You are worthwhile.

More to change, even more to learn. I've decided to clean myself up, as, I lost the ability to attach myself to anything for the longest while. This blog is my logbook, the things I want to keep track of and hold dear. Before this, I was ripping myself apart. Casting aside friends, ideas, and treating myself as impossibly wrong. I regret the person I've been. I dove so deep into self regression I forgot what being good is, it's no excuse, but I know that I chose that. That was the start. Angsty thrashing in a desperate attempt to recooperate. I'm not angry at myself anymore. The world finally has color again. I'm un-learning the jerk that I was, and keeping what was useful. It's not perfect yet, and I doubt it ever will be. I'm done lashing out, at least. I still want to be so much better. You can do it too, I believe in you. Here is my collection of what makes me happy. 26 in 2024, Capricorn, Shameless Nerd, He/They/We

[dasfirecat]

I'm going to use Tumblr and it's tagging system to teach myself how to build things and see how bad the tag search references get.

[red-dyed-sarumane]

stop calling your own work slop

[red-dyed-sarumane]

stop forcing yourself to disengage with what you love because a layer of irony makes it more comfortable. admit you care and let yourself feel good about it

[lachrymogenic]

[dasfirecat]

You keep appearing when I'm not looking for you. I hope your memories are fond, too. Similar, in symbology and muse, apart, in clairvoyance. I wonder if you burned that sketchbook. Changes how its all interpreted if you did

[rohie-deactivated20191102]

[madzmadelline]

Always been. Always have. Always will.

[screenshotsofdespair]

[charlesoberonn]

Art by u/reachling

[headspace-hotel]

Get his ass

[bogleech]

If someone cut down whole fucking trees on a property I owned without my permission this would instead be a post about the graphic details of my murder trial (worth it)

[charl0ttan]

[achillesinhighheels]

[mojoyinism]

I’ve accepted always missing you

[achillesinhighheels]

[americansykeo]

i lie when i say i dont care. i care about everyone

[achillesinhighheels]

[neonorange1111]

if you’re reading this , I still love you ❤️

[achillesinhighheels]

[sloppjockey]

self portraits. gouache and oil paintings from over the years.

[goth-queen]

[introvertsnation]

@introvertsnation

[nikoanesti]

Real shit

[yamada-ryo]

Why she serving on the boxart quattro style