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a million things i can say — but baby, i'll wait some longer
...Mmh. It's cute when they try to be coy, definitely, but something feels like it's shifted, somewhere in Samto's heart. Guys like this, who fall for his blustering hook, line and sinker... It's fun, but it makes him want for something else.
Someone else — A man who he let slip through his fingers, all because he's... Himself, Samto supposes. And Gatrie is not that man. He probably never will be, and that's fine: What this guy doesn't know about his past won't hurt him in the slightest. For now, anyway. Would he be feeling like this, if he hadn't bother with Gatrie at all?
...Well, guess he'll never know!
"'Course I do. What else would I have meant, eh?" He says, leaning just a bit closer like he's telling Gatrie something truly extraordinary. It's normal for guys to feel that sorta way for each other, where I'm from..."
He's cute. Samto hopes, sincerely, that he can find someone who'll make him truly happy after this. He can't do that, he's certain of that much, but maybe he can at least give him an idea of what he wants? It's hard to say, in the end. And, wherever you go, the only way out...
"Chin up. You'll meet plenty of guys like me, if you keep your eyes open! Though, no one as handsome as me, I'd dare to say..."
Is through.
N-Normal? Really?
Is that--is that even possible?
Something twists inside of Gatrie--like a young girl twists an apple-stem, singing the alphabet to find her one true love's initial.
In the next breath, his eyes are welling with fresh tears. They burn him, all that soft tissue, and his breath is hitching in his throat--!
"Heh," he forces out a half-laugh, "y-you must be teasing."
But Samto is... handsome. Even if that's not something Gatrie would have ever said, even if it's not something he'd ever let himself think...
It's true. And there are--there have been plenty of true things that Gatrie never really understood. That he's just figured out how to live with.
Can a man like Samto... can men like Samto's plenty of comrades... can they be something Gatrie can just live with?
He doesn't know. He sniffles. He crams all manner of acrid memories back down his throat.
Gatrie lifts his beer and swallows it all in one shot. He wipes away a tear.
"I... don't think I want to be at the tavern anymore," he says, wretchedly.
"Will you walk me home?"
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a million things i can say — but baby, i'll wait some longer
And then the strange man is touching him, stoutly on the shoulder... Gatrie almost quivers with the feel of it, the certainty. Nothing like the way Theophania had touched him, always a little reticent, never quite sure it was a good idea...
Fuck, he'd tried to convince her, really gave it his all...
He sniffles. It's just the slightest bit simpler to bear, when someone's touching him like they actually want to.
Even if it is a man. Even this man, laced as he is with roguishness...
What would people think? It's not as though the tavern's empty.
But Gatrie hasn't got the heart to care. Any port in a storm, that's something people say. Right?
He's so busy tripping himself up like this, tangling his threads, that he almost misses what the roguish stranger says. Sweet things, honeyed things. Things that swirl and coil inside Gatrie's embattled chest.
Nice name. Handsome. Pretty guy like you...
The people in this pub... they can't see what's happening, the light that's flickering inside of Gatrie's body. The stranger can't see it, either. So it's okay.
Right?
Gatrie sniffles once more, shakes his head as though to clear away the storm-clouds. Half-smiles, wet and faint like the tiniest rainbow.
"You're sweet," he mumbles. "Really, I... I bet the girls go crazy for you..."
Samto can see the diamond-lights flickering behind Gatrie's eyes, as clear as day. It's always a special treat when someone like this falls into his hands, just like it was special when it was... Mmh. Never mind that thought, actually.
"Oh, for sure." He practically sneers. "Everybody goes crazy for me once they get a good look at my handsome face."
(...all except for the one whose attention he wants the most, even now. ah, well: he fucked that one right up, and the ship's long since sailed. and it's sort of a pain he's here too, but...)
...Well, whatever. He's got a sweet catch right in front of him right now, doesn't he? He won't let it go to waste because of the past, he can't. It's... Disrespectful to the ones who didn't make it, Samto thinks, to get lost in the past, in things that can't ever happen again.
(never mind then, that the past does often feel much closer than it is in times like these.)
"The name's Samto, by the way. Probably should've told you sooner, huh? Sorry about that."
Samto. Gatrie will remember that—it’s a dashing sort of name, well-suited to such a colorful rogue. The kind of man who mends stranger’s hearts in taverns, who lays his strong warm hand over their shoulders…
The kind of man who commands the gaze of—of everyone?
Wetly, Gatrie blinks—but even through his red eyes, their tearful ache—even now, bereaved as he is, Samto is handsome. And bold—bold eyebrows, bold jawline, bold enough to say something like that? Here, out in public?
In the pub?
Gatrie colors, though it can scarcely be seen against his ruddy, tear-stained face. He giggles, anxiously, “you mean…?”
You mean men?
His throat works. He can’t swallow, can’t go on speaking. Nothing but soft, fluttering laughter, for far too long a moment.
His heart is thrumming, sprinting, doing little flips. To think…
“Hah,” he murmurs, exhilarated, catching at the coattails of his voice. “I-I’ve never met that sort of man before…”
It’s a lie. He has. But—but here, in the world washed clean with tears, it feels new.
No, Gatrie’s never met a man like Samto. Not like this.
🌌+ what if au where gatrie gets to be prince(ss) fr
if gatrie found out he was Secret Royalty, as youth of a certain age often do in tellius... i think initially he'd be really excited? he can stop doing strenuous work, he gets to wear nice clothes, he can receive fame and glory for just being born the way he was! i think he'd be all about it.
but he's definitely going to be a figurehead, with, like, scheming evil advisors puppeteering the kingdom behind his back, and he is Never gonna figure that shit out. he is just a little bit too dumb and too self-centered and too vain to be an effective ruler right off the bat (though i imagine he could learn if he had a good support network).
also, like, gatrie's first thought when he discovers that he's Secret Royalty is going to be 'chicks dig my prince swag' but this is definitely a double-edged sword as well... being expected to marry a woman of proper social standing and produce heirs is going to be SO bad for his comphet.
generally yeah i think... if gatrie was royalty, he'd become so much more pathologically concerned with his self-image, and the image that he projects to others, and very little work is actually going to get done. and you can't be that kind of ruler in a place like tellius. someone is going to dethrone you.
it would not be good, but he would slay in a velvet suit.
∗ 79﹕ sender creeps up behind receiver to scare them .
As though carried by the wind; suddenly and without a sound Zelkov manifests behind the azure-clad knight. He has but one purpose in this approach - one reason for speaking to the blond at all.
It is a pink handkerchief that had fallen out of the knight's pocket some twenty-paces back.
"You have misplaced this," he says, in his characteristic way. He is close enough that his voice is close to the ear, and he reaches an arm over the knight's shoulder, to dangle the object plainly in his face.
Is that a T embroidered in the corner? Perhaps this man is a fan of needlework too...
Gatrie starts, goes up like a thunderbolt, because there is a ghost behind him.
And Garreg Mach is super haunted, right? So haunted. Gatrie yelps with it, like some kind of girl.
Humiliating.
And then--then there's lace and cotton in his face, pink...
Oh no.
It's Tiffy's handkerchief, Gatrie's one token of her... as her scent has faded from his clothes, and there was never time to get a lock of her flaxen hair...
Gatrie's last memento, and not even one that she gave him. She'd just left it, forgotten when her brother whisked her back home on his white horse.
Gatrie hasn't even got a dun horse, and for a moment--he didn't even have her handkerchief.
What a fool, what a disaster of a man.
To consummate his shame, Gatrie turns. Glum-faced, he accepts the handkerchief, he holds it to his face.
It smells like the dust of the road. Not even--not even like Theophania anymore.
He sniffles, lays his shining eyes upon his savior (who is no ghost).
"T-thank you," he warbles, through burgeoning tears, "you, you don't know what this means!!"
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a million things i can say — but baby, i'll wait some longer
Wooooof. This guy, Gatrie? He's spilling his guts right here on the floor! Honestly, this is even easier than Samto ever could have hoped! Easy enough, in fact, that he almost feels bad about what he wants to do next...
Almost.
"Gatrie?" It clings nicely to his tongue, Samto thinks, as his trap is set. "That's a nice name. Handsome. Fits ya' well."
And, as the first of those hooks sink into Gatrie's skin, Samto thinks that, well, he is quite handsome. A bit dumb too, maybe, but that's not a bad thing at all — It's been far too long since he's been able to let loose like this, or even able to entertain the thought.
"It's too bad, really... That she decided to go on and leave you in the dust." He purrs, letting his hand grip Gatrie's shoulder just securely enough to not unsettle. "'Cause I would've thought all sorts of girls would go just wild for a pretty guy like you!"
And then the strange man is touching him, stoutly on the shoulder... Gatrie almost quivers with the feel of it, the certainty. Nothing like the way Theophania had touched him, always a little reticent, never quite sure it was a good idea...
Fuck, he'd tried to convince her, really gave it his all...
He sniffles. It's just the slightest bit simpler to bear, when someone's touching him like they actually want to.
Even if it is a man. Even this man, laced as he is with roguishness...
What would people think? It's not as though the tavern's empty.
But Gatrie hasn't got the heart to care. Any port in a storm, that's something people say. Right?
He's so busy tripping himself up like this, tangling his threads, that he almost misses what the roguish stranger says. Sweet things, honeyed things. Things that swirl and coil inside Gatrie's embattled chest.
Nice name. Handsome. Pretty guy like you...
The people in this pub... they can't see what's happening, the light that's flickering inside of Gatrie's body. The stranger can't see it, either. So it's okay.
Right?
Gatrie sniffles once more, shakes his head as though to clear away the storm-clouds. Half-smiles, wet and faint like the tiniest rainbow.
"You're sweet," he mumbles. "Really, I... I bet the girls go crazy for you..."
𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 . ( a collection of 100 nonverbal action prompts . mature and potentially triggering themes are present . add “ + reverse ” to swap assigned roles . )
∗ o1﹕ sender tucks hair out of receiver’s face . ∗ o2﹕ sender offers receiver a bite from their fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender places their feet / legs in receiver's lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender offers receiver an earbud to share their music . ∗ o5﹕ sender comforts receiver in the aftermath of a nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender gives receiver company in the hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender wraps their arms around a hysterical receiver to calm them . ∗ o8﹕ sender shows up at receiver’s home late at night . ∗ o9﹕ sender falls asleep leaning against receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender wields a [ gun / knife ] at receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender runs their fingers through receiver’s hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender invites receiver to dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender takes a [ picture / video ] of receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender places their head in receiver’s lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender and receiver make eye contact across a busy room . ∗ 16﹕ sender pushes receiver against a wall to kiss them . ∗ 17﹕ sender and receiver cook together . ∗ 18﹕ sender comes to receiver after being injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender sits in receiver’s lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender lifts receiver's chin , invoking eye contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender overtakes receiver in combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender finds receiver [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender straightens an article of receiver’s clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender crawls into bed with receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender rolls their eyes at receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender lights receiver’s [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender is caught wearing receiver's clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender strikes receiver with a pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender writes a note on receiver’s skin : [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender wraps a blanket around receiver’s shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender runs and jumps into receiver’s arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender shoves receiver out of anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender hovers over receiver’s shoulder as they complete a task . ∗ 34﹕ sender is found by receiver somewhere they shouldn’t be . ∗ 35﹕ sender curls up against receiver in their sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender is found drunk by receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender throws an item of sentiment bitterly at receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender joins receiver in the shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender is caught following receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender traces one of receiver’s [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender twines their fingers with receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender barges into receiver’s home unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender kicks receiver’s shin beneath a table . ∗ 44﹕ sender aggressively shoves past receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender kisses receiver’s [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender pulls receiver out of harm’s way . ∗ 47﹕ sender is found sobbing by receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender locks receiver out of their room . ∗ 49﹕ sender brings receiver [ coffee / tea ] in the morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender rests their forehead against receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender plays a song for receiver that reminds them of them : [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender takes a [ punch / stab / bullet ] meant for receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender buys receiver a drink at a bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender needs receiver’s help getting in the bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender and receiver cross paths in the kitchen late at night . ∗ 56﹕ sender twists receiver’s arm behind their back . ∗ 57﹕ sender winks at receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender is found collapsed by receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender prevents an injured receiver from getting up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender claps a hand over receiver’s mouth to silence them . ∗ 61﹕ sender cages receiver against a [ wall / the floor ] with their arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender storms away from receiver during an argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender is found by receiver sleeping in receiver’s bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender [ applies / touches up ] receiver’s makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender throws receiver into a wall during combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender dances sensually with receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender strikes receiver across the face . ∗ 68﹕ sender places their hand on receiver’s leg while driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender pulls a chair out from under receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender catches receiver’s wrist when they turn to leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender leaves an intimate mark on receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender beats receiver in a video game . ∗ 73﹕ sender and receiver stand in stunned silence after a fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender cares for receiver while they’re sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender and receiver go on a hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender is caught snooping in receiver’s things . ∗ 77﹕ sender and receiver cuddle while watching television . ∗ 78﹕ sender throws something aggressively at receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender creeps up behind receiver to scare them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender and receiver go shopping together . ∗ 81﹕ sender helps receiver [ dye / style ] their hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender draws receiver into a kiss by the back of their neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender is discovered having a panic attack by receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender accidentally injures receiver during sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender grabs receiver roughly by the hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender brings receiver to their knees during combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender shows receiver evidence of a lie they told . ∗ 88﹕ sender winks [ seductively / mockingly ] at receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender yells at receiver to put their hands in the air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender helps receiver patch up a wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender holds receiver as they cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender silently and angrily points receiver towards the door . ∗ 93﹕ sender gestures for receiver to sit down . ∗ 94﹕ sender pulls receiver into their lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender cradles receiver’s face . ∗ 96﹕ sender tackles receiver out of the way of danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender has hidden an injury from receiver , and receiver finds out . ∗ 98﹕ sender confronts receiver about their unhealthy behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender proposes to receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender has just died , receiver finds out .
"Oh wow, hey Gatrie!"
No sooner does she peak her head around the courtyard does she see a familiar large figure.
"Glad to see you kicking around!"
Gatrie whips around—near-stumbles—at the chirping of a long-beloved voice. His face goes bright and star-struck, he drops whatever insignificant thing he was holding. Hastens to her, and wraps his arms around, he clutches her against his chest!
Oh, he has missed her. Her impish smile, her alacrity for things. He’s missed being the butt of her jokes.
He calls her name, and lifts her—she weighs almost nothing, to him—and whirls her around, leaves her undoubtledly dizzy.
Is he too much? He does not care.
The only thing that matters is that Mist is here, and the world’s a little righter once again.
a million things i can say — but baby, i'll wait some longer
Gatrie lifts his head slowly, like the stem of a flower as it comes un-wilted. Like he's been watered after a long, long time--only he doesn't stop sniffling. His eyes are red like roses, like the wildflowers that he once picked for her--!
Again, Gatrie sobs; whimpers right into his savior's handsome face. But--isn't it thrilling, to have someone care what's wrong with you?
People say Gatrie is prone to hysterics. But this time, this time his world is really, honestly ending.
And someone actually cares why, which is...
"Hi," sniffs Gatrie. "Thank you... You're sweet, I just..."
The words are acrid in his throat. There's nothing but to cough them up, right here in the stranger's lap.
"My wife," he croaks, "my Theophania, she--she left me."
And he dissolves into his weeping once again.
...Wait, so he was right? Damn, why isn't his intuition ever this sharp for the things he's actually got a stake in? All the money to be made, if only that were the case... Sigh. That's just life for you. Anyway, to deal with the more pressing issues here...
"Wife? That's rough, isn't it?" He slinks ever closer to the stranger, like a snake tempted by the sight of juicy prey. "But I guess that's how it is, sometimes... You meet a sweet belle, and everything's swell until you find her sittin' real pretty with someone who isn't you."
...Honestly, behind all the tears and swelling and general nastiness, his stranger's got a handsome face — The sort of cute, wounded-doe look that would make him go crazy if he weren't trying to worm his way into him first, sinking the hooks in before he starts taking risks.
"But there's plenty other girls around here, y'now. So it's not like you're completely ruined..." That understanding smile a moment ago sharpens, twists into something a bit more dangerous. "You wanna tell me your name, stranger?"
A sniffle. His name feels rotten in his mouth. Can barely spit it out, what a desperate failure of a man he is. Can’t keep a woman happy. Can scarcely keep himself from cleaving to the sweet lilt of the stranger’s—the strange man’s voice.
“‘M Gatrie,” he mumbles. There’s a surname, too, but the last time he heard it was when—was when Theophania renounced it. So he doesn’t say.
Just sniffles. His hands are hot with spilt emotion—he clutches at his mug of beer to cool them.
He lifts it, and takes a sip, and grimaces. Hiccoughs—it tastes terrible, but this is what men drink when they are full of sorrow. Gatrie heaves a ponderous wet sigh.
“Only… I don’t want other girls… I want my Tiffy, my Theophania…”
Only Theophania doesn’t want me.
Gatrie stifles a sob, and shakes his head. Takes another pull at this awful, awful beer.
“She’s not even—she’s not even with some other man. It was her brother, who came and brought her home…!”
There is nothing, then, but to hunch over his beer and wail.
“She’d rather have nobody than me!”
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Rhys is a trusted comrade and a treasured friend. Gatrie cannot thank him enough for all the times he's put Gatrie back together after some ill-advised thunder & lightning maneuvers. <3
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Um. Uh. Huh???
He's, uh. That's a. Hm. That's a.... really.... strong man with... a heroic face? Gatrie must... really admire him, or something...
Not in a gay way, though. Not like that at all. Haha.
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Soren's expertise has saved Gatrie's life on the battlefield more times than Gatrie can count. A trusted comrade and a beloved member of the family, even if they don't always understand each other.
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Gatrie has decided that scary, serious girls are not his type. This is a conscious decision that he has made--but... maybe...? He does like unpretentious girls...
He's afraid of heights, so all wyvern riders intimidate and fascinate him. She's cool, but also kind of terrifying.
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a million things i can say — but baby, i'll wait some longer
Sometimes, Samto is tempted to think: I don't think nights in Archanea ever got this cold...
But that's okay, because the alehouses that crowd up when the sun sets are warm and full of people. Now, Samto would very much like to think of himself as a changed man from his days back home, no longer prone to pulling the sorts of dangerous-but-really-well-paying stunts he did there; he contents himself with the bone die he keeps tucked away in his pockets, so far as risk goes.
And that'd be all well and good, except for the fact that, tonight, there's some guy blubbering his eyes out at the counter... And, when Samto thinks blubbering, he really means it. Poor guy is sobbing into his drink like he just lost his wife, or something like that. And honestly? He might have, hell if he knows!
Samto just sighs to himself. Okay, this is... Pretty bad: How's he supposed to get anything done if this guy's crying like the world's gonna end tomorrow? Normally he doesn't get involved in things like this, it's too much risk to get into matters of the heart like that, but... Well, everyone else needs their peace too, y'know?
"Hey, now," he croons, putting on his best smile for the impression he ought to make. "What's got you so beat up, huh?"
@dazzling-thunderclap
Gatrie lifts his head slowly, like the stem of a flower as it comes un-wilted. Like he's been watered after a long, long time--only he doesn't stop sniffling. His eyes are red like roses, like the wildflowers that he once picked for her--!
Again, Gatrie sobs; whimpers right into his savior's handsome face. But--isn't it thrilling, to have someone care what's wrong with you?
People say Gatrie is prone to hysterics. But this time, this time his world is really, honestly ending.
And someone actually cares why, which is...
"Hi," sniffs Gatrie. "Thank you... You're sweet, I just..."
The words are acrid in his throat. There's nothing but to cough them up, right here in the stranger's lap.
"My wife," he croaks, "my Theophania, she--she left me."
And he dissolves into his weeping once again.