Okay... It's been a long time coming and I'm sure most of you have expected this.
I want to say in advance that I'm extremely sorry to everyone I've interacted with, I've not been active at all with anyone in the past few months, life has gotten in the way and it's brought me up to this point, where I think it might be time for me to step away from the roleplay community for a while at least.
I've absolutely loved my time here, I've made so many amazing friends and I really hope we can stay in touch and continue our friendships, you all mean so much to me and have been a massive support to me (even if you don't know it)💜
Although I know I don't really have to, I feel like I owe you all an explanation. Recently, my mental health has not been good. The past 3 years or so, I've been working through a lot and it has been completely mentally and physically draining. I am chasing multiple different diagnoses with doctors and therapists and it's all just a big mess and it's taking a massive toll on me. I have been looking into getting a diagnosis for a serious neurological dissociative disorder that affects my daily life and memory (some of you may know this) and it has affected my time management and abilities to do simple things on a day to day basis.
If anyone is wanting to know more for those who aren't already aware of this, I'm happy to have a conversation in dms, as I have had some conflict in the past regarding how it affected roleplays in the past.
I'm also retaking my final year of university for one of my two courses as I had to essentially drop out due to the time I've spent in hospitals and mental health services the past 3 years.
I don't want to be using these as excuses for my poor treatment of you guys in roleplays, and again I really do want to make it clear that I have thoroughly enjoyed (almost) every interaction I've had here. There have certainly been ups and downs, but recently it has only really been downs. I've lost my motivation to continue, it takes a lot out of me to be running so many storylines and relationships and it's started to make me fall out of line with my own life for being so focused on my characters and their lives.
There may come a time when I might want to reopen again and join back into the community, but for now, it's time for me to take a step back and focus on myself and my future.
I want to keep my OC blog open still, but it will only really be writing about them rather than roleplays. If anyone is interested in keeping up with them, do let me know, and if anyone wants to keep in touch via my main account, shoot me a DM and I'll send you the @ if you don't already know it :3
Again, thank you all for such an amazing experience, I really hope to stay in touch with many admins and continue to be friends and keep up on your roleplay adventures, even if I'm not directly involved in them, I love seeing the character development and storylines 🥰 I wish you guys all the best!
💜: @darkfaexwow @serpents-demonscb @multi-esme @storybook-nct @lovetalkerbot @9ateez-multiau-bot @oc-acehouse @tan-jaeminoc @dark-royals-cb @fallenangel-oc @favegirls-ocbot @blackdragons-cb @foxpack-cb @ursoftieboys @vixen-demonscb
