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this video makes me absolutely LOSE it i cant deal with this at all 

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muriokusho​:

@deathsaved​ : what a waste of a perfectly good chair

Want me to throw a building at ya?

     sounds like an awful lot of energy wasted on someone like me

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Flicks a berry at Toji.

      it bounces off his head and falls to the ground with an unceremonious silent thud. toji yawns and turns a page in his book. best way to deal with a petulant child is to just ignore them - right? right. moving on. // @muriokusho​

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❝ i won’t let them take you, you know that? ❞ @ Yuuji!

the witcher 3: wild hunt starters @muriokusho / gojo & yuuji

   gojo-sensei has this way of saying things (that should by all accounts sound ridiculous) with such natural confidence that even in the face of a very recent death - yuuji can´t help but believe it. he´s never been the type to overthink stuff. frankly, he´s a bit too simple for it. why bother thinking about it if you can just do the things you are worried about. it is how it is, that kind of stuff. but in the light of recent events, there´s been a tenseness to him. anxiety gnawing deep inside his gut that makes his fingers twitch in unrest ; all unnoticed by himself, but not to his teacher - as most, if not all things are. it´s weirdly reassuring. 

the tension bleeds out of him as he finally takes a deep, steadying breath. 

in the face of infinity, yuuji finds himself relaxing with an unblinding trust.

         “ thanks, sensei ! “ 

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easter is over the family is gone my mind is at peace again so if anyone would like to perhaps plot something with me ;; please do. like this or just straight up scream at me in my im´s 

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' you’re a heartless bastard. ' // megumi & sukuna

the witcher 3: wild hunt starters @lunamode

   he doesn´t watch the body of the curse user crumble to the ground ; his blood dripping from his claws, his arms, a pool of it already forming underneath his feet. his agonized screams still ring in the air but sukuna has already moved on. his attention lies elsewhere. in the quivering anger, barely restrained but openly displayed, in the slow blossom of potential - it´s good that sukuna knows when to be patient as he turns around to face the kid. fushiguro megumi. his eyes are blazing with fury; for the itadori brat? for the insect lying broken at his feet - limbs torn apart as easily as a kid breaking the legs of a grasshopper; it doesn´t matter. all that matters to him is that he wants more. more anger, more hatred, more strength. he looks at fushiguro megumi, the intensity of his cursed energy curling around his hands, his eyes, his entire being, and delights in the fact he might not have to wait as long as he originally thought. good.

a cruel, blood tinted smile stretches across his lips reaching all the way up to his eyes - how delightful. he wades through the sea of red with insulting casualty,  one of his hands resting inside the brats pant pocket as he leans over his charge. a heartless bastard indeed. sukuna brings up his hand to smack it against megumis cheek ; the gesture condescendingly slow as it leaves a bloody imprint sticking to his skin, like a mark. a warning to all who dare to come after his prey. he watches the fire in his eyes blaze and chuckles. 

        “you´re gonna have to try harder next time.” 

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Nanashi!

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the witcher 3: wild hunt starters

 more to be added !

❝  you were always an unruly child. i adored that about you.  ❞ ❝  evil Is evil. lesser, greater, middling, makes no difference. the degree is arbitrary, the sefinitions blurred.  ❞ ❝  don’t train alone, it only embeds your errors.  ❞ ❝  you’re a heartless bastard.  ❞ ❝  we are more like a family.   we support each other and help each other survive tough moments.  ❞ ❝  i know it must sound foolish, but in the dream - well, it was all too real…  ❞ ❝  we may not survive this. in fact, our chances are slim.  ❞ ❝  i remember finding your sense of humor both groan-worthy…and somehow endearing.  ❞ ❝  kings die, realms fall, but magic endures.  ❞ ❝  it’s folks like you that restore my faith in humankind.  ❞ ❝  my power lies in possessing knowledge, not sharing it.  ❞ ❝  the rotten smell brings back childhood memories.  ❞ ❝  i may be inhumanely beautiful, but i don’t have super human senses.  ❞ ❝  anyone can be made to talk, even a corpse. one must simply know how.  ❞ ❝  we’ve done the hardest part. only got the pleasant bits now.  ❞ ❝  there are few causes worth saving. even fewer men.  ❞ ❝  don’t treat me like a child.  ❞ ❝  done that so many times, but…it felt like our first kiss to me.  ❞ ❝  don’t need to play tough on me.  ❞ ❝  in lonely woods, screams carry long.  ❞ ❝  things used to be simpler.    monsters were bad, humans good. now, everything’s all confused.  ❞ ❝  as for your missteps — i don’t rightly see why i shouldn’t laugh if they’re amusing..  ❞ ❝  i’ve no gold to offer you in reward… but i shall be ever so grateful.  ❞ ❝  if you’re scared, turn back. i’m gonna go on.  ❞ ❝  if anything happens, i’ll defend you.  ❞ ❝  once you say “i love you,” a kiss has to taste differently.  ❞ ❝  maybe we should sit? you look a bit dazed…  ❞ ❝  oof…for a minute, i actually thought we were doomed.  ❞ ❝  you shouldn’t worry yourself — it tarnishes your beauty.  ❞ ❝  i’d even embrace you…were you not covered in blood.  ❞ ❝  guess i could’ve been someone worse… just a shame i had no choice.  ❞ ❝  facts interest me. not fairytales.  ❞ ❝  you don’t know how much it means…to have someone you can rely on in this fucking city.  ❞ ❝  i know you. you have no heart.  ❞ ❝  hands off, or i’ll cut them off.  ❞ ❝  i’ll need to clear my head first. after those deranged dreams, i feel it’s full of cobwebs.  ❞ ❝  on your way? or will you stay longer? it’s far safer with you around…  ❞ ❝  really sad story, but something’s not right. got a feeling you’re not telling me everything.  ❞ ❝  gotta admit, there’s something about you. you’re…different.  ❞ ❝  with each arrow i shoot, i think of my dad. he’d be proud, i think.  ❞ ❝  i merely know when to indulge my pride, and when to swallow it.  ❞ ❝  you were born to greatness.  ❞ ❝  some men cannot admit defeat. some keep fighting from beyond the grave.  ❞ ❝  stare into their eyes, feast on their terror. then go in for the kill.  ❞ ❝  ash shall fertilize the soil. by spring, the valley shall bloom once more.  ❞ ❝  there’s lots of wraiths here. i hear them whispering every night.  ❞ ❝  know what they —- can’t teach an old dog new tricks?  ❞ ❝  glad you know who i am. haven’t introduced yourself, though.  ❞ ❝  i’ve seen a great deal — cruelty, cynicism, greed.  ❞ ❝  we had our chance, but…let it go.  ❞ ❝  promise me one thing — you’ll stop risking your life for others.  ❞ ❝  instead of dwelling on the future, i’d rather live in the moment.  ❞ ❝  i adore love stories. especially the ones that end happily ever after.  ❞ ❝  we are drops of rain that together make a ferocious storm.  ❞ ❝  the path to freedom is paved in blood, not ink.  ❞ ❝  we’ll get our happy ending. one day.  ❞ ❝  i’ll never forget what you did for me… and what we had together.  ❞ ❝  don’t meddle in other people’s lives.  ❞ ❝  i don’t get attached to places. just people.  ❞ ❝  it’s dangerous, there are risks involved. understand that, don’t you?  ❞ ❝  and here i hoped someone would finally take pity on me.  ❞ ❝  seen a lot of dead in my time, but that must’ve been hard.  ❞ ❝  air is strange…like dropping into a deep cellar on a hot day…  ❞ ❝  wouldn’t carry a sword if i didn’t know how to use it.  ❞ ❝  take it you didn’t summon me to reminisce about the good old days, so…  ❞ ❝  i was attacked — had to defend myself.  ❞ ❝  i’ll remember you. always with a smile.  ❞ ❝  i’d rather you not make anymore trouble — for yourself, or us both.  ❞ ❝  got the stench of corpes on you.  ❞ ❝  the gods have abandoned us. the mighty of this earth care not for our fate.  ❞ ❝  is that admiration i hear in your voice?  ❞ ❝  head torn clear off…takes incredible strength.  ❞ ❝  desperate fathers have been known to do a lot to find their daughters.  ❞ ❝  you cannot kill me. you know this…  ❞ ❝  i’d do anything for you, i would. you know that well.  ❞ ❝  this is a land where the fantastic is normal, and the impossible occurs daily…  ❞ ❝  know when a legend becomes a prophecy? when it gain believers.  ❞ ❝  i thought you’d become a stranger to me. that i’d look at you and not feel a thing. but it’s not like that at all. nothing’s changed.  ❞ ❝  i run into dilemmas all the time. situations where it’s hard to judge, hard to know what’s right, make a decision. this is not one of them. you disgust me. and deserve to die.  ❞ ❝  you know me. i’m rare to praise, but when i do, it’s sincere.  ❞ ❝  i’m not a thug for hire.  ❞ ❝  can’t speak for the world you inhabit, but in mine, nothing is ever black and white.  ❞ ❝  you cannot possibly imagine how much i detest this place.  ❞ ❝  the dead man — looked like a monster attacked him recently.  ❞ ❝  finish all your business before you die. bid loved ones farewell. write your will. apologize to those you’ve wronged. otherwise, you’ll never truly leave this world.  ❞ ❝  i’ve had nothing but nightmares lately. pretty horrible.  ❞ ❝  they’re all dead! mountains of corpses. yet here i stand alone. all alone.  ❞ ❝  this isn’t a game. men have died.  ❞ ❝  if you wanna listen, listen, if not — i’d rather you spared me your wit and throw me out now.  ❞ ❝  you fed me, cared for me, had my wounds looked after. we’re even now.  ❞ ❝  you’ll return, you shall. our fates are bound.  ❞ ❝  what foolish things men sometimes do.  ❞ ❝  dare harm me, and against you will rise all the powers of nature.  ❞ ❝  did you destroy the evil powers? have you brought peace to my domain?  ❞ ❝  well, perhaps i shall tell you about it one day. one day, but not today..  ❞ ❝  times like these, you never know what tomorrow will bring.  ❞ ❝  you worry too much. what will be, will be.  ❞ ❝  have you gone completely mad? we must leave here at once!  ❞ ❝  time eats away at memories, distorts them. sometimes we only remember the good… sometimes only the bad.  ❞ ❝  you don’t need magic to strip men of their humanity. i’ve seen plenty of examples.  ❞ ❝  if i’m to choose between one evil and another, i’d rather not choose at all.  ❞ ❝  see what i’ve got on my back? wolves fear it. kings do, too.  ❞ ❝  i missed those awkward compliments of yours.  ❞ ❝  sometimes i think it’s all too lovely to be true… that something’s bound to happen, another war or some other horror.  ❞ ❝  i just travel a lot. and i don’t always happen upon such good and civil company.  ❞ ❝  what can you know about saving the world, silly?  ❞ ❝  done my share of fighting. wouldn’t carry a sword if i didn’t know to use it.  ❞ ❝  all right, perhaps i wasn’t completely honest.  ❞ ❝  took me a long time to find you. wasn’t an easy road to travel.  ❞ ❝  wipe that frown off your face, or i might think you don’t like me anymore.  ❞ ❝  always believed attack was the best defense.  ❞ ❝  naturally, you suspect me of the worst. i don’t deserve that.  ❞ ❝  we can fight another time, in another place, where the walls have no ears.  ❞ ❝  once i was free…i shall be free once more.  ❞ ❝  prove it. kiss me.  ❞ ❝  i’m angry and tired. had to kill a lot of people along the way.  ❞ ❝  we’ve come a long way, and i’d be damned if we’ve come to fail.  ❞ ❝  i sense your pain. i see your fear.  ❞ ❝  how many have you already killed? how many more might you still?  ❞ ❝  i’m quite alive and extraordinarily well. better than i’ve ever been in this rotten life of mine.  ❞ ❝  i like it when you smile. come here. everything will be all right.  ❞ ❝  ugh. don’t fall in love with me.  ❞ ❝  i don’t like you. in fact, i feel like slapping you.  ❞ ❝  i’m too old to play the blushing bride…unless you ask nicely.  ❞ ❝  that bit of my life — forgotten it already.  ❞ ❝  the world doesn’t need a hero. it needs a professional.  ❞ ❝  next time you wonder why i’m so bitter…well, there’s your answer.  ❞ ❝  nothing wrong with having a drink in good company.  ❞ ❝  nice of you to worry… but i’ve made my decision, and i won’t change it.  ❞ ❝  this is my story, not yours. you must let me finish telling it.  ❞ ❝  after all that toil, i believe we deserve a bit of a rest.  ❞ ❝  i was afraid you were dead.  ❞ ❝  i feel like one more lie’d be the last bitter drop in a chalice full of sorrow.  ❞ ❝  romantic? thought we came here as friends.  ❞ ❝  you’re hiding something. and that’s one thing i can’t stand.  ❞ ❝  tell me, how do you do it? always manage to pull yourself together, focus, no matter what’s happening?  ❞ ❝  i go wherever i please, whenever i please.  ❞ ❝  uh oh. i know that look.  ❞ ❝  sounds tempting. so tempting i don’t think i can refuse.  ❞ ❝  so, what do you say to a moonlight ride on horseback…and dinner?  ❞ ❝  perhaps…perhaps you’d stay just a bit longer?  ❞ ❝  how are you feeling? sleep well?  ❞ ❝  such a gloomy subject to broach… i simply shouldn’t have.  ❞ ❝  such a gloomy subject to broach… i simply shouldn’t have — not during our romantic dinner.  ❞ ❝  got it. a bit of blackmail — just your style.  ❞ ❝  shut up before you wake someone. last thing we need is a crowd.  ❞ ❝  watch what you say. the trees have ears.  ❞ ❝  never expected you’d take such an interest in my private life.  ❞ ❝  i’m special. always was the rare beauty.  ❞ ❝  damn. been ages since we last saw each other.  ❞ ❝  some charming orchards nearby. in bloom, even, so you almost can’t smell the corpses.  ❞ ❝  you know me. nothing i like more than breaking rules.  ❞ ❝  man spends his whole life learning.  ❞ ❝  tell me what you want already, and make it quick.  ❞ ❝  why’d you leave me? you claimed you loved me.  ❞ ❝  i thought you bowed before no man.  ❞ ❝  they say they don’t fear the wrath of the gods. and you, do you fear it?  ❞ ❝  i’ll let that pass. i know grief eats at your heart.  ❞ ❝  we all lie sometimes. but lying to yourself is running away, whereas there’s really nowhere to run.  ❞ ❝  don’t need your sympathy, just your help.  ❞ ❝  your loss – it must hurt, bad. but there wasn’t anything we could do.  ❞ ❝  i wish to leave, go far away. and i’d like you to come with me.  ❞ ❝  i trust you have an explanation for this. a very good one.  ❞ ❝  lot of bitterness in you.  ❞ ❝  i’m no coward. i’ll not run this time.  ❞ ❝  not too late to surrender.  ❞ ❝  men turn honest when they feel a blade at their throat.  ❞ ❝  i’m not gonna drink. why dull my senses when i’m in such pleasant company?  ❞ ❝  it’s bound to come in handy, and each time it does, you’ll think of me.  ❞ ❝  lie still or you will bleed to death.  ❞ ❝  for a minute there, was almost sure you’d leave me to die.  ❞ ❝  there is never a second opportunity to make a first impression.  ❞ ❝  it’s all because of that secretiveness of yours.  ❞ ❝  plead the gods spare us, for without their favor we shall most certainly perish.  ❞ ❝  i must say – seen a lot, but nothing like this, never.  ❞ ❝  you don’t look like you can get home on your own. i’ll walk you.  ❞ ❝  all’s in the past, never to be restored.  ❞ ❝  you know full well i never hold a grudge. i forgive you.  ❞ ❝  the good gods sent you to me.  ❞ ❝  and the guilt, the responsibility of all this, lies with me.  ❞ ❝  you’ve only been here five minutes, and you’ve already managed to offend me twice.  ❞ ❝  you will certainly fetch me a higher bounty alive.  ❞ ❝  what’s wrong with my beard? always thought it added to my dignity.  ❞ ❝  if i’m to die today, i wish to look smashing for the occasion.  ❞ ❝  i was stupid. stupidity costs a lot.  ❞ ❝  your motives do not interest me. only results.  ❞ ❝  and you laughed, oh, how sweetly, how brightly you laughed!  ❞ ❝  you don’t know how it is. to see someone you love die. because of you, for you.  ❞ ❝  to have a scapegoat — that’s the key.  ❞ ❝  no need to fear me.  ❞ ❝  sorry, but – your life story? just not interested.  ❞ ❝  with you… it was love at first sight.  ❞ ❝  gotta understand. you don’t betray people like me.  ❞ ❝  i struggled long to find a place where i’d feel safe, needed. until i finally arrived here.  ❞ ❝  just don’t faint on me.  ❞ ❝  what others think…your image…that’s all you care about.  ❞ ❝  in these foul times one must be wary, even of their friends.  ❞ ❝  come on, don’t get angry - it’s not good for you..  ❞ ❝  so, apart from the sword play, you know potions and all that?  ❞ ❝  i actually envy your sense of wonder — common in children, and morons.  ❞ ❝  a lot of misfortune for a small village.  ❞ ❝  who are you? do you seek to hurt me as well?  ❞ ❝  the hand that feeds can also strike its wayward wards.  ❞ ❝  shh. eat now. we’ll speak once you’ve rested.  ❞ ❝  brother has turned against brother, the land is soaked in blood. evil reigns stronger than ever before.  ❞ ❝  good looking and clever. where’ve you been hiding?  ❞ ❝  doesn’t bother you, having monsters for neighbours?  ❞ ❝  stay here — no matter what happens.  ❞ ❝  too many claim you’re evil.  ❞ ❝  don’t force me to speak of it. no more, please.  ❞ ❝   just know that i know you’re here. one misstep, one error… you’ll make a mistake, it’s inevitable… i’ll be the first to learn it.  ❞ ❝  these scars have long yearned for your tender caress.  ❞ ❝  i don’t fall victim to curses. i cast them.  ❞ ❝  come outside, we can hold hands and stare at the sky.  ❞ ❝  we’ll work well together — i can see that already.  ❞ ❝  from the first moment i set eyes upon you that fateful evening, my heart has only beaten for you.  ❞ ❝  i trust you as much as you trust me — not at all.  ❞ ❝  you’ve gone all red in the face just for talking about it.  ❞ ❝  wake up. it’s just a dream. wake up!  ❞  ❝  i never miss twice.  ❞ ❝  you humans have…unusual tastes.  ❞ ❝  to live in peace, we first must kill.  ❞ ❝  i fight for whoever’s paying the best. or whoever’s easier to rob.  ❞ ❝  do not let my beauty distract your aim.  ❞ ❝  the war awoke an ancient power. an evil one that feeds on bloodshed.  ❞ ❝  guess you’re no stranger to fury, either.  ❞ ❝  gotta admit — you do pretty well with a sword.  ❞ ❝  you dare tell me to calm down?! you?!  ❞ ❝  let’s say i go about my business, and when there’s coin to be earned, i don’t readily turn it down.  ❞ ❝  i wish to know the truth… be it sweet, be it painful, i wish to know.  ❞ ❝  men, the polite ones at least, would call me a monster.  ❞ ❝  plan’s crazier than it is sane… but there’s an irrestistible charm to it.  ❞ ❝  there’s not been a dark cloud yet that didn’t have a silver lining.  ❞ ❝  those are some fresh lookin’ scars you’ve got there.  ❞ ❝  not proud of it…yet i considered all the options and found none better.  ❞ ❝  i look far different from when you last saw me.  ❞ ❝  and…try not to draw any attention to yourself.  ❞ ❝  nightmares haunt our nights and days. folk sleepwalk from their homes, never to return.  ❞ ❝  forgive me. it couldn’t be avoided. i truly am sorry.  ❞ ❝  do what you will, but leave me out of this.  ❞ ❝  we should end this discussion – before i say something i’ll regret.  ❞ ❝  you all right? you’re as pale as death.  ❞ ❝  we never hunt in these woods. not even if it means the whole village starves.  ❞ ❝  we’re only ever the ones to know the truth about ourselves.  ❞ ❝  i know it’s wartime, but try not to be a hero, all right?  ❞ ❝  you know…had a dream about you recently.  ❞ ❝  if that’s what it takes to save the world, it’s better to let that world die.  ❞ ❝  what’s that supposed to mean? that a threat?  ❞ ❝  what’s it matter? i only ever thought of you.  ❞ ❝  don’t know you. go away.  ❞ ❝  i won’t let them take you, you know that?  ❞ ❝  kill me if you must. i’ve nothing to live for anyway.  ❞ ❝  in the future, though, remember this — i can look after myself  ❞ ❝  you’d really worry about me if i went on alone?  ❞

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I love when people are genuinely excited about our plots/ships. I love when I’m not the only one who’s like “!!!” I love it. @ my partners you will literally never annoy me by being overly excited about our ships I love it so much.

[cactusinmyroom]

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muriokusho​.

A question with no simple answer, Gojo can see it’s been weighting down on Yuuji with the way he fidgets and how long it’s been since he recommended him to watch the movies. Where to start? How to explain to a 15 year old the difference in acting, story telling, the wrongdoings of Anakin, how he was the chosen one, Obi-Wan Kenobi’s brother in arms and how he failed but most of all, the storyline making no sense at certain times. “Yuuji-kun,” Gojo starts, for once, Gojo is serious, no cracking jokes, no lies, just the naked truth. “Some stories are better not told.

   this. this does not help him one bit. in fact, it only spurs his curiosity because now he needs to know what´s up with those movies. are they bad? what´s the point of watching four, five and six without having watched the first ones? yuuji starts to think that he was better off not knowing because he knows this is all he´s going to be thinking about for the foreseeable future.  “ that          !  that makes no sense ! they´re a part of the whole story aren´t they ? ” 

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             “sensei         “ this has actually been bothering him for a while. yuuji meant to approach his teacher about it a lot sooner but as they do, things happened and there was more important stuff to worry about but now? in a rare quiet moment in between their training, he finally finds his chance to sate the gnawing hunger that´s been consuming him ever since gojo had left him in that cellar with all those movies. “ back when you picked out the movies for me to watch... there were the star wars ones but they were episode four to six? what´s up with that. shouldn´t they be called one to three?”   @muriokusho​ liked x

[hokusu]

Ryomen Sukuna ✩ You Dare Touch My Soul?

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voidrites​:

the shoreline refracted the lights of the innercity miles off in the distance, something reminiscent of the golds and reds of the sun dipping below the horizon. how often night and day blended amidst one another. for him it was difficult to discern between the two; walking the uncertain twilight of his years among yet another country he’s meandered for the sake of clarity. and perhaps he’s found it there among the coast. somewhere between the white noise of ocean waves and dutiful panting of his dogs adjacent, their gaping maws upturned to spare him curious glances now and then as they furthered their trek into the sinuous curves of off-beaten paths.

a hand settled, featherlight, atop the skull of the one nearest. he named her brioche. the more sentimental of her brothers, more reserved in the wake of their general outings. and so she remained a shadow, tethered to him whilst the others padded ahead. yes. he liked to think he found peace here in these moments stolen.

@deathsaved​ , dogs and friendship abound.

     there´s hardly anything more peaceful than the sight of the sun slowly dipping beyond the horizon - painting the sky in deep oranges and fiery red before making way for the deep blue almost black curtain of the night. the sea is calm today, waves idly splashing against the wave breakers lined up against the stone wall. a beautiful evening to skate. kojiro could do this everyday and never get tired of it. in fact, he does - whenever he has the time at least. his restaurant keeps him busy enough but whenever he gets the chance to visit s, he always makes sure to stop by here as well while he´s at it. it is when he takes a break that he hears a noise to his side that makes him perk up, a wide smile spreading across his lips immediately upon the sight presented to him. “ ohhhh, aren´t you a beauty. “  immediately, he kneels down to get a better look at the one closest to him, laughing when another one comes trotting up. “sorry, both of you!” 

      an inquisitive quirk to his brow, he looks up to the stranger approaching - his hand raised in mention towards the two dogs - “can i?”

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@deathsaved​

USUALLY                         SUN  WAS  EMBODIED ,    STITCHED   INTO  VERY   BEING  /   SMILE   BRIGHT    &    AMBER - ESQUE   CRYSTALS   WIDE   IN  WONDER ,   AWE ;     but   now  ,    gazing   out  to  the  sea ?  there   was   a   stillness  to  them ,     unnatural   it   seems  worn  by   lively   pirate .    it    was   quiet  ,    sigh   barely   audible   as   head   fell   onto   first   mate’s    shoulder               with   ease  ,    no   shame   just   a    SENSE   OF   BELONGING .     luffy   wasn’t   one   to   show   weakness  ,       wasn’t    one   to   share   his   burdens .     he   was   a   carrier   of    many    but    never   brought   weight   himself .    but   now ?     now    he   felt   as   powerless   as   his   body   in   the   vast   ocean  ,     drowning   in   sorrow     (   HAUNTED   BY   NIGHTMARES  ,    BY   GUILT   &    TERROR  ;     ANGRY   AT   THE   WORLD   )  .       why   did   he   survive   and   not   ace ?     he   couldn’t   find   an   answer   to   this   question  ,    head   hurting   at   times   from   overthinking .      creeping    headaches   sadly   were   the   norm   for    the   captain    by   now .    jimbei   was   right   though                               he   has   to      carry  on .          not   only   for   himself .      a     weak     smile   on   lips   as   he   listened   to   zoro   breathe  ,     luffy   felt   at   peace .     but   even   then    questions   did      burn      on   tongue .

‘      ne   ne   ,     zoro  . .          what   makes   you   smile  ?      ’  

[deathsaved]

    no one expected things to fall back the way they used to be ; their failures were too engraved into their very beings for that. each of the crew had to carry those on their own over those two years ; zoro being no exception to that. he can´t remember a time where he´d felt more despair than when he saw the papers. FIREFIST ACE ; DEAD, take care of my little brother. they were supposed to be together. they were supposed to be at their captains side, but they´d been arrogant in their weakness and they had paid the price. all they can do now is make up for it. “smile?”  he turns to look down at luffy´s messy mop of hair on his shoulder, his brows creased as he mulls over the weird question.

     “booze, i guess? i dunno i never really thought about it.”

[sukerokus]

“fushiguro… not zenin, huh? good for you.” (inspo)

[deathsaved]

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