what a bloody cross to bear: time on my hands but i don't care

vitriol | trans guy 🜖 he/they |  23 about

[dark-alleys]

all-hell => dark-alleys

[dark-alleys]

i do feel really relieved though even though it's kind of heavy because it really was like there was a big hole shaped like him & now that he's back things feel more complete again

[manga-meow]

[sadomiasochasm]

Dog abortion

[rockstarcotta]

[dark-alleys]

at least this way i get to feel the actual real gravity of my own violence to other parts of "my" self. it's hard to be as flippant about it as i used to before i actually knew. it makes kindness easier but it also makes the cruelty feel so much heavier and harder to stomach

[dark-alleys]

head in my hands man. still feeling a little shaken up from finding that other guy again cause i really wasnt expecting that to work but it did and he's back and he really does still exist, and he's the same as ever. and i'm glad that it worked but i still feel awful about what happened in the first place and i don't think he forgives me. i'm just glad that he's still there. i fucked up so bad

[fauxtasm]

[awkwardexxodus]

oh man the painting on this drawing is insa- fuck do you mean #minecraft build

[awkwardexxodus]

the specific build in question btw

[erdogun]

unblock me right now i am a sweetheart

[mi-ciudad]

i knew from a young age that i didn’t want all of this

[pjackk]

Let me click u

[gaylordthethird]

The 4pm bird gets the weird and fucked up spider

[guiltfactory]

i like when they don't fuck because it leaves a big hollow sex-shaped cavity

[cryptotheism]

What's the deal with dogheaded men? I was reading some early arthurian texts and those guys were always fighting dogheaded men, with absolutely no explanation given. Was it a common mythical monster? Was it a metaphor?

Dogmen were real. They had kingdoms and shit.

[hyenaswine]

i think people are starting to confuse class analysis with bioessentialism. like... no not all men do this, but Men as a constructed social class do do this. that's still okay to say. that is regular material analysis of the world around us.

[hyenaswine]

this is true, but it is not bioessentialist. both cis & trans men WILL see a mouse & eat it. this is because it is in their best interest to eat mice. they benefit from eating mice. this is essential to their class position, not their biological makeup.

[michaelnordeman]

The fascinating display of a male Ruff/brushane in breeding plumage.