Jakee&&Mee

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Fuck.

I went from talking to him 24/7 to talking to him for an hour if im lucky.. fuck.

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It's not worth it

Its not worth it. It really isnt. Dont ever fall in-love. Just get a cute companion to cuddle and be best friends with, be on birth control to make sure no surprises happen when you mess around. Im not kidding, love really isnt worth it.

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Fuck

I hate having such a violent anger problem. I hate having the urge to hit something over and over again until its unrecognizable. To have that urge to dig your nails in your face and scratch until people cant tell whether its just flesh and blood or Theres actually a face underneath it all. I hate the things that fill my mind.

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Yourthereason

Everytime i consider ending it, i just place my hand on my stomach and i remember that your the reason Im still here. I need you as much as you need me. Iloveyoubaby<3

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When will life get better

I cant wait for the day where i can take my baby and me overseas, and never have to see someone that i use to be friends with or knows who i am. To be walking down the streets and not get judge for what they heard but how i look.

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Anger.

Anybody ever felt the urge to push your nails so far into skin that when you pull down it comes off. Fuck i hate being pregnant and angry, i need to hurt myself to release my anger but i cant because i dont want to hurt him

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Its pathetic.

This is pathetic. Maybe i should end it? It seems to be what you want, its just pointless fucking with my emotions like this. Maybe i should say goodbye now.

[anorexic-boys]

On Tuesday, July 3rd, it will be 4 months since Olivia Penpraze died. I encourage you all to upload a photo of her, smiling and being happy, to appreciate her and her life. I personally didn’t know her, but if I had, it would’ve been the best thing in my life. R.I.P LIV

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It’s like the next rule of tumblr - if you see Olivia on your dash, you reblog.

I don’t fucking care if it doesn’t suit your theme or shit

Rest in peace. Tumblr will always miss you. I didn’t know you personally too, but I still love you.

we will never forget you

She is/was so beautiful

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i miss you so fucking much

you are such a beautiful girl, many of us will never ever forget about you. I love you Liv xxx

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Rest in peace baby girl

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reblog this i dont care which style it is

[lecheblue-deactivated20140806]

^^ xox rip

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had enough.

a relationship with a guy a million miles away is difficult, i miss the cuddles i could have and the feeling of his arms around my body. and my friends continously telling me to split with him is annoying. with my dad slowly dying, and people constantly putting shit onto me without considering what Im going through is fucking annoying. Im sick of being here for these cunts but not having anyone to be there for me. im fucking over it.

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Eh

When you don't talk to me for two days and not care that much about our conversations. Excuse me for thinking that I'm not the only girl.

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Urges.

The urge to grab a knife and see how long it'll take until you can't stop the flow, or the dizzyness in your head, can't stop your parents from noticing..

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Wellfuck.

You know, I'd have believed your excuse if it wasnt for the fact it took you a minute to reply back. Goodfuckingnight.

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Empty.

When that empty feeling fills your body and your chest hurts so much that its hard to breathe... Someonegetmethefuckoutofhere.

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Urgh

I hate looking like this... Sorry Im not up to Ur standards.

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Just then

Walking to my bed casually, in the dark. Then something touches me so so i full on lunge to my bed and hide under the cover... Pleasehelpmejakey..

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Who he is..

Uhm Jake lives in my head. His imaginary, like a part of me, his really sweet but he thinks id enjoy my life better if i killed myself, its amusing when he takes over for a while. He almost succeds, fun right? No not really. He makes me do things and say things. But he only gets to me when i cant control what Im doing anymore. When Ive finally had enough of everything..

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What he looks like

He has these crystal blue eyes, that look as cold as ice. This dark tanned skin, and the perfect body. His hair is a brown and its messy. His nose is straight and perfect. His got these straight teeth. He seems perfect, the best imaginary friend Ive had, but his got this smile and oh wow. Is it sadistic looking, he has a mind of his own and..