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( ❛ i. I AM BECOME DEATH. ) ——————– i am the girl you were warned about. the girl built from fire and stone. the girl who swallows the stars and extinguishes the sun. the girl who will either build empires or raze them to the earth. the girl who leaves ash and moondust in her wake. the girl made to create and to destroy, because aren’t they just the same thing ? the girl who reaches out towards the sky, pulling her hand back as though she can grasp the clouds themselves. the girl who rinses her hands with scalding water, contemplating the irony that the water can burn. the girl who sits upon a throne of jewels and bones, who wears a crown of tarnished gold. the girl who is not manic, nor a pixie, nor a dream. the girl who lives. the girl who survives. ———- s.g.

#self promo.#if anyone wants to know where i've been at!#i think it's time to shelf lydia for a bit so i'm dedicating myself to clarke #aka the love of my entire life

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written by liz

#promotionals.#n*ce!!!#THIS IS SOME GOOD SHIT

HARBINGER OF DEATH ---------- i’ve spent so long thinking about how much lydia misses allison, how much she wishes allison was still with her, or at the very least, how much she wishes the gods had taken her instead. how her entire world is changing in blinks of an eye & the person she loved, the person she considered her best friend & i’m sure at a point, her family, isn’t there to see it or help her through it. how she wakes up screaming & clutching at her chest because every dream she has when she closes her eyes is about how much it hurt to wail & the image of ( what she imagines ) allison’s body laying there lifeless in a pool of crimson. how she talks to allison in her sleep & while she’s awake, catching herself speaking to nothing when no one is looking. we talk about death so much but we don’t talk about how it changes people, molds people, twists people. i wish the show did a better job at fully encompassing the concept of grief & mourning & how it never really stops... not for some people. it won’t stop for lydia. not when she has survivor’s guilt.

#( ❛ xi. MUSINGS : META. )#i've been thinking abt this a lot #the concept of survivor's guilt and how i'm sure lydia suffers from it greatly #it's interesting.#i could write a lot more about it tbh.#but i wanted to get this out bc i love lydia so much and #no one talks much about how allison's death impacted her anymore #i can't have anyone forgetting this crucial info!!!

starter call !!!

#this is very tentative okay i'll do another one after i make my promo

it took me weeks but i’m finally done with my revamp! i now have rules & a clearer direction of where i’d like lydia to go & i’m really excited for all of this! so i’m going to do a little bit of blog cleaning & then i’ll work on replies & a new promo!

#❛ ┆ &. the queen speaks.#new tags too.#this... theme took me days i'm embarrassed #but i'm really excited now so!!!#i can't wait to start writing again

Do you have a rules page I should read? I can't find anything on your blog, just thought I'd ask

i will have a rules page eventually !!! i deleted my old one ( admittedly a stupid move on my part ) when i planned to do my revamp a few weeks ago, but between going back to school and everything else, i haven’t gotten around to doing much of anything regarding my revamp. so i don’t have anything right now, but i will eventually. hopefully soon. emphasis on the hopefully.

#thank you for looking and asking though !!!#if you have any questions please come ask since it's my fault i don't have rules #but it's basically the usual: i'm slow and selective and i only interact with mutuals #i'm over 18 so there may be nsfw and i tag triggers #i'm exclusive with a few blogs #you know... the usual.#but i will get around to making an official page soon!#Anonymous

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herqndale:

I just love how Jordan empowers Lydia. He doesn’t patronize her, he doesn’t think she can’t do whatever she wants to, he doesn’t think of her any less after seeing her at her worst. He accepts and celebrates her. He has never had a negative or mean thought about her, not even when they first met and they were strangers; he’s grateful for the time she decided to spend with him and while he comes to her rescue, he knows she’s capable of so much more. He will never look her down and say “remember that time I saved you…” he’s just happy she’s okay. Do you want to know why I love Jordan Parrish so much? Because he’s good without any other intention. He wants to help people, he wants people to feel safe and if he needs to stay awake all night, get himself in dangerous situations or die for it, he would do it in a heartbeat. And I’m so happy he likes Lydia the way he does because she needs someone like him, someone who knows when to let go and let her do her thing and still be ther for her if she needs him.

#❛ ┆ &. when is a monster not a monster? oh when you love it.#jordan is so good for her and honestly...#she needs someone so good and so genuine in her life #i don't even watch the show anymore but i feel so strongly abt marrish because #he could be the one for her. she could be the one for him.#and i'm so !!!!!!!!!!

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something: *is none of my god DAMN business* me: 🔍👀📝

#❛ ┆ &. sinners r us.#@the squad #it us

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Academically, Lydia’s one of the finest students I’ve ever had. Her A.P. classes push her G.P.A. above a 5.0. I’d actually like to have her I.Q. tested. And socially she displays outstanding leadership qualities. I mean, she’s a real leader.

#❛ ┆ &. clever as the devil and twice as pretty.#my baby!!!

mostlyfate

they saved my life.

#tag later.#SEE THIS IS IMPORTANT.#THIS IS SOME GOOD SHIT.

stop being so gay i love you

this is the gayest thing oh my god ur so gay

#i love liz so much oh my god #girlfriend goals #even when she gives me so much stress!!!#awesomegaydar

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me: if we’re both on our periods at the same time then there’s only one week out of the month we can’t have sex steph: but if we both have it then its 3 weeks out of the month me: what steph: yeah if you have it then i have it then its only 2 weeks me: THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE me: HOW IS 2 LESS THAN ONE

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STOP THIS SLANDER !!! I AM A MATHEMATICAL GENIUS !!!

#❛ ┆ &. the queen speaks.#I CAN NOT BELIEVE

i also wish people wouldn’t wear shipper goggles in this fandom but what can you do ??? like i just wish people would recognize that it was a group effort to save lydia ------ which people are forgetting and disregarding because of what lydia said. i don’t know i just !!! want everyone to get credit and recognition for saving lydia rather than one person based on what she said when she probably said what she said because she literally JUST had her life saved and she was all forms of distressed and confused and i need to go.

#❛ ┆ &. the queen speaks.#anti stydia #again bc i don't want anyone coming for my neck!!!#ugh it's just to the point where i can't do anything in this fandom without a ship and like #isn't that exhausting #i'm literally only here for scott and lydia and kira and parrish t b q h

i still think lydia’s blatant “stiles saved me” was 95% fanservice with the remaining 5% being the fact that she just survived and pretty much had no idea what was going on other than hey !!! she was saved !!! there’s stiles !!! must be stiles that saved me !!! but maybe i’m biased.

#❛ ┆ &. the queen speaks.#anti stydia #i guess???#tagging it to be safe and shit #i guess i'm going to embrace my canon divergence now #canon teen wolf kind of kills my muse 89% of the time

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‘ OF COURSE NOT. that’s crazy. ‘

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❛ ———- YOU’RE CRAZY. ❜ a teasing giggle ; lips spread into a soft simper, eyes bright with a fondness for the girl in front of her. ❛ you don’t have to worry about jackson. anyway, i have a GIRLFRIEND. ❜

#fangedbarbie #lydia martin : a sap #( ❛ i. WRITINGS : SCRIPT. )#( ❛ ii. ARC : AU. )#( ❛ iii. VERSE : I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULD NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU ; ONLY ONE LOOK AND I KNEW I WAS SCREWED. )