gay* 23 transmasc sub/bottom he/him (being a switch would be cool but alas i have so many anxiety disorders i just Need someone to tell me what to do)
*in the way the rainbow flag is gay :) i’m mostly mlm but sometimes im not immune to women
testosterone- feb 18th 2021
top surgery- nov 10th 2022
I’m kind of a late bloomer (literally started masturbating at 18) so i’m using this to explore a lot so anything here could be subject to change esp if i tried it out irl lmao. i also don’t get chemicals from orgasms yet so sorry if i complain about it ive been trying so many meds to fix that rip
⬇️ more specifics under the cut ⬇️
terminology- i don’t really like the word vagina (definitely something to unpack there but this isn’t the time or place for it) but otherwise im pretty lax with words tbh. i prefer tdick/dick/etc as opposed to clit but as far as the front hole goes i’m pretty chill. like pussy is fine as long as we both are in understanding that said pussy is connected to a guy. i like the word cunt idk why, boy as a prefix is also fine but i’m good either way! ex. boycunt and cunt are both fine by me.
kinks-
praise, bondage, clothes/being dressed up, cnc (emphasis on the consensual and nothing w the r word it’s a very specific flavor of cnc), praise, a bit of somno but only if i’m half asleep cause i still want to Be There lmao, manhandling, overstim, intox (weed), i really like plugs in like a stim way idk if that’s weird, gags seem really fun, free use, there’s probably more but those are the main ones i seek out content for on here. i also don’t know how many of those id like irl since ive never tried but all of those sound appealing as of rn
limits-
gagging/choking (i have emetophobia), scat, watersports, degradation (it’s okay if it’s like presented as a good thing like awww you’re so dumb condescendingly but if you’re being straight up mean it just makes me sad rip if that makes any sense), unsanitary, feet (i have like the opposite of a foot fetish lmao i’m foot averse) , misgendering/detrans, gore,
anything not listed i’m neutral about (unless forgot to list it) and am probably willing to explore it since again i was a bit late to the chase lmao
i don’t tag anything since i don’t expect followers but if anyone needs anything tagged pls let me know and i’ll try my best to remember :) rn i only really tag stuff about clothes so i can come back to it later since it seems kinda niche
i follow from juice but i have my age listed on both so 👍
shhh, go back to sleep, puppy. that's it, sweet thing. you were making the prettiest noises, i know just what you need, pretty pup. just like that, rest while i give you a little massage. you’re just so tight, my sweet toy, i’ll get you nice and stretched out, don’t you worry your tiny little puppy brain about it. oh this? its just my special massage tool. biiiig stretch. that’s it, my pup, you don’t need to be awake for this, sweet thing. you're so tight, no wonder you couldn’t sleep. good puppies need to be stretched out every night. of course you’re too dumb to know that, pretty pup. you’ve got less brains than a squeaky toy, hm? that’s alright, darling, i’ve got you. just like that, you’re so much prettier when you’re asleep.
Need a guy to show me the difference in our physical strength. Hold me down with one hand as you fuck me. Flip me over without hesitation. Bend my body however you want. Manhandle me. Use me like a fleshlight. Show me I'm just a toy to you.
i'm not teasing you because i'm mean. i'm teasing you because it's so pathetically easy to make you flustered.
all i did was rub that throbbing leaky spot between your legs and you're already all whiny? poor thing. it's like a toy that all i have to do is press onto the right place to get a reaction. i mean, it makes sense. you are a cute little toy, aren't you sweetheart?
sometimes a person just has to get held down and have cock forced into them over and over until their brain shuts off and all they can do is moan and take it
tired as shit. want to hold a boy down with my bodyweight on my bed and force myself into him n then just hold him there, restraining him and turning him into a nice warm cocksleeve i can rest on while i rock into him until i fill him up with my cum
Firm, guided oral feels so fucking good. Pulling you by the hair, showing you exactly how to serve me with your mouth, pushing your whole head up and down so you gag on it just the way I like until your face is covered in your own spit and tears. Forcing your head all the way down and making you hold it in your throat, strictly slapping your hands away when you try to push your head back up, your airflow totally irrelevant to my pleasure. Only letting you up for air to edge myself because I want to extend this as long as possible. Pulling your head up and down over and over, jerking myself off with your mouth, until you're such a brainless doll, the only thing you can think about is being a useful slut. Making you mouthfuck me so long you can barely think anymore, just my perfect, brainless dutiful toy mouth.
Asking Puppy a question during sex but purposefully going faster so they can’t finish their words and just whine and stutter. But it’s okay, you don’t have to talk puppy, just sit there and be all dumb and pretty while I rearrange your guts
being told to take that cock while you’re pinned and getting fucked is so hot cause it’s not an ask or praise, it’s an outright demand. they’re inside you, pounding your cunt so hard and slamming into you that you can barely catch your breath and you quite literally have no choice but to take it. the phrase is a mockery, made to remind you to lay there and submit, let your cunt do what it does best
dressing someone as i wish from head to toe is so hot to me. treating them like my own customisable sim or dress-up doll. having them cover up or wear revealing clothes based on my mood. being in charge of what underwear they wear, if i let them wear underwear.
puppyboy who is intentionally getting as high as humanly possible so that he can get all soft and stupid and desperate in his owner’s lap. all glassy-eyed and loose, pupils huge, skin hot, whining over nothing, twitching from every little touch. getting clingy and bratty at the same time, nosing under his owner's jaw, grinding down in slow needy little motions, making it painfully obvious what he wants without having to say it. getting so wet he can feel it, thighs shaking, body practically begging to be pinned down and dealt with.
his ftm owner looking at him and instantly getting it. seeing how wrecked he already is, how fucked-out he looks before anything’s even happened, and deciding to make it worse. holding him down, spreading him open, fucking him until he goes even dumber. until the whining turns into helpless crying, until he’s too high and too full to do anything but take it, until every thrust makes him jolt and gush and squirm. fucking the squirt out of him, exactly like he wanted, until he’s trembling and soaked and boneless afterwards, all dazed and happy because getting ruined was the whole point.
oh my goooood let me sit by your side and be a good puppy, and when i behave you give me a treat! i’ll wag my tail, not questioning what the yummy snack you gave me was. but slowly i’ll start to feel it’s effects kick in, getting me high and much more malleable. “aww is puppy feeling a little silly?” you’ll tease. all i can do is nod as you pet my head. “does puppy wanna play?” you’ll ask. again, i’ll nod, squirming and fidgeting. “why don’t you show me what those cute puppy dog eyes look like from down on your knees?” all i can do is obey, climbing from my spot on the couch, repositioning myself onto my knees in front of you. “such a good boy for me, here’s another treat for behaving so well,” i’ll open my mouth to accept another treat, my mind already too gone to think about what it might do to me.
I really want to be forced down on my tummy pinned under their body weight and fucked relentlessly for a long long long long time and also I want there to be a puddle of drool and tears on the sheets when they’re done with me
