anyways i just came here to ask anyone else with madd loves lucid dreaming as much as i do
i’ve always wanted to learn how to lucid dream but im too scared too??
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anyways i just came here to ask anyone else with madd loves lucid dreaming as much as i do
i’ve always wanted to learn how to lucid dream but im too scared too??
A concept: A 3d printer you connect to your brain and it prints out your paras
♪ "I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be..." ♪
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mood board: rae earl
When you paraboyfriend/paragirlfriend is a real life celebrity and they get engaged
when someone comes into your room and catches youre daydreaming and you try to act like your werent just pacing around talking to yourself
When you’re at a store and they start playing a song that is on your playlist
moodboard: rae earl ♡ (my mad fat diary)
about para #1- margot amelie m.
Character Chart
Character’s full name: Margot Amelie M. Reason or meaning of name: Margot means pearl in French, Amelie means striving in French Character’s nickname: Mags Reason for nickname: / Birth date: November 18th, 1982 Physical appearance Age: / How old does he/she appear: 16/17 Weight: 45kg Height: 5′ Body build: petite Shape of face: oval Eye color: green Glasses or contacts: glasses Skin tone: caramel Distinguishing marks: freckles and dimples Predominant features: big lips Hair color: dark chocolate Type of hair: wavy Voice: breathy Overall attractiveness: very but doesn’t dwell on it Physical disabilities: / Usual fashion of dress: shorts+band Tees, summer dresses Personality Good personality traits: kind, friendly, independent, helpful Bad personality traits: manipulative, unpredictable, jealous, too emotional Mood character is most often in: sleepy Sense of humor: she has a great sense of humor but knows to take it too far Character’s greatest joy in life: her SO, her children, music Character’s greatest fear: losing a loved one Character is most at ease when: spending time with her family, recoring music, painting Most ill at ease when: around too many people Enraged when: people are ignorant, flirt with her SO Depressed or sad when: she is on tour Priorities: her family Character’s soft spot: cute animals Is this soft spot obvious to others? yes Character’s darkest secret: she was abused by her stepdad and her mother just let it happen Does anyone else know? pretty much all her family and Trent Past Hometown: Bogota, Colombia Type of childhood: happy before her dad left, then very hard cause her mother was emotionally abusive and neglectful and her stepdad was sexually abusive Pets: a dog called Ziggy Childhood hero: David Bowie Dream job: ballerina Education: private Catholic school Religion: catholic Present Current location: hers and Trent’s house Currently living with: her children and husband Pets: her cat Bebe, Trent’s dogs Religion: agnostic Occupation: musician Family Mother: Marina, born in France Relationship with her: pretty bad, her mom didn’t protect her from her stepdad Father: Javier, born in Colombia Relationship with him: non-existent Siblings: Rae, stepsister Relationship with them: pretty good except Rae can get jealous of Margot and Margot is very temperamental Spouse: Trent Relationship with him/her: very loving Children: four Relationship with them: great Favorites Color: red Least favorite color: orange Music: classic rock Food: pad thai Form of entertainment: painting, watching Netflix, reading Mode of transportation: car Habits Hobbies: painting, running, playing the guitar, reading Plays a musical instrument? guitar and a bit of piano Plays a sport? How he/she would spend a rainy day: having sex/cuddling with her husband and reading Spending habits: she’s a very big spender Smokes: yes Drinks: yes Other drugs: used to be addicted to cocaine and amphetamines Extremely skilled at: singing, drawing/painting, dancing Extremely unskilled at: any team sports Nervous tics: biting fingers, sucking thumbs, playing with hair
Traits Optimist or pessimist? optimist Introvert or extrovert? extrovert Daredevil or cautious? daredevil Logical or emotional? emotional Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat?: messy Prefers working or relaxing? working Confident or unsure of himself/herself? unsure Animal lover? yes Self-perception How he/she feels about himself/herself: feels as she is not good enough as a mother, a musician, a wife What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? her ability to make friends quickly What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? being too possessive What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? lips What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? her being very short Relationships with others Opinion of other people in general: always starts off friendly and gives people a chance Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? hides them until they come bubbling up too quickly Person character most hates: her stepdad Best friend(s): Rae, Finn, Jessica Love interest(s): Alex, Francisco, Trent Person character goes to for advice: Rae, Jessica Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: her children Person character feels shy or awkward around: at the beginning- Trent Person character openly admires: Trent Person character secretly admires: / Most important person in character’s life before story starts: no one After story starts: Trent, Rae and her children
maladaptive daydreaming disorder things, my top 5:
☞constantly having blisters, scabs, and wounds on your feet from walking around aimlessly for hours, daydreaming
☞forcing yourself to stop every five or so minutes, pausing music and violently dragging yourself back to reality when walking
☞a morning routine lasting five hours, because you’re not able to focus on everyday tasks without daydreaming
☞desperately trying to focus your attention on something outside of daydreams, reading, studying, listening to podcasts all the time
☞the distressing sense of being detached from reality most of the time