[dawn-petrich0r]

why am I never anybodies first choice

[dawn-petrich0r]

no matter how many years pass or how many times I start over I always end up back in the same spot amounting to absolutely fucking nothing and going no where in life and I never will amount to anything

[taylorswift]

And, baby, that’s show business for you. New album The Life of a Showgirl. Out October 3  ❤️‍🔥

https://taylor.lnk.to/TSTheLifeofaShowgirl

Album Producers: Max Martin, Shellback and Taylor Swift 📸: Mert Alas & Marcus Piggott

[stonerparty]

[taylorswift]

You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

[dawn-petrich0r]

I can feel it all slipping away and no one even notices

A shell of the person I used to be and not a single blink of an eye from anyone

[dawn-petrich0r]

I could die right now and nothing would change. Nobody would mourn me. Life would still continue with or without me in it.

[fucklife101]

No one understands how much I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much I can’t even look on the mirror without feeling absolutely disgusted. I want to die.

[dawn-petrich0r]

Knowing I’ll never be anybody’s first choice breaks me not even my own pets choose me first

[dawn-petrich0r]

How many times are you supposed to restate your boundaries before you admit to yourself that these people don’t love you or care about you the way you do them?

[dawn-petrich0r]

I wish I was loved

[disqualified-human-1103]

I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

[dawn-petrich0r]

I thought I had finally surrounded myself with people who were different and truly cared about me but suddenly there I am again in my teenage hood bedroom wondering why I’m nobody’s first choice and why I’m trying so hard to make friends when it doesn’t seem to make a difference whether I’m around or not

[dawn-petrich0r]

I don’t why I bother trying so hard when all I’ve ever end up being is sad and alone anyways

[svnflowerdreams]

suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?

[xxcheshireesgrinnxx]

I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral

[svnflowerdreams]

not pictured: how red and puffy my eyes are and the new forming headache from hours of crying and just having a really bad low while telling everyone i’m okay/good (: