I caught feelings for him
I’d be lying if I told you I didn’t think this was going to happen, when I met him I knew what was to come like it flashed in my eyes at first sight of him and of course I’m in a deep heart break as I’m typing this with the sounds of him and a girl downstairs making out, I know he’s going to most likely get his dick sucked or at lease eat her pussy or even fuck they could of been talking weeks in a Vance for all I know, he turns on the washing machine as if that will drown the sound but my ear is close to my door and I can’t help but to sit here in Pain I knew you’d never be mine I knew that when I was with you, you were in a deep depression and that I took advantage of you I knew u needed to feel loved and pleased that I wanted to give it to you and I knew that you wouldn’t give it back to me cause you not like me. I try to wonder what’s wrong with me why cant I feel loved and not the love from friends and family but the romantic kind, I want to be held and kissed and needed I want someone that understands me, I put my headphones on and play music to distract myself from what your doing but can’t help but think of it already I’m sure you’ll drive her home when ur done or set an alarm so u can take her before u have work at 6 am, hope she can’t make u cum I hope u lose interest in it and that it takes a long time to stay focus on cumming I hope that she uses you and that u get hurt and that its just a fling and I never met her but this is what I do I fall deep for someone and only want them to be mine I’m only hurting myself by taking the headphones off and keeping my ear to the door hearing u moan as she’s sucking you off.
