Iām a stupid selfish fuck slave who needs this blog to look at porn and fantasize about all the things that have happened and will happen to me. I have no limits and want nothing but cruelty. In return Iāll provide nothing but love and obedience.Ā
If you donāt want me to breathe you shouldnāt have to bear it. Just choke me out or put me in a ball gag and kick me so I lose consciousness.Ā
If you donāt want me eating real food, please serve me gruel and mix in a little of your piss to sweeten it, if Iāve been good. Iāll beg for it if necessary.Ā
And of course Iāll wake you up with a blowjob. Thereās nothing better than a nice, thick dick to choke me in the morning.Ā
But if you need to shit and donāt want to interrupt the blowjob, than please by all means Iād prefer it if I could keep blowing you while you take your morning shit.Ā
After Iāve drained your balls dry of cum, of course please let me swallow your piss while you sit on the toilet.Ā
Weāll have to work out whether you would like to lovingly clean your dirty asshole with toilet paper AND my tongue or just solely my tongue. Letās say for now you just want me to kneel down behind you and clean your shit out of your asshole with toilet paper while you take a business call with your boss. You have important work to do, menial tasks like this are for me. That way you can stand in the bathroom and do your important man work while your fuck slave takes care of her job. Of course, even if it was paper, Iād gladly finish you off with my tongue once youāre clean.Ā
But Iām a worthless cunt so Iāve probably done something wrong. Beat the ever living fuck out of me for displeasing you and not cleaning you well enough. I know if I didnāt do such good a good job using my tongue to please you but I understand if one day, when you have a prettier cunt, you want to cut it off.Ā
In fact, when you HAVE found a prettier cunt and donāt need me anymore, please have her blow you seductively and allow me to express my love and adoration one last time before you cut the tendons on my throat with your knife. I promise my last thoughts will be how much I love you and how much I hope your new slave will please you as much as I did.Ā
But for now, I still have my youth and beauty, so please make full use of my tight little fuckdoll body. First base is anal, second is ass to mouth. I go to first on the first date.Ā
But if you donāt want to bother asking my name or getting to know me, just slip something in my drink, then drag my pathetic holes back to your sex dungeon and rape me to your hearts content.
I would never, ever try to escape. I promise, you will only need to chain me to places because I both look good in chains and because Iām so stupid I get distracted easily. As a woman thereās naturally a strong undercurrent of hysterical emotional mumbling underneath everything I do, which is as strong a thought as Iām able to formulate. So while I would never run, unless you chain me to the stove to cook your dinner Iāll probably get distracted and wander off.Ā
Thatās only for the beginning though until youāve trained me. I imagine your beatings would be so harsh and unforgiving, and your brainwashing and mind control so total and thorough,Ā that even my tiny peanut cunt brain could learn quickly. Eventually Iāll be so well trained Iāll anticipate your every need and Iāll be able to follow your eyes as you read so I can turn the pages for you, and stand at attention with a water jug while youāre watching tv to refill it whenever you take a drink.Ā
Of course, if you just want someone to adore your massively, kingly, scepter-like dick while you ignore them and watch the game, just click your fingers. Once for a nice, slow blowjob, twice for a quick throatfuck, three times for anal, and four times for me to pleasure you with my pussy (Pussy is the last because I assume itās going to be the rarest).Ā
Iāll be as loud or quiet as you want. If you want to whip my bare back and have me only sigh in pleasure instead of screaming, I will.Ā
I know I donāt deserve pleasure, but obviously sometimes youāll like to remind yourself what an intense masculine man you are and how much pleasure you can bestow upon women, so while I would imagine most of our fucking sessions will be anal or a cunt numbed by numbing cream, occasionally youāll want me to remind you how gooooood at sex you are and how amazing youāre capable of making me feel, and Iāll just cum over and over and over and over on your cock, because itās the cock of a god. I can ask you permission every time or you can just pound away and Iāll just keep cumming because I love you so much. This is up to you though. If you want me to never cum again, I never will (although Iād imagine you want me edging every day so my cunt is always wet and frustrated).Ā
You definitely do not love me though, and thatās completely to be expected. Most of the time we fuck I definitely will not cum. I donāt deserve love. So every time you fuck me, Iād imagine itās going to be my ass while you whip my back. Of course Iāll clean your shaft with my mouth afterwards and dry it with my hair.Ā
As your pleasure slave and body slave, as your maid and servant, as your property and possession, itās also my duty to keep the body you own, which I inhabit, up to your exacting high standards. My titties are big enough and my waist is small, but I need to make sure they stay that way. Maybe while youāre away at work and after I finish cleaning your house, I could do a brutal workout regime to keep it in shape. And one can never do many squats! I want to have a big, full, nice, firm as for you to grab onto while youāre buttfucking me to your hearts content.
Donāt worry about staying in shape though. Your couch doesnāt care how heavy you are when you sit on itās face, why would I care?
If you have a big, heavy belly Iāll edge thinking about it. Youāre the perfect adonis no matter what. Youāre zeus and Iām some gross filthy peasant woman youāve deigned to fuck for a day.Ā
And part of keeping my body pretty is that I should always remain hairless below my eyebrows. Iāll be completely and totally hairless. Of course it would never even occur to you to shave your crotch. Youāre my owner, your pleasure is tantamount. You should never be put through the slightest inconvenience. Besides, I love the taste of your skin and hair on my tongue.Ā
Staying thin shouldnāt be an issue, as five times a day Iāll suck nutritious, grey gruel. Thatās most of my meal intake, filled with protein and vitamins and served in a doggie bowl. Usually there will be piss mixed into it, but maybe cum on my birthday? If you let me keep my birthday that is and not give me a new one or remove it all together. Iāll lick the bowl clean and thank you for the honor of being allowed to be fed, (and then wash it clean, as Iām the one doing the dishes).
As a reward, once I get up to your incredibly high standards, would you allow me to feast on your scraps once youāve finished your breakfast? Itāll be a scant amount of food of course, as Iāll cook you delicious, delicious meals every single day, so youāll eat it all, but if Iām allowed, then after youāre done and have no more use for me, then I can eat the leftover crusts on your plate and lick the plate clean before I rub it on my needy, undeserving cunt. Iād not be worthy of this honor, of the honor of putting something in my mouth that was once in your mouth, but youāre such a kindly man that youāll allow me, wonāt you? I donāt want to get greedy though. The only thing from your mouth that belongs in my mouth is your spit.Ā
Slap me in the face and tell me to open my mouth, then spit into it while I look at you with shining eyes and swallow it. Or spit on my face of course.
One of the things I enjoy the most is while youāre brushing your teeth, Iāll be worshipping you on my knees, and you can yank my hair back and make me open my mouth so you can spit the toothpaste into my mouth. Or if you donāt even want that much effort you can just spit in my hair.Ā
I wear nothing but what you want me to at all times. Including nothing at all. Including heels. I always do my makeup. I always reapply my makeup. I want you to get hard just by looking at me.Ā
And of course, we havenāt even talked about the most important thing: all the ways Iāll drain your beautiful cock and amazing balls of that delicious white gold. Iāll like your balls gently or furiously, and youāll have to slap when Iām too fast or too slow. Maybe Iāll never get it. But your slaps are pleasure and reward enough, since youāre touching me. Iāll do anything to get your cum: Iāll lap it up off the floor, Iāll eat it mixed into my gruel, Iāll lick it out of a sister slavesā freshly fucked asshole, Iāll long to feel you blow your load into MY asshole (if Iām given the honor), Iāll paint my big fat udders with it, or Iāll simply swallow it quietly and directly if you just want me to pleasure you while youāre doing something else important. I wonāt make a sound when you donāt want me to so as not to disturb your football watching, and when you do want me to make a sound Iāll moan and scream your name as you cover me with your delicious seed.Ā
Fucking destroy me and own me. I want you to. Iām nothing. Be my God. Decide whether I live or die.Ā