It's NOT a Diary.

It's a Captain's Blog. Like they used to do back in the day. -Oti.

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See what you do? You don't learn from your mistakes. You did it again. You're like Brittney Spears. You did it again.

My Dad

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I watched my screen for 95 minutes, and look away three times and OF COURSE THEY FUCKING SCORE THOSE THREE TIMES. UGH. BUT YOOOOO. USAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Dear Captain's Blog,

I don't understand the big rush to get a girlfriend. It's really not all that it's hyped up to be... I can't wait to just graduate and get out of this psycho town.

See you space cowboy,

Oti

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What do I do with my life now that I finished Cowboy Bebop? Study? I guess Samurai Champloo? 

Bang. See You Space Cowboy...

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IF ANYONE'S WONDERING WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY (WHICH ACTUALLY ISN'T THAT SOON BUT KINDA IS *COUGH* 2.5 WEEKS *COUGH*) ITS A COWBOY BEBOP POSTER. THANKS. BYE.

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"Many years later, as he faced the firing squad, Colonel Aureliano Buendia was to remember the distant afternoon when his father took him to discover ice" - One Hundred Years of Solitude

You will never know how much you have inspired me and motivated me to write. I'm going to finish my magical realism story that I've been pushing off since forever just for you, Gabriel Garcia Marquez. You are what got me interested in reading and writing again. Thank you for everything. The world has truly lost a writing god today. Rest in Macondo, Marquez, where I will hopefully one day meet you. Adios.

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What happened to my motivation to study? ugh...

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I really want to talk to this girl but im too nervous to say anything do you see my problem? what would Spike do?

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update: im talking to her and i cant tell if this is going swimmingly or amazingly...

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I really want to talk to this girl but im too nervous to say anything do you see my problem? what would Spike do?

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update: im talking to her and i cant tell if this is going swimmingly or amazingly…

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WAIT ISN'T AMAZINGLY AND SWIMMINGLY THE SAME THING!? HOLY STUFF I CAN'T EVEN THINK ANYMORE THIS IS SO NERVE RACKING.

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I really want to talk to this girl but im too nervous to say anything do you see my problem? what would Spike do?

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Kinda ticked off that I cancelled all my plans tonight because I thought I was going to a track meet tomorrow morning, but I'm not because it was solely the best of the varsity team so here I am, bored on a Friday night. Oh well. More time for Cowboy Bebop :)

See You Space Cowboy,

Oti

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So I finally had time to learn how to play Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead on guitar :) It's been a really productive day!

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So I asked a girl to prom today and she said yes! Then I went to our fencing team dinner and gave a kickass speech with references to Matthew McConaughey, Lilo and Stitch, and Winnie the Pooh- the best philosopher of our time.

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard..."

So I guess it's been a pretty solid two days! Time to top it off with physics and Elvis Presley.

See you space cowboy,

Oti

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Dear Captain's Blog,

I'm sorry for neglecting you all week. It's taken a bit of time to understand my current situation with Charlie passing away and all. It's been a really really hard week.

I just stopped by to tell you I got into Carnegie Mellon University today (!!!) and I'm really stoked. I'll talk to you again soon. Promise.

See You Space Cowboy,

Oti

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Dear Captain's Blog,

Today I found out a good friend of mine passed away. I don't even know what's going on anymore. He was the nicest, most genuine (and stylish too), person I have ever known. I miss him so much. As does everyone at school. I don't even know how to express myself in words right now. I'm just so... lost. He's the kind of kid that was always smiling and would compliment you just for the sake of complimenting you. He was a great artist too. O man. His art is PHENOMENAL. I don't know what to say. I love you, Charlie, and you will be sorely missed. RIP buddy.

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Dear Captain's Blog,

Today is March 14, 2014, aka Pi Day, and I have good news and bad news. But mostly bad news. The good news is I caught Articuno, Zapados, and Moltres! The bad news is I'm really sick and, whilst completely delerious, I accidentally used my Master Ball on Articuno and idk how I'm gonna catch Mewtwo anymore. I'm genuinely pissed. I want to restart but I'm too long gone now. I can't. So yea. Fuck that. I guess I should go to bed now. Did I mention I'm sick? See You Space Cowboy, Oti

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Dear Captain's Blog,

Today is March 12, 2014, and I got my 8th badge today! Suck it, Giovanni! I haven't been playing as often because of school and stuff but it's cool. I also started Pokemon: Crystal Dust, which is basically Crystal but as a GBA rom. So now I don't have to use my GBC emulator anymore, so that's chill.

We started reading The Dubliners by James Joyce today, and man, this book is trippy. It has creepy old men um... shaking the ketchup bottle in public, priests dying left and right, but the writing. Oh man the writing is sooooo good. Props to you, Mr. Joyce. I kinda wish we were still reading One Hundred Years of Solitude tho. Magical realism is the shit.

See You Space Cowboy,

Oti