lost

Icarus lives here. 20somethin'🇳🇵

[deathbyunlove]

[gunelragim]

After a while you realize, “this isn’t what I want to keep going through” and you just stop.

[deathbyunlove]

On a chilly summer dusk i was resting my head on her lap looking up at her chin as she gazed at a distance. I was focused on her moving lips and wobbling nose and I didn't hear a single word she uttered. A small aeroplane passing slowing over her head in the pastel sky. She continued with her words and they were still inaudible. I could live this instant on a loop for a million years. This is where I belonged. With her. This is where my home is. Its her.

-Only You

icarus, 2022.

[deathbyunlove]

i look like a fool because i expect the same energy from people.

-i.

[deathbyunlove]

never learnt to be happy so now i feel homesick for the suffering i was used to.

-icarus,2022.

[deathbyunlove]

When you are used to getting your heart broken the path to nicer things/people will always be hard because with it you have to let go of the pain that was giving you a purpose to look for good things.

-i, 2022.

[deathbyunlove]

and here i am. lifeless, heartless, soulless, lightless, joyless, thoughtless. wondering where i went wrong. only to be reminded i'm worthless.

[deathbyunlove]

I might have painted the wrong pictures with all the colours you showed me.

[deathbyunlove]

I hate to live in my head.

[deathbyunlove]

lost it all. again.

[deathbyunlove]

I wish to be loved.

-i,2022.

[consecuences]

[deathbyunlove]

i fell in love with an impossible person.

-i,2022.

[deathbyunlove]

私の心は君のもの。

[deathbyunlove]

nowhere feels like home💔

[deathbyunlove]

call me back.

[deathbyunlove]

I unlove you.

-i,2028.