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"i wrote a song about you, it has 25 different parts that don't belong together. i scream and cry and there's no melody and there's no melody what so ever, you'll love it, listen to it everyday, until all your friends like it too, then you'll say it sucks and call me a sellout."

F.T. Willz

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theruinofus

you just ruined me all over again. You fucking left after I gave you everything I had. Hope he treats you well honey.

Let's rewind to last summer and take away what happened in december. Maybe then I'd be able to wake up next to you.

aztecwizzle

It’s sad I have to hide so many parts of me from my friends, I’m a liar and they probably will never know until I either pass on or somehow get better

You decided me screaming, crying, and bleeding was so much better than getting off with your hand?

Gonna go throw up. Love you. I'm so sorry for what I'll do honey. Gonna go throw up. Love you. I'm so sorry for what I'll do honey. Gonna go throw up. Love you. I'm so sorry for what I'll do honey. Let's hope I do it right so you don't have to keep being so scared. I love you so much. You know that? Im sorry. I'm so evil.

had to.be. my fault, every time right?; I asked for it.myf.fualt.

im watching all that you do, I hope you know. I think I'll accidentally give you my account and you can stalk my mind. I feel sick. I know it's my fault, I know he's better than me. It's really all my fault, I shouldn't be here. He's a lot better for you, but jealously is a dangerous disease I've been diagnosed with. I want to scream at him, as if it was not a mutual decision. Please, you know I didn't want anything with R. Please. Please. He did other things to me that I can't tell you about even though saying it would get me out of it. Ita not like there's a gun to my head, but it feels like a knife to my throat. I can't. I canticanticant you'll be so mad if you know I let that happen again. I don't want him. Please. I ignore him and then talk and bad things happen and I leave again. I can't I can't. Please I'm sorry. Please.

I mightve been your first love but if you clearly feel this way then maybe you need to kick me to the curb. Ill go into the city and hopefully someone takes pity on me, or I'll be smart enough to go to the railroad tracks. Gonna go throw up. Love you. I'm so sorry for what I'll do honey.

my bullet.is faster than your gun. why do play a losing game?

Im sickened. He does not. Know how horrible I am. All over a boy he hates. Oh God, oh my god I'm throwing it all away. Throwing my only life for something temporary. He is my eternal salvation, leaving is hell. I will burn in hell for hurting him again this way. Oh god. Please.

I hate therapy but.she is so sweet it couldn't be her fault that I'm unfixable