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Daphne Tran Hoang | Orange County

[daphneehoang]

To my Past Self,

I stumbled across this page after being absent for ~4 years? I’ve scrolled through all the posts that were made and realized how much I’ve grown and how naive I was back then. After all the tears shed and heartbreaks I’ve gone through, did I learn from each one? Yes. The unnecessary drama, the overdramatic yelling... all of it. For the longest time I’d convince myself I was the source of the problem, any problem, said problem. I’ve come to terms that that wasn’t the case. I am more accepting of myself (for the most part) and I have been able to cope with things easier. 

I’ve cut ties with many people I’ve come across because they didn’t fit well in my circle or were too toxic to allow them to continue leeching onto me and I’ve found myself to be able to breathe better. I have a lot I still need to work on myself. So I hope that the present me, understands that the future can still be rough and raw, but how I choose to shape and define it is entirely up to me.

[unsends-deactivated20170829]

[thelovejournals]

If you break someone’s heart and they still talk to you with the same excitement and respect. Believe me, they really love you.

Unknown (via thelovejournals)

[deeplifequotes]

You will never have to chase what wants to stay with you.

(via missangelamari)

[woarm]

“can i see you again” is such a sweet thing to say

[iamhannalashay]

Man this makes me melt

[daphneehoang]

"Deep sighs and tired mind. So many uneasy restless nights, when will you let yourself be weak and vulnerable for just one sec. I'll listen to you cry, and I'll listen to you yell. But I'll still look at you with the same love I have for you. I love you, did you know that? I'll say it again. I love you."

[daphneehoang]

A lot on my mind but a few words to say.

[moonlyaffairs]

Two years later A girl sits in front of her ex lover. He doesn’t say a word And her heart doesn’t ache for him anymore. Her hair is longer than it’s ever been. She is even more beautiful than the day he left her. And at that moment, He panics. He lost her. And he can never have her back. He can just watch her be beautiful And in love With someone else.

Zienab Hamdan - The day when the tables turn (via moonlyaffairs)

[1112pm]

And I hope that

after being with me,

you will have learned

to never call the woman you love

a bitch, a hoe, a slut, a cunt,

that you will never ignore her for so long

that she learns what days feel like

without you,

that she never ever feels the concept of

“being used to it,”

that you will never neglect her 

for your phone, your television shows, 

both your highest highs and lowest lows.

I hope that her efforts are never taken for granted,

that you never take advantage of her weaknesses.

And I shouldn’t even help you out

but despite everything,

I still want things to work out

for you.

[danielodowd-deactivated20170124]

[block]

I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.

Why I Need to Say Goodbye To You.  Michelle K. (via itcuddles)

[daphneehoang]

You broke my heart and that wasn't enough for you so you decided to break something else too; you do not get to walk back into my life after the damage you've caused because that's so unfair and selfish of you If you leave, you leave; if you stay, then stay. There's no 50/50 or half ass involvement of you being indecisive because half the time you're unhappy and the other times you somewhat are You haven't cleaned up the mess you made and here you are making more for me to clean after you Enough is enough

[missingfireworks]

So it didn’t last – that doesn’t mean it wasn’t good.

maybe the best things don’t need to be forever (via missingfireworks)

[daphneehoang]

We played fire with fire and now we’re at each other’s throat without a second thought that the hands we used to caress and to bring each other close to hold we now use them to hurt each other. To think we’ve stoop to a level so low it breaks my heart to know that instead of loving the other, we only bring pain and hurt to each other. How long do we keep this facade, that we aren’t really happy.

Maybe it’s best. That you leave on your own and I do the same. i’m not worried at all for your well-being, because I know you’ll spend the rest of your time finding yourself while I find myself among others with or without you. As you thrive and continue to grow, I will survive on my own

Because you don’t necessarily need me, you probably just want the thought of having me around. And i say that as a fact because you did just fine managing a store and putting together a group of individuals that now look up to you. And before I came into your life, there has been no obstacle that’s stopped you from doing what you want, when you want; Again, we’ve reached our twenty’s and we are not at the age where we tell each other what to do, just what we want to hear. So if you go, then go. Don’t stay for my convenience

I’ve done enough of opening doors to welcome someone in to having to close the door behind them as they leave only to leave for good while I hope that one day, that someone would come waltzing back through those doors.

With that being said, when someone tells you they love you and you to them and they care for your well-being and your security but instead you reciprocate your love to them by leaving in the middle of the night, you don’t really love them at all If by loving someone means disappearing without a trace and letting the other stay awake wondering whether or not you are safe and sound is what you believe love is, you are wrong in so many ways. You are wrong for assuming love is letting one person indulge in their desires while the other suffers.

‘You reap what you sow’

/end

[doha-chic]

[daphneehoang]

I didn't think we could get any worse than this. But I was wrong, as always

[daphneehoang]

I deserve a lot better than you. I don't deserve to feel like I'm easily replaceable or expendable, and I don't need to feel insecure all the time. They say being with your other half makes you feel complete and better about yourself. Well, I'm feeling like shit with you.