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AHHH I DONT CARE WHAT GENDER MY URGES ARE I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED

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why are theybso mean to meee z😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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i want so badly to be lovable

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am i allowed to mope a little bit. can i wallow just a little. can i pleaaase hurt myself just a little bit. im so tired

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i wish i could grieve

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it happened

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AHHH AHHH AHHH "YOURE SO CLINGY" "YOU NEED TO LEARN TO BE WITHOUT ME" "THIS IS ANNOYING" "IT JUST DOESNT MAKE MUCH SENSE TO DO THAT" GHHGHGTHTHRGTGTGHRHRHRHHRHTTGHRHRHRHRHRHHRHRHRGGGHHJJJJHHHHH AND THEN ALSO "I DONT MIND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME" "I WOULD NEVER GET TIRED OF YOU" "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO" ????2?2?1???5?5??5?4?4? okay i wouldbunderstand its my failt i GET OT i cant fix myself but i can force myself to give you space but then dONT GET MY HOPES UP??? DONT TELL ME ITS OKAY.... BGGHHHHGGGGHHH... and theyre wonsweet too.. its not their fault at all.... literally theyre just nice + theres somethingw rong with me combo and i gotta be a FREAAKK about it and never get ober it and kill myself and i dont even want to change i dont have anything else im not like them i dont care anout anutjing else how can they say theyd kts if i left and make me so happy thinking they feel the same as i do and then go amd be so confusing about it DO THEY LLVE ME THE SAME OR NOT? JUST SAY NO REALISTICALLY SO I CAN MOVE ON AND WORK ON ACCEPTING THAT.. maybe tjey just love dugferentely??? maybe their love lis doffernet. how much do they love me and how much do they need me? tehy say im useful. it makes me so happy to know at least that means theyll keep me. they carr for me too, but do they need that? does it matter? arent i doing the same thing? i still care for them. i cant help benefiting from it. and benefiting isnt bad. o just need to know if thats the sole reason. do they love me simply as too? i should do my work

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its really sweet that youd kys if i left you babe can like right now can you focus more on replying to me ever? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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there may be nothing more gender euphoric than fixing up your tie after railing your puppy boy

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fuck

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would they like me better as a man? would they like me better as a woman??? i dont know. i just want them to respond to me

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i think they like me less than i like them

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jesus cgrist. what thevfuck am i doing. whatvam i doing. i dont know. i donw know . i dont want to be bitter. i dont want to associate them with wanting to FUCKIBG kill myself. i dont want to hate them sometimes. i dont want any of this. i just want then to love me back . i just want them to want me in any way, even just mybpresence. i cant take this and im trying to think of ways to change myself and fix this but they dont want me to change. theyve got it in their head being myself is good for me and theyre so caring they havevyo rely on all they lmow to try to ensure the best for me they feel they have a responsibility for me but i dont care about any of that i just want them to love me and ill do anything for that nothing else matters .!!!! god just ket me die already.

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sometimes you just need to go kill yourself every day for a little while

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THE YAOI IS GOING SWIMMINGLY I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER!!!!

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😭😢😭😢 29 inches. r u joshing my pedinkley 😭😭😭bro estomated my waist 29 inches.,,,,,, really...,,,, do they really think of me that way... what the sigma . i dont deny that i may have gained but last time i measured was like three years ago and i.. dont think its been that bad. i mean i was 24..!!! does it rlly seem like 29. killing muself forever. what image have i been presenting. i just wanted to comfort them but maybe the"i bloat too!!^^" thing is coming off too strong. shinji chair. makes me get all like "omgg theyre not gonna think im not good enough and leave me after only 'complimenting' my conventional attractiveness with bitterness and heart wrenching frustration and treating everything else with irritation and indifference for that grueling couple of months are they..." GIRLL THATS OBVIOUSLY NOT THEIR VALUE SYSTEM THEY WERE JUST GOING THRU A ROUGH PATCH GET A HOLD OF URSELF.... im loyerally the big strong sun character in this dynamic STFFUUUUU i will be the anchor forever whatevah idc idc. im a god !!!!! and i will serve you!!!!!! anyway this account sucks and maybe i can pay them 20 dollars to cry into their shoulder for several days so i can get over it(i wish)