SpRacKthaKat

There isn't much that anybody else can tell me I'm the only nigga living in my shoes and this shit is overwhelming I travel earth like a lost soul Fires burning as I rot slow There ain't many I can vent to in this world I got family but we're not close So I tell my story through a hot song You all know to get your popcorn When I hit you with the Ill Mind Neverland? That's a place you know we're not goin' This is struggle and pain About me always being stuck in the rain To be honest, I don't want it to change I'ma take it to my death bed up until nothing remains

[i-am-the-man-u-need]

Reblog if you need a legit plug

i know how hard it is to get someone you can trust out there. just tryna help so you dont get ripped off like i once was. reblog this shit bitches!!!

[deadngone099]

Where have u been? Im getting worried... Sincerely, Ur very own tumblr stalker...

was in a bad situation had to get out im alive

[deadngone099]

I'm in long beach wanna cloud up?

yuhhs. U know any1 that sells

[deadngone099]

I miss you but don’t think you really care

sorry I missed u a lot. But was in a dangerous situation

[deadngone099]

Hey what’s up! I’m nearby. You looking for new smoking friends? Lmk so I can send you my pic :)

hey its been a while

[deadngone099]

[thegoodvybe]

[deadngone099]

Wish we could turn back time to the good old days

[deadngone099]

[deadngone099]

It's been a while

[deadngone099]

[thegoodvybe]

[hellish-daddy]

[depressedanxietydeath]

What do you see when you look into my eyes? Do you see the fake happiness I wear as my own skin, or do you see the pain and sadness in the tears I’m holding back, or do you see the darkness that has taken over my soul? Or are you too busy with yourself that you don’t even find the time to look me into my eyes?

Written by Aletta S.

[deadngone099]

[whispy-baby]

Loneliness

Loneliness isn’t romantic, or pretty. It’s a weight settling into your bones and ripping at your chest. It’s trying desperately to learn to be okay with yourself, that your company is enough. It’s dark and scary and makes you question whether or not there’s something deeply wrong with you. Inside of you. Are you broken?

No. Loneliness is always temporary. It’s scary and makes you doubt but always remember it will end. Maybe not for a long time, but in the meantime just be with yourself. Take time to explore who you are, paint, write, laugh, sing, cry and dance around your bedroom because you’re alone and you may as well make the most of it.

[35points-deactivated20190131]

“Fuck the pain away. I mean fuck it, drink it, shoot it, smoke it, snort it, cut it, binge it, purge it all the fuck away. Get high. Relapse. It’s what we do.”

— Nic Sheff, We All Fall Down: Living With Addiction (via crystallinecomets)

Yeahhhhh