guys see we're being played?”

“Hold us down while the boy gets bolder.”

“Where in the hell is our pride and our rage?”

“Here and now, burn it down to ashes.”

“Channel the fire inside your soul.”

“Don't you know the prince is not around.”

“Then, when he docks his ship, we can breach it.”

“Hold him down while I slowly break his pride, his trust, his faith, and his bones.”

“Only the ocean and I will know.”

“And when the deed is done.”

“I will not let any part go to waste.”

ODYSSEUS

“For twenty years I've suffered every punishment and pain.”

“I come back and find my palace desecrated.”

“I... have had.... enough...”

“Somewhere in the shadows lurks an agile, deadly foe…”

“We have the advantage. We've the numbers and the might.”

“He's using the darkness to hide his approaches!”

“You don't think I know my own palace?”

“You've destroyed the serpent's head.”

“Old king, forgive us instead.”

“After seeing what the king will do to us.”

“But trust me, I've come prepared.”

“Brothers, come and arm yourselves.”

“We can still defeat the king if we all attack the prince!”

“Capture him, he's our greatest chance!”

“Mercy? MERCY?!”

“It died to bring me home.”

“My family's fate is left unknown.”

“You planned to RAPE MY WIFE!”

“ALL OF YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!!”

“You filled my heart with hate.”

“All of you who've done me wrong.”

“THIS WILL BE YOUR FATE!”

I CAN’T HELP BUT WONDER

“All my life, I'd have died to meet you.”

“For twenty years, I'd dreamt of how I'd greet you.”

“Oh, and now you're here.”

“For so long I've felt alone.”

“Oh my boy, the sweetest joy I've known.”

“Used to say I'd make the storm clouds cry for you.”

“Held you in my arms prepared to die for you.”

“You were never one for hellos.”

“If we all held each other with a bit more empath.”

“What if there's a world where we don't have to live this way?”

“It's one I'll have to miss.”

“There's a girl I have to see.”

WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AGAIN

“Is it really you standing there?”

“Your eyes look tired.”

“Is it really you, my love?”

“I am not the man you fell in love with.”

“I am not the man you once adored.”

“I am not your kind and gentle husband.”

“And I am not the love you knew before.”

“Would you fall in love with me again if you knew all I've done?”

“Would you love me all the same?”

“I know that you've been waiting.”

“What kinds of things did you do?”

“Left a trail of red on every island.”

“As I traded friends like objects I could use.”

“Hurt more lives than I can count on my hands.”

“But all of that was to bring me back to you.”

“If that's true, could you do me a favor?”

“See that wedding bed?”

“I had built that wedding bed with my blood and sweat.”

“A symbol of my love everlasting”

“Do you realize what you have asked me?”

“The only way to move it is to cut it from its roots!”

“So I guess that makes him you!”

“I will fall in love with you.”

“I don’t care how, where, or when.”

“No matter how long it’s been you’re mine.”

“Don’t tell me you’re not the same person.”

“I love you…”

[danryoku-sei]

[[ ❝ you make the prettiest sounds when you break. ❞ & ❝ you look so good when you're falling apart. ❞ & ❝ i’m going to leave you trembling. ❞ for Grimmjow from the 'sweet filthy things' meme ]]

He was so pliant when they did things, feeding off Ichigo's high energy which he thought was downright hot, and he was glad Ichigo was this way with him, Grimmjow felt special.

He was on his stomach, ass up in the air and feeling so tired already from Ichigo's advances, but hunger burned in his gut, he wasn't tapping out, he couldn't.

A strained moan came from him as blue hair stuck to his forehead, and a line of saliva had run down his mouth and onto the sheet. His cock was rubbing against the bed and begged to be touched, but maybe Ichigo wanted to test him.

"You damn taskmaster." He breathed, and Grimmjow felt so excited to get more of Ichigo's attention, like he was the only man who deserved it. His body tensed, waiting for whatever the other would do next, bent over in supplication to his lover, who could make him feel better, even in his lowest deep inside. "Do it already, you bitch."

[aureuskurosaki-deactivated20250]

Having such a powerful man for his lover was something else he felt. Grimmjow was his and he was Grimmjow's in that they were lovers. Whatever their relationship bloomed into beyond that would come at some point. Letting his hands roam along Grimmjow's exposed body, slowly, as if teasing him.

Testing the Arrancar was something he seemed to like doing when they were like this, but this time was different, he wanted to see just how much he could do before Grimmjow trembled from his touches. Given everything he'd already done he knew that Grimmjow was growing fatigued to some extent. That was fine he'd stay with his lover as they both rested, or slept.

Leaning over Grimmjow's back, pressing against him in various ways given the position the Arrancar was in, was nice. One hand slid along his side again, from his upper back to his hip before he touched his ass. "You look so good covered in sweat, panting for me due to what I've done already. But I know you want more." Because his lover was allowed to be greedy with him.

He chuckles before pressing his cock against Grimmjow, rubbing it against him a few times before starting to sink inside him with a deep groan. Entering was slow but once the tip was past that initial ring of muscle he snapped his hips forward hilting himself inside the Arrancar. "Is this what you've been after, Grimmjow?" A slow roll of his hips would be done, pulling back at a very slow pace before pushing back inside.

No begging was needed. There was no reason for Ichigo to make Grimmjow beg him, not when he wanted the same things that Grimmjow did. The primal urge to claim in some way hit him each time they were like this together. "You always smell so good to me but you smell even better when my scent is mixed with your own." That was something he'd said before, that he enjoyed how Grimmjow smelt when their scents were mixed together.

There had yet to be any talk of claiming one another but the ginger felt that it was more than likely due to Grimmjow's own feelings. Or how they were lovers but not in a relationship. Maybe it was due to the other wanting freedom to fuck whoever he wanted. As much as he hated that he knew that it wasn't up to him. Grimmjow's body was his own.

[danryoku-sei]

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[danryoku-sei]

His body was gathering goosebumps, and he wanted Ichigo so close, clutching at his waist and pulling him so that their bodies pressed together. Deprived wasn't the right word for what the Arrancar felt, but there was a greedy sense of wanting to belong to Ichigo and have himself belong to Ichigo, no questions.

Breath caught in his throat as Ichigo came closer, the need to have more skin contact was growing, as was the thickness of his cock as he got aroused just by looking at Ichigo. Blood pumped in his ears and his hollow hole could feel tree bark against its curve, but it didn't matter. Closer. He wanted more.

Everything he could give... that was quite a bit, and some stuff Grimmjow wouldn't know until he tried things, experimented... They were both sure to have a good time, maybe get a little sore, perhaps bloody. "I'll give ya all 'a me, if you give me all 'a you." It wasn't like him to do anything half-assed, though they still had room to grow in whatever this was. Sure his response sounded sappy as fuck, but he was content around Ichigo.

Ichigo's other words made a deep rumble come from Grimmjow, his cock and ass twitching at the thought of feeling Ichigo even after they parted. Every ache and crack of bone days gone by... he'd recall what they were sharing now. Grimmjow already wanted just that, to be taken (of his own intent) by Ichigo, and have pure, raw, unfiltered sex with him, among other things.

"Hell, I do. Yer fucking gorgeous, that dick of yers doesn't need covered by anything less. Of course it should be covered by my mouth maybe...."

They kissed again and when Ichigo was closer, Grimmjow ran fingers and claws lightly down the Shinigami's back, feeling muscle and bones move. Pushing hips together, Grimmjow sorely wanted to be touched, but they had all the time to do things.

"Bein' scent marked by ya makes me feel good, Ichigo. It's tha first step to couplin' I think." He pushed his face into Ichigo's neck, nuzzling the skin as his claws dug into his back slightly, a little pressure.

[aureuskurosaki-deactivated20250]

"All of you for all of me, huh? I can do that." Sappy might not even begin to cover it but whatever this was between them would change the more they got together. Should their relationship shift to how Hollows did things, would either of them notice right away? Given how much time they spent having sex it was unlikely.

The words were meant, too, Ichigo was going to do whatever he could to ensure that Grimmjow felt him when they were apart. Every ache in muscle, crack of bone, and likely small stings on bites and scratches. The ginger wanted the Arrancar to feel him and remember this night. Likely fondly.

Brown eyes slightly widen as Grimmjow calls him gorgeous. That was a first for him. Most people thought of him as strange looking due to his hair being orange. Or that he was a punk by bleaching his hair when his hair was natural. "You are too, you know that right?" He was saying that Grimmjow was also gorgeous to him.

"Or maybe... perfect is a better way to describe you to my eyes." Others may disagree, but to the Soul Reaper, Grimmjow was perfect. It may be odd given that the Arrancar was a Hollow but the ginger didn't give a damn. His hands would move to Grimmjow's shoulders before sliding down his back, and then his sides, claws lightly pressing against flesh as he did so.

They tended to scent mark one another. Be it with cum or blood. Scent marks weren't permanent by any means but they lasted a couple weeks usually. Feeling those claws pressing into his back made him groan.

If he had his away he'd want Grimmjow to always smell like him but that was impossible as far as he knew. He knew nothing about Arrancar coupling or mating. "I'll scent mark you as many times as you want me to, Grimmjow, so long as you do the same in return."

[danryoku-sei]

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[danryoku-sei]

[[ I'm here--fucking sick again haha. I put some old things in the queue, but will write some current things (maybe also for queue) this week--though it is Zero's birthday week, and they want to do something special for their birthday week, maybe just exist without pressure or something. Probably gaming and watching some movies they've been putting off. ]]

[danryoku-sei]

He liked watching Humans, seeing their successes and failures brought him endless entertainment. And sometimes he liked to mess with people since not many could see him.

He kinda wanted to find another fag, maybe after they ate, and if Ichigo was okay with kissing after he smoked one, he'd listen to him if he didn't want Grimmjow to smoke, it could be for another day.

"A big deal." He echoed and put a hand on Ichigo's back, again kissing back. The other was addicting, and the kisses made Grimmjow want him a little more than food, but the want for Pizza was a bit stronger for now. "I'm a big deal anyways." Chuckling at his own remark, Grimmjow eyed Ichigo and his phone.

The Arrancar didn't really get the technology, and he'd probably never get a phone—unless Ichigo wanted him to... Seeing the picture on the screen his eyes widened, pupils constricting to slits as they focused on the food. "Fuckin' looks good." Ordering before we get there, on that phone?" He found it amusing that Humans contacted one another via phones. Grimmjow just shouted at people if they were far away, but that's just who he was.

Leaning, Grimmjow bent his head to nuzzle Ichigo's neck before they headed where they'd get the Pizza, he wanted to get Ichigo's scent to help ground himself as the time of people watching had made him antsy. "Mmm... sound good ta me, babe. Watchin' tha stars is a thing I do on ocassion."

[aureuskurosaki-deactivated20250]

There'd be no problem if Grimmjow wanted to taste him after they enjoyed the pizza together. "Yeah, a big deal." He'd kiss the Arrancar a few more times before chuckling softly. Grimmjow was a big deal but he didn't want to stroke the Hollow's ego right now.

The screen lit up with pictures of pizza, from basic cheese or pepperoni pizzas to things much more elaborate. "You have any idea what you'd like on the pizza? They have all kinds of toppings." He had plenty of money to pay so they could get a few pizzas if nothing else.

"Yeah, I can pull up the menu and order whichever pizza we'd like." He wasn't picky himself and he never had been. He'd likely get Grimmjow a phone himself, if he thought about it, that way they could keep in contact whenever they wished to. Ichigo would even teach him how to use it to text, call, and things like that.

If he got Grimmjow a phone the Arrancar wouldn't have to resort to yelling to get his attention, he could simply call or text him, or they could have a video chat. Though something told him that things might devolve if they weren't careful. Or even if they were and they simply wanted to do things on camera.

"I like watching the stars too. Or, I used to anyway, the roof at the clinic is a great place to view them." There were other places that were good too, he knew a number of them. So learning that Grimmjow liked to watch the stars was nice. "I wouldn't mind grabbing some things from my place so we can watch the stars together for a while."

He'd be sure to grab things they'd need if they got heated too. Just to be on the safe side. When they were together he had a hard time keeping his hands to himself. Or his lips off Grimmjow's. He might need to work on that at some point but he wasn't sure if it was necessary.

"So, we'll enjoy our pizza together first and then, find a place to watch the stars together. If that's what you'd like to do."

[danryoku-sei]

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[nakamurakleo]

isn't your cat loves your clothes?

[kurosakichi]

@danryoku-sei sent in: [src] moan~ // from Grimmjow

Inside his place, Ichigo was laying on his bed, one hand working his aching cock, while he had two fingers moving inside himself from the other. "Ah- fuck." His back arched slightly, while his fingers were long, he couldn't always hit the spot inside himself that made him see white.

He continued to move his hand up and down along the full length of his cock, sometimes even going as far as to fondle himself a bit. A gasp was torn from him as he kept pleasuring himself while also working himself open at the same time. His head fell back against his pillow and he let out a pathetic little whimper.

The shinigami wasn't paying any attention to his surroundings, so he wouldn't know if anyone was watching or close enough to hear him. His reiatsu would spike every now and then, when he felt especially good. "Nngh, shit it feels good." He didn't have a habit of talking to himself but since he was alone moaning was fine.

The stroking and fingers sped up, he was rocking his hips against his hand, moaning wantonly. As his back arched even higher he shuddered. "Fuck, fuck- Gr-Grimmjow!" He hadn't orgasmed yet but he was growing close. Moaning Grimmjow's name out hadn't been intentional and it was unlikely he'd even noticed it had happened.

[danryoku-sei]

Of course Grimmjow had a key to Ichigo's place, and Ichigo had a key to Grimmjow apartment--not that he was there that much. Having gone inside, his body tensed.

There was a smell, a strong scent. One that was all Ichigo, that which he craved, and Grimmjow's pupils dilated, his toes curling in his shoes--which he kicked off.

His nose caught the smell of the Shinigami's specific musk, and his body twitched. Steps were heavy as he made his way into Ichigo's place, knowing where to go--he had been there a few times.

The scent of Ichigo grew stronger as he got to the bedroom, and the door was open. His ears caught sounds of the other jerking off--he smelled so good.

His eyes widened when Ichigo spoke in his pleasure, he was thinking about Grimmjow... That was hot. The way that Ichigo's reiatsu spiked every now and again, it had him already heavy in the dark jeans he wore.

Swallowing thickly, Grimmjow grabbed the door frame and walked inside, to have his breath stutter as he saw Ichigo masturbating. Fuck. Ichigo said his name and Grimmjow reflexively growled--realizing he had done so as he stood in the doorway of the bedroom, and stared at Ichigo. "Yer so damn hot."

[daisylambs]

[danryoku-sei]

( @hikarixchikara )

[danryoku-sei]

[[ Kouichi smokes. His favorite cig (though he can’t actually feel the nicotine,) are the standard cigarettes. ]]

[danryoku-sei]

[[ Might look at doing another sweep through my muses, add more? Remove some? Who fucking knows. I want my other muses to get interaction but it's my fault I'm not getting anything.

I'm slow, yeah, but I'm a dedicated person when it comes to writing with people. Also, might make more AUs for muses, and I should probably make a list of them to add to my pinned—that's something I keep forgetting. EDIT: I already have a page, I just don't go on my actual blog much, so I forget about 'pages' I made haha.

My damn sleep hasn't been the best I admit, and I've been sick again—for those that know, it's funny. ]]

[danryoku-sei]

[jordanluvcats]

music blinkies

[theadamantium]

Harri's Concert Photography // Creed // Scotiabank Arena, Toronto // November 2024

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[millenniumpharaoh]

blood-moon-killjoy​:

If it’s okay to start an rp with you anytime, reblog this

I know a lot of people (myself included) worry about being unwanted or anyone, so reblogging this means it’s okay for ANYONE to start something whenever. Let’s hope this gets the canon flowing a little more.

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC

📋 : how organized is your muse?

✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

🧺 : how often do they do laundry?

🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?

🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION

🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?

📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?

🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?

INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE

🕵️‍♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?

🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?

🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?

👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?

📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?

💀 : do they trust their own memories?

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT

🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?

🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?

🧷 : who failed them first?

🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?

🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?

🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?

🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?

🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?

🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?

HABITS / VICES / COPING

🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?

🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?

💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?

🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?

☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?

🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?

SEXUALITY / INTIMACY

🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?

🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?

🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?

💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?

MORALITY / CHOICES

⚖️ : what line will they never cross?

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?

🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?

🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?

📜 : what promise do they regret making?

🪦 : what hill would they die on?