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[maverick-ornithography]

“And you’re okay? With living like this?” Her eyes flit over every single item of concern she has seen so far. They flit for a while. “…all this?” she concludes, a note of pleading in her voice.

“Oh fuck no!” comes the immediate response. “It’s just that this-” he waves where once flit eyes, “- all of this is so infinitely preferable to where I was before. I know, I know this is a lot, and it can go so wrong so very easily, but… but this is it for me. This is where I fit in anymore. I have meaning here, when before I was, well, dead. This is where I belong. How I belong. It just feels… right.”

“So… you just believe, and that’s good enough? This is, what, an expression of your faith in whatever this is?”

“Well now you’re making it sound like a religious thing…”

“Is it not?”

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“I don’t think choice enters into it, not anymore.”

How do you mean?

“Well, free will is a luxury; you only get it if you can afford to make mistakes. You see anybody around here with pockets that deep? There’s too much on the line anymore, there isn’t anything left to fall back on. This is it.”

So you feel like you have no room for error?

“ ‘feel like’ pfah! No, I _know_ I have no room for error. There is only one choice, the correct choice, and I am not allowed to choose any other. To say otherwise is to say you offer a choice to the pigs that you release into the forest; ‘Root, hog, or die.’”

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“It’s like dialysis but for the brain, see? Filters out what there’s too much of, tops up whatever neurotransmitters you’re running low on, generally gets things back in balance.”

So like taking your car in for a tuneup?

“I don’t own a car so I wouldn’t know. Does it involve having needles jammed in your skull while you have to sit still in one spot for a while?”

Spiritually, yes.

“Then sure, it’s like that thing you said.”

Needles jammed in your skull?

“It’s not really that bad,” she avers, “you barely notice them once it gets going.”

[maverick-ornithography]

“He said it almost absentmindedly, that we’d hit the point of diminishing returns. How deeply that hurt, bland statement of fact that further effort would yield less than desired. That I would be less than desired. That the monumental effort I was putting in to be desired was not profitable enough, in his eyes. That I was not enough.

I died that day.”

[ba1laur]

by my own order

[floodwatersblog]

nother zoh shia doodle

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danganronpa

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[lesbianbloodritual]

The Ones Who Walk Into Omelas With Kevlar Vests And Samurai Swords And Desert Eagles And Stare Down All Those Wicked Unrighteous Sinners In Their Droves And Proceed To Totally Fucking Waste Them All In A High Octane Action Sequence That Kicks Insane Amounts Of Ass Think The Raid If It Was Directed By John Woo But When They Finally Get To The Door Of The Basement Where They Keep The Kid Oh Shit It's The Fucking King Of Omelas And He's Wielding The Cursed Obsidian Blade Of The Underworld And They Gotta Waste Him Too But He's Incredibly Fast And Strong Thanks To All The Power He's Getting From The Kid And He Kills Almost All Of Them Until The Leader Draws Him Out With A Double Feint That Leaves Him Wide Open And Cuts His Fucking Head Clean Off With A Single Perfect Stroke And Then They Finally Open The Door To The Basement And Free The Kid

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[homeofhousechickens]

Geese witness a meteor

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Informal post, I’ve come under a number of frankly, near life-threatening circumstances with my entire existence turned on its head, outside of my control, over the last number of months since I made an effort to be active and alive again. Thank you, as ever, for your support and messages despite the absence, I hope to get back to a few of those I owe artwork to when I can.

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[deathsofglitter]

Informal post, I’ve come under a number of frankly, near life-threatening circumstances with my entire existence turned on its head, outside of my control, over the last number of months since I made an effort to be active and alive again. Thank you, as ever, for your support and messages despite the absence, I hope to get back to a few of those I owe artwork to when I can.